Can not doing what one wants be called rebirth?

Chapter 241 239. Love is Doubt

The moonlight spread evenly around the mattress, so gentle that it was suffocating.

Two pairs of little feet appeared at the end of the blanket. They were tightly wrapped in the darkness and looked particularly white and tender.

In such a quiet environment, even a whisper that is close to a whisper seems to inadvertently amplify its impact.

Have you ever been jealous of anyone?

Zhou Si Ning held her chin with her hands and looked at her best friend expectantly.

"Of course."

But Guan Yongyi did not show any hesitation at all. He put his arm around her shoulders and moved his warm cheek closer and closer to the girl's right ear.

"Eh?"

Zhou Si Ning couldn't help but be stunned.

"You!"

The short-haired girl exerted force with her arms, and the two of them pressed together, very close.

"Because you're jealous, can't you see that!"

"Sure enough, it is human nature to value love over friendship."

"Love fades, doesn't it?"

"How many times a week do you see me since you got together with that guy? How many times did you see me before?"

"There is no harm without comparison. I would be jealous and sad if I were suddenly ignored like this."

Guan Yongyi spoke a lot of words in rapid succession, his dense emotions overwhelming him, and he sounded full of sincerity.

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Zhou Si Ning bit her lower lip, her eyelashes flickering, and let her best friend hold her tightly in her arms.

All the answers that I had originally thought of were futile, let alone any detailed analysis.

Jealous
Are you jealous of me?

Come to think of it, it is true.

Since Lu Jincheng appeared in my life, the time I spend with my bestie has naturally decreased a lot.

From Guan Yongyi's perspective, it is normal to feel lonely and neglected.

A watertight, flawless, yet reasonable answer.

Do you really think too much?
Zhou Si Ning rested her head on her best friend's arm, her cheek pressed against her steady and long pulse, feeling her stable emotions.

Calm.

She paused for a few seconds to reorganize her response.

"Baby, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to leave you out. This is my first time in a relationship, so I may not have balanced many things very well."

"I understand you're jealous, but..."

Zhou Si Ning reached back and hooked her best friend's shoulders. The two of them lay face to face, looking into each other's eyes.

"You've chosen the wrong person to be jealous of your sisters."

The soft and sticky sound surrounded the bedroom.

"Because Guan Guan, I can't solve this problem either. Being in love is very happy. Sometimes I also want to spend more time with you, but there is no way."

Zhou Si Ning stretched out her finger and touched Guan Yongyi's delicate collarbone under the straps of her nightgown, and a smile reappeared at the corner of her mouth.

"There's a voice in my head telling me that I miss him so much."

"I want to eat with him, go shopping with him, and walk hand in hand with him at sunset. Even if he is very busy on weekdays and has no time to accompany me, it doesn't matter."

"Even if I just stay beside him, don't say anything, and just watch him quietly, that's fine."

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Guan Yongyi fell silent.

"For example, if I use the same action and touch you at this position, do you have no reaction?"

Zhou Si Ning turned her fingers into palms, covered her best friend's snow-white shoulders that were as smooth as mutton-fat jade, and spoke softly.

"But he is different. His fingers and mouth seem to have an indescribable magic. Just touching me makes me feel...

"Okay, okay, stop, stop."

Guan Yongyi pursed her lips tightly and subconsciously reached out her hand to cover Zhou Sining's mouth.

"I know you two have a good relationship, but there's no need to describe it in such detail, right?"

"That's not necessary." As soon as she let go, Zhou Si Ning's voice came out again, with that signature Wu dialect, so gentle and soft, making people feel confused.

"I know it's hard to describe, but you've never felt it, have you?"

"What I want to say is, Guan Guan, the scales really can't be balanced, why don't you go and have a relationship."

"Because it is human nature to value women over friends."

"Maybe you'll be even more exaggerated then. Go and try it, and you'll find that men are really fragrant."

"Okay, don't be so serious."

"Blame me, blame me. Show less affection in the future. I'm sorry~"

Once the search radar takes in the new target, it seems to be a dead end with no way forward.

Even though Guan Yongyi's response to jealousy was reasonable and logical, it only discouraged Zhou Si Ning from asking further questions.

It didn't stop her from taking a leap and starting some new topics.

Certain topics that Guan Yongyi deliberately avoided late at night.

"Yeah, the annoying flies have been driven away. I think you should stop looking at men with tinted glasses. If you like someone, just date him."

"I've been so busy lately, I don't have time for a relationship."

The short-haired girl had a blank expression on her face.

"These are all excuses. If you like someone, you have time for anything. Even when you're taking a shower, you can't wait to hold your phone and video chat with him."

"Can you be more reserved, Zhou Si Ning?"

"Then again, Guan Guan, you were too absolute before. Boys are superficial, but that's only one aspect. You see, when things get tough, there are also reliable men."

Zhou Si Ning said this with a smile, hinting at something.

"Like your boyfriend?"

"Yeah, I don't think it's necessary to generalize. Otherwise, when you grow up and look back, you'll realize that you never had a good relationship in college. How regrettable it would be."

"Ha, you're right."

An obvious temptation.

The short-haired girl's heart trembled, and she simply nodded along with the words.

"Is that so? Eh?"

Zhou Si Ning spread out her five fingers, combed the ends of her hair that had gathered together, and raised her chin.

"Then you can help your sisters find one. Seeing how happy you are, I think it's not impossible to give it a try."

A small beam of light flowed in the room. Guan Yongyi was leaning against the head of the bed, his brows were cold, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

As if the glaciers were melting, the sound of the wind all over the mountains stopped.

"You don't have to be too good, just about the same as Lu Jincheng will do."

Love is doubt.

Love is fearless.

The repeated temptations between you and me in the secret room made me unable to hide my sleepiness any more.

The close sisters fell asleep back to back.

During the long night, Guan Yongyi opened her eyes, quietly picked up her phone and sent a message to her boyfriend.

[It's too dangerous, help. ]

【She kept probing me tonight and asked me a lot of questions.】

[I think she has sensed that we are getting too close.]

【Luckily, I was prepared for these questions. 】

[You must be very careful in the future. You may not know that she has been very smart since she was a child! ]

On the other side, Zhou Sining's movements were equally quiet.

The long nails lightly touch the screen, editing a message that cannot be shown to others.

She also sent it to her boyfriend.

[Guan Guan said that when the two of us are together, she will feel left out and secretly jealous.]

【What do you think? 】

(End of this chapter)