Can not doing what one wants be called rebirth?

Chapter 380 390. I saw it
Few people can understand the feeling of a large group of people laughing and watching variety shows together.

In fact, it feels similar to men drinking and watching football games or e-sports games.

Holding potato chips and milk tea, he gave advice and commented that this contestant's experience was too flat and that the female guest's makeup was not delicate enough.

On the projector, the theme of tonight is reflected - love that cannot be obtained.

In the huge conference room of Dianjin Media, everyone laughed from time to time, and the atmosphere inside and outside the door was full of joy.

"The organizers are so stupid!"

"With so many goddesses, how many people can have this kind of experience?"

"Indeed, if you ask from another angle, what it's like to have too many suitors, I really want to see who will win among them."

"You are the only one who can do this! If you are so good at design, why don't you go to Mango to be a director?"

"I don't want to explain it to you, you nitpicker."

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"The one called Sun Xin is quite cute."

"Do you like this type?"

"No, I was thinking that I often wore white shirts when I was in middle school, why didn't anyone like it?"

"Stop being so cocky!"

Even Lu Jincheng was whispering with Zhong Ruixi from time to time, chatting in private.

No one thought about what was about to happen.

No one saw this coming.

Until Miao Keyan appeared in the camera.

Her distinctive voice was extremely familiar to everyone present.

At least in this small area of ​​Jiangcheng, the entire conference room is filled with her closest friends, colleagues, sisters, and good brothers.

However, it happened to be in such an occasion when all the "mother's family" gathered together.

Every time she opened her mouth to speak, the lively atmosphere cooled a little.

Within a minute, the meeting room went from whispering to hearing a pin drop, and then to smiles on everyone's faces.

Even during the most serious annual group meetings, the area has never been so quiet.

Different from the barrage of comments flying all over the sky, any young person sitting here knows who the object of love that Miao Keyan is talking about is.

He is sitting here as well.

He was on pins and needles, with a blank expression on his face.

On the screen, Miao Keyan was still speaking, but the conference room seemed to have suddenly paused.

The sound of chewing snacks no longer echoed, the scale on the large cup of milk tea stopped in place, no one discussed, and no one dared to make any sound.

"When I don't see him, I feel itchy as if there are ants crawling in my heart."

"I love the light on him so much that it attracts me, a dumb moth, to fly into the fire without saying a word."

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Nothing to say?
But, her name was clearly Miao Keyan.

"I have something else to do, so I'll go back to the dormitory first."

Zhong Ruixi always felt like she had lost part of her memory.

She couldn't even remember what kind of mood she was in as she walked through the alley from Nanhu Industrial Park and returned to the dormitory in the cold wind.

I also couldn't remember what Lu Jincheng said to me along the way.

He seemed to have said it, but also seemed not to have said it.

None of that matters.

Miao Keyan's calm voice echoed repeatedly in Zhong Ruixi's mind.

She faced the whole world and confessed her love for him.

But Miao Keyan clearly knew herself.

She was clearly smiling at me and blessing me sincerely.

Zhong Ruixi couldn't figure it out.

In the Dianjin Media conference room, she acted strong and calm in front of everyone. Even her farewell was so light. The show was still going on, and everyone stayed there to watch and learn. Only she got up politely and left.

There was a silent guard following behind him.

The two of them walked step by step, the moonlight cut their shadows into pieces, and then were dyed with a yellow halo by the street lights by the lake.

Emotions are most honest in the dead of night.

The tall girl walked into the dormitory building of the School of Management alone without saying goodbye or looking back.

As soon as I stepped onto the stairs, my eyes were already red and tears ran away from home. By the time I reacted, I could taste the salty tears at the corners of my mouth.

I waved my sleeves to wipe it, but it just wouldn't get clean.

When I returned to the dormitory door, I heard the sound of "Goddess 101" continuing to play in the room.

In a flash, Zhong Ruixi stopped suddenly, as if returning to the reality.

My phone kept buzzing. I didn't even need to look at it because it must be some random WeChat messages from friends or classmates.

It is difficult to explain the influence of the variety show "Goddess 101" among young people.

The first generation of talent shows revolved around appearance and talent. Without commenting on the content of the show, just staring at the faces of these contestants is enough to make people happy.

Everyone seems to know it.

The online audience came to watch the fun, and they would simply support Miao Keyan's decision unanimously.

Who doesn’t want a happy ending?

Who has ever seen the goddess's heart in pain and torment when she wakes up from a dream in the middle of the night?
Supporting Miao Keyan at this time is equivalent to buying a potential stock and sincerely cheering her on to realize her dreams in the future.

However, friends who really know Miao Keyan offline will only be shocked to realize a fact after they realize that the person the other party is referring to is Lu Jincheng.

What does Miao Keyan want to do?
Is she crazy?
Just like in dormitory 203 now, whispers can be heard from inside the door from time to time.

The school's accommodation environment is not enough to block out the sound.

"You think Ruirui didn't see it?"

"I'm f**king shocked. My hands are shaking now."

"Senior, I don't even dare to think about what will happen if Ruirui finds out."

"Will they fight?"

"Given Ruirui's temper, she should just break up, right?"

"What are you breaking up for? Big sister, you're just watching the fun. It's just that the senior is expressing her feelings unilaterally. In the end, Lu Jincheng is the victim."

"Being a victim is bullshit! All men are the same."

Zhong Ruixi stood at the door and listened, and her eyes couldn't help but turn red again.

Her hands were shaking and she wanted to scream. She wanted to expose everything on Weibo and tear apart the mask that Mu Keyan wore in the name of unrequited love.

What should we do now?
When I return to the dormitory, my roommates might make me the center of gossip and laugh at me.

But if she doesn't go back to the dormitory, where else can she go?

Go find Lu Jincheng?
She directly denied the possibility.

No matter whether that guy was a victim or not, I just don’t want to see him now, no matter what.

Or, go find your high school classmates?

She took her cell phone out of her pocket and found that the remaining battery was officially exhausted. She could only shake her head to adjust her mood and sighed.

The door was pushed open, and the noisy dormitory became quiet.

"Ray."

Xu Ya hurriedly turned off the sound of the variety show, without even having time to put on her shoes. She stood up barefoot with her arms open.

"Are you back from your date? It's still pretty early today!"

"came back."

Zhong Ruixi's voice was hoarse and her eyes were red. She quickly wiped the corners of her eyes with one hand and tried to force a smile.

"It's okay, Yaya, you don't have to turn off the variety show, just continue."

"I just saw it all."

(End of this chapter)