The Spirit World

Chapter 91 Lin'er
【公国2026年11月5日7时23分56秒】

I once fantasized that I could find my parents in an instant. No matter which world I was in, I had thought about this. Even in another world, I still understood that lonely people have no long-term future.

Tonight, they are together, and this may be the longest night they have spent together since they met.

"When I first arrived in the spirit world, I wondered if this was the real world. It wasn't until Mother Aminna gave me the most awful milk powder that I really believed it all." He put his hands on his knees and touched them, and continued: "I don't know how you came to this world, but I did live my life all over again... I kept looking for their whereabouts and kept learning the knowledge here, but obviously I got nothing."

Lin'er looked at her, still without raising her head. From the corner of her eye, he could see a very puzzled look.

"So, I was so confused that I even began to think that I was so insignificant. I could do nothing and could not keep anything." He looked at the dark sky and said as if to himself, "I thought about becoming so many of my ambitions, but they were all held back by Mother Aminna. She hoped that I would live an ordinary life. My brother and I herded cattle and sheep, and our lives were comfortable but not exciting. I had an affinity for the elements, but I had not learned anything. When I came to Bailing Mountain, I found out about my parents' whereabouts from them. I felt no pride or relief, but only inner sadness. After that, I never thought about seeing them again. We were not in Bailing Mountain for long. I saw you becoming silent and absent-minded day by day. Sometimes I would wonder whether coming to this world was good or bad. I had no reason to live in this world, and it seemed that you had no reason to live in this world either. I didn't know if it was really as they said, that time would change a person. For ten whole years, how did you live in this world? I have been through the world for ten years. No matter how optimistic you are, in this world that is suddenly strange, what kind of experience will make you become like this. My only belief is to find my parents, but it can't be counted..." He shook his head and said, "I feel that I don't have any beliefs. There is no meaning in my life now. Everything about me seems to be controlled. There is no room for fighting back. Step by step, starting from Wenti County, there are some meanings that cannot be changed. In Wenti County, I can't do my own things openly. I can only learn magic secretly. Although I still have nothing to achieve, I am still controlled and can't do anything. In Bailing Mountain, I feel more and more that what they need is the young master of Bailing Mountain, not me as the young master of Bailing Mountain. Chang Yufeng, I haven't experienced so many things in Wenti County. I live with my family, worry-free, quarrelsome, but I always feel that something is missing. I can't find the answer in my heart. "

Lin'er listened very carefully. The light on his face was not that bright, but rather dim, making his face disappear into the darkness.

"We may be lucky, we came to a world we have never seen before. We may be sad, this world changed everything about us, turning us from what we were before into what we are now. To be honest, I have never had any truly happy things. In this world, the only thing I want to find has been blown away by the wind." He looked at the bird that glowed in the night, still talking to himself: "There is a sentence in the book my mother left me that I remember very clearly, don't be sad, my child, there may be thorns on the road ahead, but after crossing the thorns, you will find that the road ahead is the sea of ​​flowers in your heart."

His words were a little confusing, even incoherent, but Lin'er knew that he was talking to her, even if he couldn't say any philosophy, or anything that could keep her. In fact, he has always been a quiet person, a brat who always keeps things to himself and won't tell others, but he is still trying.

It's no use, Chang Yufeng.

"Do you believe in fate? Chang Yufeng."

Lin'er spoke, and the red dress she was wearing looked a little dark in the dim light.

"Destiny?" Chang Yufeng was not surprised by the question. He looked at Lin'er who still buried her head in her legs and said slowly: "I don't believe it. If I believed in destiny, perhaps nothing would have happened. But I still haven't defied destiny, although I have been moving forward, that's all."

"I don't believe in fate either, but everything about me is in it. My destiny is waiting for me. Even if I don't believe in it, the thread of fate is still there. I can't touch it, but I have to abide by the laws of fate. It can't be changed."

"Lin'er..."

So, you don't believe in fate either? I can't know your past, nor can I know what happened to you. If leaving is part of your destiny, how can I stop it?

"Chang Yufeng, please go back. I want to leave quietly by myself. We don't need to say goodbye or anything. I just need to leave. Just leave."

"..." He stood up. He didn't know what had happened. Could it be that the so-called dream caused such a big change in Lin'er?
"Um……"

He knew that after tonight, he might never see Lin'er again in Bailing Mountain.

He walked down the stairs step by step. He was just that kind of person, accepting the fact little by little, and trying his best to change little by little. Maybe he was stupid, always keeping things in his heart, and never changed.

He looked back and saw the white bird flapping its wings, but she still didn't look at him. He had been helpless many times before, whether it was the whisper of that voice in his ear, or the unchangeable loss of control of his spiritual power, or the current situation. Just like he said, he had no way out. He had no ability to change, nor could he help others. Many times, he could not even protect himself.

The wind suddenly blew on Bailing Mountain, from the bottom of the stairs to the top. His clothes were blown up, and the white plum blossom on his clothes was blown by the wind, as if it was about to fly out. The sleeves and the edges of the gorgeous clothes were blown up, and the wind passed through his whole body, bringing him a coolness he had never felt before.

He could feel that Lin'er was in pain, but she didn't
[The Void Box]

"Lin'er, it's time to leave Bailing Mountain..." said the golden ball. His light was very bright, brighter than ever before. The entire Void Box was filled with light.

“……”The black goldfish did not appear, but the sound of its panting still echoed among the nebulas.

"What on earth did you say to Lin'er...in her sea of ​​consciousness..."

"..."

no respond.

"Or, has she recovered her memory?!" Jinqiu looked at the person who was curled up with his legs in his arms in disbelief: "You shouldn't do this, right? This is an absolutely painful thing for her. If you still love her, you shouldn't inflict more pain on her. She has suffered so much, how can you bear to..."

"..."

no respond.

The light of the golden ball became brighter and brighter, and suddenly dimmed. A white hand took the golden ball from the nebula.

"I'm just reminding her the price of this betrayal."

A white figure appeared floating in the nebula. He looked pure white, completely unlike the black goldfish's dark appearance.

“That’s all”

I have been adding details to fill in the gaps, not digging holes. There is too much to write about what Chang Yufeng and Lin'er experienced in the first ten years and the last ten years.

PS: After the Princess Chapter is finished, I will write my first complete story in the true sense. There will be a related volume as the opening chapter, called "Tower of Babel".

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