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Chapter 159 Chapter 157 Is My Feeling For Others?

Chapter 159 157. My Feelings Are Not For Others

Miao Keyan didn't sleep well that night.

Of course, it was not just because Mr. Lu had tortured her from head to toe again. The huge expectations for future life also made her toss and turn and unable to fall asleep.

So much so that when she woke up the next morning and stood in front of the mirror to wash up, she found that she had two dark circles under her eyes.

It is like the trace of a conversation with the stars in the long night.

"Hey, I didn't sleep well last night, so you turned into a panda?"

"what?"

Before I could use magic to cover up my blemishes, a head suddenly appeared out of nowhere in the mirror.

Lu Jincheng, shirtless, hugged her from behind, holding a toothbrush in his mouth and shaking it up and down.

"Hate."

The senior student pursed her cherry lips, and the corners of her mouth curved up a little bit. The tip of her tongue slid across two pearly teeth, revealing a small area of red.

All beautiful women have the image of an idol.

When people pointed out that she had dark circles under her eyes, she blushed and felt a little embarrassed.

However, only Lu Jincheng can allow her to break through the barrier of being an idol and openly show her messy hair and dark circles around her bright eyes.

"Of course I didn't sleep well, I'm happy."

"Guan Guan, you've turned into a panda!"

The same problem occurred in Building 6 of Jiangnan Home not far away.

Guan Yongyi's house has three bedrooms and a living room. The bathroom is much more spacious than Ms. Lu's nest, and can easily accommodate two sisters to wash at the same time.

Look, Zhou Si Ning had just put on the headband and when she raised her eyes, she saw a listless Guan Yongyi in the mirror.

She rubbed her eyes, her eyelashes drooped on her eyelids, and the dark circles under her eyes were clearly visible.

"Didn't you sleep well yesterday?"

"what?"

Guan Yongyi was still yawning. When he heard his sister's question, he immediately opened his eyes and looked at himself in the mirror.

It's over.

This person is not doing this because he is happy.

She couldn't help but take a deep breath, bit her lower lip, and all her sleepiness disappeared.

Is it so obvious?
The short-haired girl took out two hairpins from her dressing box, clipped her hair on each side, lowered her head, splashed cold water on her face, and then squinted her eyes and answered.

"Well, I didn't sleep well. I had a nightmare."

"What did you dream about?"

Zhou Si Ning, who had let go of her worries, had obviously slept well. Her beautiful eyes were full of watery waves, her skin was white and rosy without any makeup, and she looked energetic.

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Guan Yongyi paused for a moment. Without looking at her best friend in the mirror, she patted the toner on her face with both hands and continued to close her eyes.

"I can't remember clearly, but it was not a good thing anyway."

Of course, she couldn't express the reveries she had during those long nights.

"Don't worry, baby, dreams are the opposite of what they actually are."

Zhou Si Ning giggled. After washing up, she took off her hairband and threw her thick hair to one side. Her soft voice was full of energy.

She walked to the bedroom in flip-flops to change clothes, leaving Guan Yongyi to beat the dust in the bathroom.

"Guan Guan, I'm leaving first~"

"So early?"

"The new store will be fully opened soon, and we need to hold a training meeting for new employees today. It would seem disorganized if we leave it too late."

"Boss Zhou is starting to look a bit like a capitalist."

Guan Yongyi's teasing voice came from the bathroom.

"Hahaha stop bragging. I might be a little busy lately. I'll come find you later!"

Zhou Si Ning stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror in the master bedroom. She responded with a smile, pursed her cherry lips, and stood on tiptoe, moving closer to her other self.

In order to keep a serious look today, she put on light work makeup and held a classic lipstick in her left hand, with a black and gold casing and a smooth square bullet design.

YSL1966, a bright and eye-catching red-brown color with a matte texture, is said to be tailor-made for heroines.

Zhou Si Ning turned around in front of the mirror and felt that this set of workplace makeup and outfit was quite good.

"I'm leaving first~"

"Well, it seems to be raining outside, drive slowly."

So, she said goodbye to her best friend contentedly and left her Jiangnan home.

She didn't have time to reveal more of her worries as she had to rush to another territory of shareholder Xiao Zhou.

