Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 5235 (five thousand two hundred and thirty-five)

At this time, the man sighed and said, "I really shouldn't think like that! Then...then I'm like...it's like I'm longing for the spring that the Blue Armored People want to see! This...how shameful! I...I'm from Tiecang! How could I...say such words at that moment? If you hadn't asked me just now, I wouldn't have...thought I would...feel so uncomfortable. After you asked me, I thought about it carefully, and I...that was really not right! But...but fortunately, I felt uncomfortable at the time, which proves...that I still have the consciousness of a Tiecang person...and am not ignorant of shame!"

The Gray Hand Man didn't expect that the other party would think so much and could cause so much shame for such a small thing.

The Gray Hand asked again: "What happened to you then?"

"I... I think I just felt uncomfortable, and then... suddenly I said something like... 'Go ahead! Do you dare?'" the man said, "I asked them if they dared."

"Didn't you say something similar before?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"That's true, but...but at this moment...the situation is different." said the man.

"Why is it different?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"I... kind of hope to die quickly." said the man.

"Why?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"Maybe... maybe it's because of that uncomfortable feeling." said the man.

"Does it have anything to do with your shame?" the Gray Hand asked. "It does," the man said.

"Just because you felt that you longed for light and warmth at that moment, you think you deserve to die?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"It's not entirely because of this... This is only part of the reason." The man said, "I was already... in great pain... I was almost tortured to death by the darkness and cold, and... I didn't know how long I would have to stay in the darkness and cold!"

"You want to escape from the darkness and cold, but at the same time you are unwilling to admit that you yearn for light and warmth?" asked the Gray-Handed Man.

"Yes, just like... just like what I said just now... if that light and warmth are not exclusive to the blue-armored people, then... yearning for light and warmth is actually... yearning for the kind of thing that wears down my will... but if... that light and warmth are exclusive to the blue-armored people, then... that is a great shame for me! Whether it is the former or the latter, it shouldn't be... it shouldn't be! Maybe... I suddenly felt that I deserved to die, more because I thought of the latter... thought that the light and warmth were exclusive to the blue-armored people... that was indeed an insult to myself!" said the man.

"But in fact, you can't be sure that the light and warmth are exclusive to the blue-armored people?" asked the gray-handed man.

“Even if it’s not exclusive to the Blue Armored People… I also feel… I feel that kind of light and warmth are not exclusive to… the Iron Cang people. No matter what, it’s not exclusive to people like me… the Iron Cang people.” The man said, “At that time… I had already… seen the spring of the Blue Armored People in that light… Under such circumstances, what else could have happened? That light and warmth, how… how could it not be exclusive to the Iron Cang people… absolutely not!”

The Gray Hand said, "Do you think that light and warmth like that must belong to someone alone?"

(End of this chapter)