Can not doing what one wants be called rebirth?

Chapter 407 413. Mixed Feelings
"Actually, many people also know that I can't say such beautiful words."

"Like Mr. Chen and Mr. Lu who just came on stage, they are not only handsome, but also speak well."

“I can’t learn it”

Miao Keyan stood in the center of the auditorium, holding the microphone in one hand, looking graceful and elegant.

She didn't prepare any PPT, everything was impromptu.

Of course, it is her authenticity that everyone loves.

During the period when "Goddess 101" was popular, the official account released a video on Miaoyin.

The content is some anecdotes about Miao Keyan in the dormitory.

Everyone gathered around her as she just spoke her true feelings.

"Miao Miao, I feel like the production team won't handle what happened just now. Can I say that?"

"Are you really not afraid of losing fans?"

"You are so real!"

But Miao Keyan just shook his head and smiled.

After a long while, she whispered something.

"Whether it's true or not, is there any point in saying it?"

Afterwards, the countless interview videos of Miao Keyan scattered on the Internet all proved this statement true.

Even though she debuted as the TOP1 member, she was never able to wash away this truth in herself.

Including the award ceremonies that Miao Keyan attended twice.

As expected, both times when she gave her acceptance speeches, she made the audience laugh because of her overly realistic speeches.

However, there was one audience member in the audience who just couldn't laugh no matter what.

"My leaders invited me to share my work experience, but my work experience can't really be called work experience."

"That's called having a discerning eye for pearls~"

The sound, like a silver bell, started from the speakers on the stage and spread to the entire auditorium.

Miao Keyan tells jokes with ease. As for humor, anyone who has been a host for a long time will naturally learn it.

The audience was also amused and their lips curled up frequently.

There was only one slightly tall spectator in the crowd, and his expression was still cold.

She listened to the big star's mental journey on the stage with no reaction on her face.

In a corner where no one was paying attention, Zhong Ruixi had already clenched his hands tightly, his palms soaked with sweat.

No one could imagine how complicated her mood was at this moment.

On weekdays, Zhong Ruixi often heard from other people how excellent her boyfriend was.

She knew in her heart that this was the fact.

But she rarely set foot in the Nanhu Industrial Park area to see with her own eyes how brilliant Lu Jincheng is in his career.

She didn't know that those evaluations and praises were only a few thousandths in the eyes of the employees and could not describe how awesome the boss was at all.

Zhong Ruixi didn't understand.

She could only feel the tip of the iceberg of her boyfriend's ability through the car that Lu Jincheng changed and the driver and assistant who often appeared in the main seat, and her generosity in spending money without ever looking at the price list.

I think it is true.

She and he had always been a pure campus romance.

How many girls can know everything about their boyfriend when they are in their freshman year?
She only knew that Lu Jincheng was rich, so rich that he could sponsor a variety of activities in the school and even participate in debate competitions that he was interested in.

This was indeed impressive, but it was not enough to make Zhong Ruixi feel an unprecedented emotion from the bottom of his heart.

until today.

A seemingly ordinary seminar caused a huge wave in Zhong Ruixi's heart.

he.
He is so awesome!
How on earth did he manage to own so many businesses while dating himself? Dianjin Media, Miaoyin Short Video, chain coffee shops, and huge factories stationed around Jiangcheng, turning traffic into a steady stream of money.

These were displayed in one PPT after another, shattering Zhong Ruixi's original impression of her boyfriend.

He is far more powerful than I imagined.
When Zhong Ruixi saw her boyfriend standing in the spotlight and talking freely, with most of his achievements to date spread out in front of her.

It’s really hard to describe how I felt at that time.

envious?

Happy?

Excited?
sorrow and grief?

Can't tell.

In an instant, it was like a mixture of sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty, overturning the bottle of emotions.

Even Zhong Ruixi herself couldn't tell how complicated her feelings were as she stood on the stage and applauded Lu Jincheng's speech.

He said it very well.

For a short moment, even Zhong Ruixi felt that her boyfriend was truly great.

He stood under the spotlight in the auditorium, with the air-conditioning vents facing the first three rows, and beads of sweat appeared under his formal shirt.

The man adjusted his tie a few seconds faster than usual. She knew that when a man got emotional, his whole body would glow with heat.

These are the little details accumulated over thousands of days of acquaintance.

His Adam's apple moved along with the chanting, and when he read "independence and equality, pride and freedom" the last syllable trembled slightly. The movement of his fingertips across the edge of the podium was like stroking his lover's back.

Lu Jincheng's voice was like a silver needle soaked in honey, piercing accurately into Zhong Ruixi's memory.

I always thought that what he said was just bragging.

He said that entrepreneurs must shoulder social responsibilities, have a global vision and perspective, and have the dream of cherishing their homeland and developing the country through science and technology.

He also said that a nation only has hope when it has a group of people who look up at the stars and dare to pursue their dreams.

It turns out it's all true.

Zhong Ruixi suddenly felt an itchy throat, as if she had swallowed a dewy rose petal.

“What is your New Year’s resolution?”

“I want to live in this world as I please.”

The New Year seemed to have just passed. Lu Jincheng stood under the starry sky in an open space on the outskirts of Liaocheng, setting off fireworks for her.

At that moment, she saw that the man's eyes were brighter than the stars.

At this moment, the stars were shattering in Zhong Ruixi's eyes, reflecting the constantly changing projection screens and PPTs on both sides of the auditorium.

As the applause filled the auditorium like a tide, Zhong Ruixi counted Lu Jincheng's steps and noticed that his eyes instantly met hers.

A silent avalanche exploded in the air.

After a few seconds, she could no longer find the man. Her knuckles around her trouser line were pinched until they turned white, and there was a strange disorder hidden inside, like Morse code blown away by the wind.

But this is not the end of the complexity.

It was not until the final guest, Miao Keyan, approached the stage that the lights in the auditorium suddenly lit up and began to talk about his views on employment.

The guest turned the snake-shaped accessory on her ring finger and said with a smile: "I think it is difficult for people to find something they really like in their life."

"Finding a job should be like doing archaeology. You need to patiently peel off the layers of appearances to get to the heart of the heart."

No matter what she said, Zhong Ruixi's brain seemed to stop working and her heart was tangled like a ball of wool.

Only instinct and subconsciousness remained, and both felt at the same time that her words had other implications.

Only then did Zhong Ruixi vaguely understand a small part of the reason why he had such mixed feelings.

She was so dazzling, and so was he.

Then
(End of this chapter)