Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 4824 (Four Thousand Eight Hundred and Twenty-Four)

"Didn't you feel something was wrong at that time?" asked the Man with Gray Hands.

"No." The man said, "At that time I... I was most likely... being controlled."

"What do you think is controlling you?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"It should be... something he used." said the man.

"Do you think you have any personal reasons for saying that?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"Personal reasons?" The man was a little panicked when he heard the gray-handed man ask this.

The Gray Hand Man said, “It’s because of you.”

The man didn't know what to say at this time, but after hearing what the Gray Hand said, he felt that he didn't need to be so nervous. So he thought about it and came up with an idea, so he said, "I think... I think there is a habit... I think it's a habit."

"What habits?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"It's the kind of... situation you just mentioned..." the man said, "I've gotten used to it. When I think something 'shouldn't be', I will... think of myself as 'not'."

"When you are not affected by other factors, do you usually behave like this?" the Gray Hand Man asked, "And are you aware of this?"

"Under no other influence, I would indeed... would also be like this... but... but... I don't usually... seem to think about whether I often do this." The man said, "Now that you asked me, I thought about it and felt this way."

The Gray Hand asked again, "Did you say anything after you heard what he said?"

"I told him directly at that time... I never... I never surrendered!" the man said, "I will never surrender, especially... especially not to a man in blue armor." The man said.

"What did he say after hearing that?" the Gray Hands Man asked. "He smiled and asked me if I remembered how many times similar things had happened before." The Gray Hands Man said.

"Did you answer?" the Gray Hand Man asked again.

"I told him that I didn't remember... and also said... no matter what happened before, it doesn't count as surrender." said the man.

"What did he say?" the Gray Hand asked.

"He said I was being stubborn." The man said, "He said that before, as long as he moved his eyes, I... I would... do what he said. The fear on my face was so... so obvious. He also said... even if I was stubborn, it couldn't change the reaction I had already made at that time."

"What about you?" the Gray Hand asked, "What did you think after hearing this?"

"I told him...being afraid doesn't mean...it doesn't mean surrendering." said the man.

"What did the other party say?" asked the Gray Hand Man. "The other party said... being afraid does not mean surrendering... but... but my reaction at that time was... I had already surrendered."

The Gray Hand asked, "How do you feel after hearing this?"

"I... I have a strong sense of shame." The man said, "In fact, in that world, I would feel... shame from time to time... I had a strong sense of shame before this. Although that sense of shame only appeared intermittently, it was... but it was very difficult... very difficult for me to forget it."

The Gray Hand asked, "Did you say anything at this time?"

"I did." The man said, "I told him... my reaction was not to give in to him... but..."

(End of this chapter)