Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 5044 (Five Thousand and Forty-Four) In vain
"Even if you know that he turned something that could become reality into a fantasy, you would still think that what he said at the beginning was right?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"In the end... I had to admit it." The man said, "It's no longer a matter of whether I think it or not. The fact... is the fact."

The Gray Hand said, "Don't you think that the person who said that what you think is normal is fantasy said that at the beginning because he knows that he can turn what you think is normal into so-called fantasy?"

“So what if it is, and so what if it isn’t?” the man said, “I can’t do anything… He is still someone I can’t afford to offend. If someone I can’t afford to offend says it’s a fantasy, then… it’s a fantasy. Not only that, from then on, there are some things, even if… he didn’t say it’s a fantasy, I would… also think it’s just my fantasy.”

Gray Hand said: "You no longer think it's possible?"

"Yeah...it's so obvious." said the man.

"Let's go back to what you said just now about the spring sun. What you said just now was that before your thoughts changed, when you stood under the spring sun, you not only didn't feel comfortable, but you also felt very uncomfortable in your heart. What happened to your change of thoughts?" asked the man with gray hands.

"It was on the way to find the person who cast a spell on me... I... my thoughts changed. For a while... I could say... I didn't think the same way as before." said the man.

"This transformation takes time, right?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"Yes." the man replied.

"What's the process?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"The process is... one day I... I couldn't bear it anymore." said the man.

"What can't you bear?" asked the man with gray hands.

"I couldn't bear to be troubled by that... that kind of problem, the kind in my heart..." the man said, "It's too... painful... If I don't go find the person who cast the spell on me, I... I will definitely collapse completely... After I made up my mind, I set out on that road. In fact, before I left, I didn't know if my problem could be solved by... that person, but... even when I walked through that meadow, I... I was wondering if this trip to find the spellcaster to solve the problem would be in vain."

"Don't you believe in the power of the one who cast the spell for you?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"That's not the case." The man said, "I just don't believe in myself. I've heard before that sometimes, sometimes, to solve inner problems, even if the person who solves the problem is very powerful, you still need to cooperate with him. Of course, at that time, I didn't know what I would encounter when I went to find the spellcaster, but just thinking about what I heard before, I had no idea about myself. At that time, my heart was a mess. In fact, I found it difficult to see hope. Generally, when it is really difficult to see hope, I give up. But the pain made it impossible for me to give up. I had to find him just because I wanted to live."

The Gray Hand Man asked, "Then what? Why did it change?"

"I...when I'm on the road...I just want to give myself a little hope..." said the man.

(End of this chapter)