Can not doing what one wants be called rebirth?

Chapter 300 298. Excellent men are like stars
There was no answer to the doorbell.

Mom is not at home.

Zhou Sining took out the key from her backpack, opened the door, squatted down, found her slippers in the shoe cabinet, and threw her bag on the sofa.

As the sun set, she returned to her room and changed into a light blue silk pajamas.

Finally I can find a corner to relax.

She let out a long sigh, lay down on the huge Boll&Branch mattress, and stared at the white ceiling in a daze.

The ankles under the pajamas are long and slender, revealing only the charming curve of the instep.

When I am alone, I can't help but feel my emotions boiling up.

She lay on the edge of the bed, wanting to cry but unable to. She found it funny but unable to laugh either.

Blacklisting is an action.
I think I have broken up with Lu Jincheng, right?

It was her first time to fall in love, and she had no idea about breaking up.

Taking out his phone again, Zhou Sining felt dazed when he saw that the bold and pinned chat box had disappeared from WeChat.

I was happily nestling in my lover's arms yesterday, imagining where to go on the last day.

How could it become like this?
Isn't all this a dream?
But the aching palms told her that it was not a dream.

Zhou Sining couldn't help but recall the conversation in the elevator.

Yeah, she should have known that.

How could Guan Yongyi, who has always been difficult to approach and aloof, get so close to a boy?

My best friend has been lying to me.

Since when did her boyfriend start going out on dates with her best friend, start accepting her joys and sorrows, and start becoming a soul mate with her?

Is this a birthday party where love comes before the tune is even formed?
Or the one about the superpower of love in the debate?
Or, the romantic Miriam Yeung concert?
There were too many details that deserved repeated consideration, and Zhou Sining couldn't come up with a conclusion no matter how hard she tried.

She suddenly recalled the heart-pounding moments when she first met Lu Jincheng.

At the entrance of the stock exchange, the sunlight shone on the boy's angular face. He smiled at himself, his teeth so white that they were dazzling.

In a small alley in Beiyuan, he and she opened the first Dianjin Coffee Shop.

Business was booming, and the neighbor boss would chat and joke with them every now and then, saying that the young couple were very capable.

He never argued back.

Since she was a child, Zhou Sining has been longing for love scenes full of romance and surprises.

For Lu Jincheng, things are being realized one after another.

Apart from his fickleness, he is simply her ideal type.

"The key is not urgent, but the heart is."

Zhou Sining still can't forget how she felt at that moment.

She will also never forget Singles' Day, which could barely be called half a festival.

Lu Jincheng took her to walk through the streets and alleys, swing on the swing, and release hydrogen balloons together.

In the deserted Nanhu Industrial Park, under the witness of the stars and the bright moon, she wrote down her wish.

Want to be with him forever.

Forever?
Looking back on the little things they had experienced together, Lu Jincheng had always been very good to her.

Even though he and his best friend had broken the boundaries of taboo, the man was still as good to her as ever.

Zhou Si Ning just couldn't figure it out.

Obviously nothing happened, and the relationship between the two did not deteriorate. Everything was moving smoothly and happily towards the future.

The future is almost clearly printed in front of them. As long as they move forward normally, there will be a happy ending.

Why did he suddenly stop halfway and want to hold someone else's hand?

In fact, when you think back on many things, there are clues.

When we first met, we were just friends, and then the Ran Dong WeChat group was formed.

At the beginning, he and Guan Yongyi would occasionally share some unpopular Cantonese songs, saying that they were very nice.

Later on, he and Guan Yongyi had more and more interactions.

Moving, eating out, picking up packages, writing papers.
Until one day I felt strange.

For example, Guan Yongyi hadn't mentioned the name Lu Jincheng in front of her for a long time.

For example, why does Guan Yongyi have such a profound understanding of love.

For example, Guan Yongyi always reminds himself explicitly or implicitly.

Be more generous and reserved.

Yes.

Be more generous and ignore the beautiful women around him?

Be more reserved so that you can overtake others?

Guan Yongyi, oh Guan Yongyi, you are simply a green tea!
Thinking of this, Zhou Si Ning couldn't help but clench her hands and subconsciously took a deep breath.

Too stupid.

I am so stupid.

I have always been too stupid, too confident in my personal charm, and overestimated Lu Jincheng's self-control.

That's why she was shocked to realize the dark truth of this world after the inevitable evidence was exposed.

