Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 3310 (Three Thousand Three Hundred and Ten) Stay
Tie Jinjue looked at Gu Jian as if he was looking at Tie Jinqi. At this moment, he seemed to hear Tie Jinjue saying to him: "Then tell Hong Yan."

Tie Jinjue thought: Yes, I really want to tell Hongyan, but I don't know why, I always feel that it's better to tell her later. I didn't think about why I thought it's better to tell her later before, but now I suddenly realized that maybe I wanted her mood to be affected later. However, being affected later doesn't mean that she will be affected by this matter for a shorter time. People know something earlier, but it doesn't mean that they can forget it earlier. Some things, people know earlier, and forget earlier, but other things, the earlier people know, the longer the things stay in that person's heart, the more people can't forget, and the impact of that thing on people may become deeper and deeper as time goes by. Although I know very well that if we don't consider the so-called other world, at a certain time, people will return to dust and memories will disappear with it, but in the years when people are alive, the traces left by the past will naturally affect people's hearts. I know that some things will eventually let her know, and I can't bear to do that anymore, and this is what she must experience. But when I'm about to speak, why do I always find it difficult to say it? Do I really have to wait until shortly before I leave, until I feel that I will leave this world, before I tell her? If she hears that I will leave her soon, she will lose a companion! If I tell her earlier, from the time she knows about this to the time I die, will she be particularly painful? Will this pain have a great impact on her future? Oh... It turns out that I have never told her, maybe it is because I have such thoughts deep in my heart. The reason why I have such thoughts is related to Wu Xunsheng's matter? Maybe! After Hong Yan learned that if there is no miracle, Wu Xunsheng can only live for another year at most and he may die at any time during this year, her mood was obviously greatly affected, and I saw it all. I really don't want her to be affected by another person's such thing again... There is a difference between my case and Wu Xunsheng's case. Wu Xunsheng's case also has a condition that if there is no miracle, although this condition may be the Taoist's comforting statement, it can be regarded as a mention, and in my case, I will definitely leave. I knew it was like this from the beginning, and this is certain. What can I do? What should I do? Just try to delay it? Should I wait until I can't put it off any longer before telling her?

Tie Jinjue sat on the bed with the two Huijian in his hands.

Many scenes from the past emerged in his mind. He remembered what his mother and father looked like before. Then, the scene of his mother drawing a bowl on paper when he was a child struck his heart. He seemed to see the bowl that had disappeared again, without the pattern that his mother carved later.

Just then, a moth flew past his eyes. He subconsciously dodged and the moth flew away from him.

As he dodged, the shadow of his mother in his mind suddenly disappeared, the paper also disappeared, and only the bowl was left. Gradually, the pattern carved by his mother appeared on the bowl, and then the bowl with the pattern gradually became blurred and disappeared.

(End of this chapter)