Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 1541 Tomorrow

Wu Xunsheng said: "I see."

"You know, sometimes I always feel like I'm waiting. Many years ago, when that person was painting her mother, he told me that he was waiting for tomorrow, and he also said: 'Maybe, tomorrow, my mother will come to me.' Later, after Xia Jing passed away, I always thought of what he said to me when I was painting, and I also wanted to say to myself: 'Maybe, tomorrow, Xia Jing will come to me.' But I know very well that he can really look forward to waiting for 'tomorrow', but I can't. I know that not only will Xia Jing not come to me when 'tomorrow' comes, but I will also be more painful. Because Xia Jing will not appear in 'tomorrow' at all, she will only It was once in "yesterday". Even though I know this, I still seem to be waiting. When he was painting, he was waiting for "tomorrow", but when I paint, I can only wait for "yesterday", but "yesterday" will never come back. Later, when I think about it carefully, I don't really hope that "yesterday" can come back. If I can't change what happened later, I don't want to experience the pain again. I... I just hope that Xia Jing can appear in "tomorrow"... my "tomorrow" even though I know it's impossible. This may be a kind of obsession. I know that people suffer because of obsession. "

Wu Xunsheng asked: "You miss her so much, she must have been very good to you in the past, right?"

"Yes... yes... really! She was so good to me. In fact, sometimes I wonder if I would have suffered less if she hadn't been so good to me back then." Taoist Priest Jingxi said, "I have wanted to be a Taoist since I was a child. If it weren't for her, I would never have become one! Many of the spells I know were taught to me by her personally."

"Did your senior sister teach you this?" Wu Xunsheng asked.

Taoist Priest Jingxi said, "Yes. When I was a child, I wanted to be a Taoist priest, so I went to visit several Taoist priests who would accept disciples. I was still young at that time, and I didn't know much about people and things. I only knew that there were several Taoist priests who were willing to accept disciples not far from where I lived. Those Taoist priests didn't care whether I had the talent to be a Taoist priest or not. They asked about my family's situation right away, and cast a curse on me when they asked. If I lied, I would be hurt immediately, so I naturally didn't dare to tell the truth. After hearing that my mother was a Lanjia, those Taoist priests didn't ask any more questions, and directly said that if one of my parents was a Lanjia, they would not accept people. Of course, I was very sad, but I really wanted to be a Taoist priest, so I asked around for news about Taoist priests accepting disciples. However, I was so young at that time that I couldn't find out any news at all. So I didn't become a disciple for the time being."

Just as Taoist Priest Jingxi said, at that time, the few Taoist priests in the area where he lived who were willing to accept disciples would definitely refuse to accept them as soon as they heard that one of the parents of the person who wanted to become their disciple was a Lanjia person.

The name of the Jingxi Taoist priest was Chen Wenyuan. At that time, the people he knew always advised him to accept his fate and told him to stop dreaming unrealistically. Many people poured cold water on him. He was always very sad and couldn't understand why the Taoist priests would not accept people whose parents were from the Lanjia people as apprentices. Becoming a Taoist priest was his dream, but in the environment of the area where he lived at that time, it was extremely difficult for him to even start pursuing this dream.

(End of this chapter)