The blackout curtains in the bedroom are very effective, and silence is the main theme of the night sky.

In the darkness, no one could notice Zhou Si Ning's red and swollen eyes.

One drop, two drops, three drops.
Tears slid down soft eyelashes like crystal pearls, sprinkled on the brown-haired girl's cheeks, and then were gently hugged by the pillow.

She was silent throughout the whole process, but her shoulders were shaking slightly, as if she was trying to release all the complex emotions in her heart.

My heart feels like it's being tightly grasped by a pair of hands.

One is a good friend as close as a sister, and the other is a boyfriend who understands the same thoughts as her.

How could these two people be possible?

How can you and her?

If it were someone else, perhaps I wouldn't be so angry.

But why her?
Zhou Si Ning turned off the screen of her mobile phone, and returned to lying on her back with her hands crossed behind her head.

The lights were not on, and in the long darkness, the girl gently closed her eyes.

At about half past eight, a slight clicking sound was heard from the entrance.

"Hey, why are you back?"

Sun Mengyun lowered her head and found a pair of her daughter's shoes under her feet. She stood in the living room with a smile on her face and raised her voice with joy.

"Mom~"

Zhou Si Ning rubbed her eyes and walked out of the bedroom, forced a smile, and opened her arms to hug Sun Mengyun.

"Why didn't you tell me you were coming back? Did you eat?"

Sun Mengyun rubbed her daughter's hair, her eyes filled with uncontrollable affection.

"I'm not hungry."

Zhou Si Ning shook her head and waved her hand, saying, "During the three-day New Year's Day holiday, I went to Hangzhou as a tour guide for my classmates and went home to visit."

"I saw in the weather forecast that it's snowing in Hangzhou?"

"Correct."

"That's really not fun."

Sun Mengyun is a typical Hangzhou woman.

She looks very feminine. Even though she is a strong woman in the financial field, her every smile, every gesture shows the charm of a Jiangnan beauty.

Hangzhou has warm mountains, soft waters and beautiful women like jade. The voices of Hangzhou women are as sweet as the sound of orioles singing in the willow waves, and their eyes are as bright as the autumn moon over a calm lake. They have the unique graceful charm of women from the south of the Yangtze River.

Zhou Sining inherited all of this almost perfectly.

Although her baby daughter hadn't eaten yet, Sun Mengyun still rolled up her sleeves, opened the refrigerator, and made her dinner.

As the saying goes, no one knows a daughter better than her mother.

Looking at Zhou Sining with her hair tied up, eating noodles in small bites, and looking listless, Sun Mengyun always felt that she was worried about something.

So she decided to find something happy to talk about.

"Nannan."

"Ok?"

Zhou Sining raised her head.

"You said last time that all exams at the University of Finance and Economics will be finished before the 10th, so I discussed with your Aunt Lin and have already bought the round-trip tickets." Sun Mengyun stood up, poured a glass of warm water for her daughter and pushed it over.

The two families traveled together to Europe, which was something they had planned long ago.

The most important task for children in high school is studying. When they go to college, it is indeed time for them to relax.

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Zhou Si Ning was stunned on the spot.

"Everyone will leave on the 13th, following the itinerary you and Guan Guan planned."

"This time we can be hands-off and go wherever we want."

Sun Mengyun said with a smile.

"Mother."

Zhou Si Ning picked up the cup and took a gulp, but her mouth still felt dry.

"I"

"Can I not go?"

She suddenly realized a fact.

Guan Yongyi and I are not isolated individuals at all.

Slapping someone in the face means, in most cases, that the two people will break up and never have any contact with each other again.

But how should we deal with it when the parents of both sides are close friends and visit each other during the holidays?
Zhou Sining, who has always been sensible, actually didn't know what to do.

Should I tell my family that Guan Yongyi stole my boyfriend and we can no longer be sisters?

On the one hand, this matter involved personal privacy and she really couldn't tell her family.

On the other hand, we should not let our own reasons affect the sincere friendship of the previous generation.

This totally disregards the overall situation.

Moreover, in addition to decades of friendship, Guan Yongyi's parents and his own parents have also cooperated in different fields.

"what?"

"Why not?"

Sun Mengyun frowned slightly, looking confused: "Haven't you always wanted to go to Paris?"

"All the schedules have been arranged. If you don't go, it's impolite for Guan Yongyi to run around all by himself, isn't it?"

"not me."

Zhou Si Ning hesitated to speak.

