Can not doing what one wants be called rebirth?

Chapter 318 317. Self-Proof Trap
“People don’t live for a lifetime, or for a few years, months, or days, but for a few moments.”

Soviet writer Pasternak once said this very wise saying.

At this moment, Zhou Si Ning was held in the man's arms, and a faint fragrance lingered around her nostrils.

Chanel blue, light and fresh scent.

Of course she was familiar with it.

This was a perfume she personally tried out while shopping and carefully selected for Lu Jincheng.

Fragrance is a wonderful product, like an unchanging coordinate in the universe.

A certain perfume that is used multiple times during a certain period of time can quickly bring Zhou Si Ning back to a certain situation when she touches it after a long time.

She suddenly remembered herself that day.

Holding Lu Jincheng's arm, there were bottles of perfume of different sizes in front of them. She sprayed each one on her index finger and put her nose close to the fingers.

The fresh fougère scent, which is aromatic and contains a hint of wood, seems to frame a certain memory of time.

Turning around, Lu Jincheng, wearing a clean white shirt, sat beside her and accompanied her in trying perfume, gentle and patient.

She tasted the different flavors and added explanations from time to time. When she spoke, her two dimples appeared on her face and the charm in her brows poured out from her body.

This is what being in love feels like.

Can I ever go back to the self who was full of expectations and excitement every day?
Zhou Si Ning was stuck in the moment, his eyes drooping, his mind in a mess.

and so.

Do you want.
Give him another chance?
She remembered her mother's advice again.

Sun Mengyun once said that a girl who has just grown up and has dreams is looking forward to love, the future and the surprises of fate.

In anticipation of each day, they open the gifts given by the god of fate one by one.

The colorful packages, red, yellow, pink and blue, may represent surprises, happiness and adventures, but they may also represent worries, troubles and difficulties.

But it doesn’t matter, there’s plenty of time anyway.

We always accumulate experience in the process of unpacking things again and again, and become smarter, braver and more perceptive.

Being young gives us the confidence to make mistakes.

So Zhou Sining raised her head.

A pair of sparkling eyes looked at Lu Jincheng, and the soft voice sounded again.

She was like a fluffy ball of thread, catching the man's question and throwing it back.

"Will you prove it?"

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Prove a ghost.

Never prove yourself to a woman, this is the motto of the alpha man.

Lu Jincheng paused for a while, with a subtle expression, and was about to say something.

But Zhou Si Ning had already said the next sentence.

"If you delete Guan Yongyi now, I will believe what you just said."

The midday breeze blew gently, the brown-haired girl's hair swayed back and forth, and her eyes were full of smiles.

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I guessed that this level would not be so easy to pass.

"Let's not discuss the matter of deleting friends for now. It has nothing to do with whether I love you or not."

"What I want to ask is."

The man was silent for a few seconds, then the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, he patted the back of Zhou Sining's hand, and asked back with a smile.

"So, what's your reason for asking me to delete you as a friend?"

"If I heard you correctly, you just called yourself that word."

"It seems to be an ex-girlfriend."

"I was the one who was blocked, I was the one who loved you, I was the one who never said we'd break up, and I was the one who took the initiative to look for you."

"But what about you?"

"The word 'ex-girlfriend' is a simple death sentence for us."

"If that's how you define yourself, I don't think there's any need to prove myself to you."

"I want to prove it, what about you?"

"It seems like the whole world is telling boys how to love girls."

"But no one has taught us to think about whether the other person loves us first." The temperature was mild at noon in winter, but the temperature between the two of them was like a barometer, fluctuating.

As she heard Lu Jincheng's response, the smile on her lips gradually froze.

This was not the answer she expected.

In other words, Lu Jincheng's reaction far exceeded her expectations.

Not only did he not intend to delete him as a friend, he even said that he didn't love him.

"no."

Zhou Si Ning suddenly lost her temper and was choked on the spot.

She always felt that something was strange, but from Lu Jincheng's perspective, she couldn't seem to find any fault.

The man spoke one sentence after another, his momentum gradually increased, his logic was simple and clear, and he even temporarily overwhelmed her.

its not right!
Am I not the one who is right?
Zhou Si Ning was speechless for a moment and suddenly felt full of grievances.

All the emotions that were originally calm and restrained surged up like an iceberg rising from the sea surface.

How did it become that he was right?
Where does he get the logic from?

"you"

Zhou Si Ning, who was originally eloquent, couldn't even organize a complete sentence.

Her eyes turned red almost in a second. She turned her head away, and after a while, she sniffed heavily.

Only a quiet profile is left for the man.

overdone.

No matter what, Zhou Si Ning is not a goldfish, nor is she one of those girls with special relationships in her previous life.

Skills and rhetoric are like a double-edged sword, and the best solution is to use them in moderation.

Overuse is called PUA.

But no, this matter is not that easy to get over.

After all, she truly loves herself.

Lu Jincheng realized that things were getting serious, so he quickly moved over, wanting to see Zhou Sining's face clearly.

The brown-haired girl turned her head away, not wanting him to see her appearance.

"How did you say that?"

Zhou Si Ning's voice was not loud, but there was a hint of sob in her throat.

"How can I not love you? If I didn't love you, I wouldn't care about your mess."

"I am still willing to be a legal person. Do you really think I am a legal illiterate who knows nothing?"

The little princess, who usually always looks exquisite from head to toe, was now crying.

Her messy brown hair covered her eyes, and her cold white skin seemed almost transparent in the wind.

The big eyes were without makeup, and the smile was melted by tears, forming two clear tracks beside the dimples.

"You lied to me, Guan Yongyi also lied to me, you both lied to me!"

"In the end, you just said lightly that being drunk was an accident, and that's how you let it go, right?"

"Don't you think you've gone too far?"

Zhou Si Ning pulled her hand away, her shoulders trembling slightly.

Tears were falling drop by drop like pearls from a broken string, landing between her clenched fingertips.

The lover's tears hit Lu Jincheng's heart like a heavy hammer.

Even the most tempered steel will fail to soften.

"No. I was wrong about this matter. I was wrong."

"sorry."

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Zhou Si Ning bit her cherry lips but remained silent.

The man took out two tissues from his pocket, put his arms around her, and forced her to turn her face away.

Not surprisingly, Zhou Si Ning had already burst into tears because of the grievance.

The red eyes look just like a little white rabbit that has been abandoned for many years and is picked up by its owner.

The next chapter will be a little later.
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