Boom!
The security door slammed shut with a dull sound, and the weather outside the window was gloomy.

Just like Guan Yongyi's mood when he hit rock bottom.

The short-haired girl slumped in the sofa, staring blankly at the ceiling with lifeless eyes.

While Zhou Si Ning was putting on makeup and dressing, she had actually finished washing up early, but for some reason, she just wanted to stay in the bathroom alone for a while.

Just let the faucet keep running.

Zhou Sining went to hold a meeting for the company's new employees.

In addition to local people from Jiangcheng, the new employees also include a number of management talents that Zhou Yuanxin recruited from Shanghai.

With a strong staff and sufficient funds, [Turning Stone into Gold] Coffee will open 50 or even more branches in the huge city of Jiangcheng.

This was something Guan Yongyi had known for a long time, but it kept circling in her mind.

Will Lu Jincheng go?
Yes.

He is the major shareholder, so of course he has to attend all employee meetings.

After the two had a long talk, it seemed that Zhou Si Ning finally understood his feelings.

So when they meet again and get along again, will there be any subtle changes?
Will it be the same as before?

She likes it, that.
What about him?

Does he like Zhou Si Ning?
Also, he likes
At this time, Mianmian jumped onto the sofa, wagged his tail and meowed a few times. Seeing that she didn't respond, he rubbed himself into the arms of the short-haired girl little by little.

His round chin was raised and his deep blue eyes turned around, but he still couldn't see through his mother's feelings.

Guan Yongyi reached out his hand reflexively and rubbed the ragdoll cat's head a few times symbolically, his fingertips sinking into its thick hair.

She was distraught.

I don’t want to think about it anymore. I can’t figure it out.

Guan Yongyi narrowed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to clear the turbid air from his chest, trying to find something to divert his attention.

He stretched out his arm and picked up the phone not far away.

She has only a handful of friends, and only a few of them are active on her messaging page.

【image】

Just then, a message popped up from the Ran Dong WeChat group, written by Zhou Si Ning.

[Look, Mr. Lu is speaking! ]

She secretly took a photo of Lu Jincheng, added a cute emoticon, and sent it to the group with a giggle.

In the photo, Lv Jincheng was dressed in formal attire with her shirt neatly ironed. Apart from the audience who could see her full appearance, only her cold and hard profile was left.

Guan Yongyi clicked to download the original image, then used two fingers to enlarge the image and look at it carefully.

Her first impression of Lu Jincheng was always to be described as a scumbag.

But she never told anyone, including her best friend, about her true feelings.

When they first met in the bar, she always thought that Lu Jincheng's profile was very handsome.

From the forehead to the bridge of the nose, and from the lips to the chin, connecting to the Adam's apple, there is a tortuous yet clear line.

He is tall but has a small face, and his profile looks more three-dimensional.

Lu Jincheng's facial features are not perfect, but even his flaws can touch people's hearts.

Perhaps because of speaking in public, the corner of his lip is shaped like a delicate little hook, making one want to touch the tip of the hook with one's fingertips.

Guan Yongyi couldn't help but click on it lightly, and the large picture turned back into a small picture, with the boundaries blurred.

Just as she was about to open it again, Lu Jincheng also sent her a photo.

Of course it is Zhou Sining with her delicate makeup and bright smile.

[Ningbao is really beautiful. 】

The man followed up with a teasing remark.

In fact, such flattery is very common in the Ran Dong group.

Every time Guan Yongyi or Zhou Sining posted a selfie, he was never stingy with his praise.

as usual.

But Guan Yongyi only felt a nameless anger rising in his heart and felt inexplicably irritated.

thump.

Another dull response.

She threw her phone aside, but fortunately the sofa was big and soft enough to withstand her willfulness.

Even Mianmian seemed to sense something. It lay quietly on Guan Yongyi, turned its head obediently, and rubbed its cheek against the palm of her hand.

After a while, Guan Yongyi leaned over again, picked up the mobile phone beside him, and opened WeChat.

Normal, nothing different.

It's just taking some photos, it's normal.

Guan Yongyi, what are you doing?