She even wanted to say that maybe Guan Yongyi might not want to go at this moment.

"Nannan, are you in love?"

Sun Mengyun asked with pursed lips, looking at her daughter who was hesitating and obviously had something hidden in her heart.

Compared with Guan Yongyi's mother Lin Lifen, she is definitely an open-minded mother.

Sun Mengyun does not object to her daughter having a relationship during college.

In fact, she was mostly encouraging in her heart.

It will definitely be beneficial for my daughter's growth if she experiences the ups and downs of love early on.

Because she herself is a victim of a failed marriage.

"Do you want to hang out with your boyfriend during the holidays, so you don't want to travel with everyone else?"

"If that's the case, just tell me. It's not like mom doesn't understand you."

"And we can sit together and discuss the itinerary, so it's no problem to shorten it and visit fewer countries."

"Otherwise, if you don't go at all, how are you going to explain this to Aunt Lin and Uncle Guan?"

Sun Mengyun spoke slowly and in a gentle tone.

".No."

Zhou Si Ning's eyes dimmed.

If it was her before, she would definitely be willing to admit it.

And he would be happy to share every detail of his love life with Sun Mengyun.

But now she finds it hard to speak.

"Nannan, mom supports you in dating."

Sun Mengyun seemed to see that her daughter's words were not in line with her heart.

She smiled, stretched out her hand, pinched Zhou Si Ning's unnatural cheek, and said with concern.

"It's actually normal to have a crush on a boy at the age of 18 or 19."

"Our daughter is so beautiful. If you two like each other, you should be bold in trying."

"If there is a two-way relationship, you must cherish the opportunity."

"Don't be like mom. When you were young, you were too self-righteous and ignorant. You regretted it only after you missed something."

She was born in Xiaoshan District of Hangzhou, which has been a prosperous place since ancient times and a legendary paradise for son-in-law.

Behind this glamour and confidence is the strong strength accumulated by Xiaoshan's long-term rapid economic development.

Although Xiaoshan is only a district under the jurisdiction of Hangzhou City, it has been the vanguard of Zhejiang Province's economic development for many years due to its superior geographical location, convenient transportation conditions and land advantages, and was once ranked among the top three of the top 100 counties (districts) in the country.

It is common to recruit a live-in son-in-law in this place.

Against this background, Zhou Yuanxin and Sun Mengyun's marriage was not as smooth as it seemed.

With the title of son-in-law, Zhou Yuanxin relied on himself to build a career in Shanghai.

While his career was successful, he was also fed up with the domineering Sun Mengyun.

After the divorce, he wanted to pour all his love on his daughter.

"Mother."

Zhou Si Ning couldn't help but feel moved. Her watery eyes turned and she couldn't help but ask.

This was the first time the mother and daughter talked about this topic.

"Will you really regret it?"

"Of course I will."

A hint of bitterness appeared on Sun Mengyun's lips as he fell into long memories.

"Now that I think about it, there's actually nothing wrong with your father. He really has nothing to say about the two of us."

"But. He is with..."

Zhou Sining didn't say the rest.

She knew that Zhou Yuanxin had some romantic affairs before his divorce.

After all, when she was young, her parents often quarreled about these things.

How could a woman who once could not tolerate any grain of sand in her eyes say such words?

"Nannan, you have to know that men are no exception to this."

"Mom will tell you, throughout history, it is human nature to eat and take more when one has the ability. When assets reach a certain level, the temptations one faces increase exponentially."

Sun Mengyun shrugged his shoulders, looking like he had experienced a lot, and sighed softly.

"Especially in our financial industry, the glitz and glamor of the world is so fascinating that you get used to it after seeing it so many times."

"An excellent man is like a star, born to shine, with many planets revolving around him."

"Of course, Mom just wants to tell you that this fact exists."

Sun Mengyun paused and continued.

"If Nannan really wants to fall in love, I suggest she find an ordinary boy, and it's best if he's honest."

"The kind where my heart and eyes are filled with only you."

"In fact, you can marry into our family. You have the final say at home, and you don't have to worry about him making you sad in the future."

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When Zhou Sining heard this, she always felt something was wrong.

Although Sun Mengyun is definitely doing this for her own good, can she be happy by marrying a man like this?
She lowered her head and thought for a long time.

In the end, I rejected my mother's suggestion in my heart.

Honest boys are good.

But she just doesn't like it.

(End of this chapter)