What are you angry about?
Her chest rose and fell, and she tried to convince herself that she shouldn't have such a strange reaction.

But her fingers seemed to be out of control, and she pressed and held the name of the person marked as Lu Jincheng, and then
——Do not display the chat and unpin it.

The operation is smooth and completed in one go.

Out of sight out of mind.

Then, she clicked into the WeChat group named Ran Dong, tapped the three ellipsis marks in the upper right corner, and scrolled to the bottom.

I stared at the four big red words "Exit Group Chat" for a long time. No, leaving the group is too weird.

Okay, why should I quit the group?

She suppressed the impulse in her heart and simply swiped the screen to exit the WeChat interface. She angrily opened the cloud music and played a random song to calm her mood.

A few seconds later, the sound of guitar began to rise.

"The empty streets, I want to find someone to vent my feelings~"

This is Asan's "Always Quiet". It feels just right to listen to it when you are alone.

Guan Yongyi lowered her eyelashes, took a long breath, and turned her attention to the gentle music, her emotions sinking like the deep sea.

"It's obviously a movie about three people, but I can't have a name~"

She hummed along with the song and closed her eyes peacefully.

Then, the lyrics came to her mind like a reflex, and her voice stopped abruptly.

The short-haired girl sat up as if she had received an electric shock, threw Mianmian aside, walked barefoot to the Bluetooth speaker, and angrily turned off the still playing music.

Oh shit!

No, what is this song suggesting?
Do you understand randomness when it comes to daily recommendations?

So annoying, so annoying, so annoying!

The living room returned to silence, and Guan Yongyi buried himself in the sofa like an ostrich.

After half an hour, she finally came to her senses.

The most striking thing about law students is that, after long-term training and practice, they can quickly get beyond their emotions and look at the facts.

Guan Yongyi stood up, picked up a teacup, patiently made himself a pot of tea, and stared blankly at the steam rising in front of him.

Let’s get back to the facts and talk about logic.

In the future, the change in the relationship between Zhou Si Ning and him is almost certain.

Will the two of them fall in love?

Guan Yongyi knew.

From liking someone to being ambiguous, and then from being ambiguous to being together, are two different things.

Zhou Si Ning likes him, but she is not sure whether the other party likes her, and the two of them may not be together soon.

but
With Zhou Si Ning's personality, after being together for such a long time, how many people could resist being attracted to her?

The little princess, who has been the center of attention since she was young, not only has a stunning beauty blessed by God, but is also extremely smart and has high emotional intelligence.

Zhou Si Ning is one of the rare best friends in life who not only understands my past but can also tolerate my willfulness.

She has a near-perfect grasp of interpersonal relationships, is extremely considerate, and is good at taking care of other people's emotions.

She is really good, so good that even with a magnifying glass, she is impeccable.

Guan Yongyi had to admit that if Lu Jincheng were in his place, he would not be able to resist a girl like Zhou Sining in front of him.

To win over Lu Jincheng, perhaps Zhou Sining only needs to wave her palm slightly, open the window, and release her love.

That's it.

"Bless, you still have to bless."

The short-haired girl firmly believed that the two of them would be together.

"There's nothing else we can do except wish you the best."

Zhou Si Ning is taller than himself, gentler in character, knows how to act coquettishly and cutely, and has a pair of adorable peach blossom eyes, which makes her very attractive to any boy.

"Actually, they're quite a good match."

Guan Yongyi bent down and took out the photo of three people from the photo frame.

"Strange, why am I in this photo?"

The girl murmured, always feeling a little redundant.

So she pressed her thumbs to her face, and the only thing left in her sight was a man and a woman.

"It was my birthday today and I made a wish."

In her opinion, Zhou Si Ning was completely different from her from the inside out.

I have a gloomy and weird personality, I'm not likable, and I'm not as smart as her.

She is just an ordinary girl who can't do anything except her pretty face.

If Lu Jincheng must have a relationship.
It should be her, right?

For Guan Yongyi, the suppression and denial from her mother, Lin Lifen, who considered her a genius, shaped her current personality since she was a child.

Beneath his seemingly aloof appearance, he is actually pessimistic, world-weary, timid and cautious. He is afraid of getting entangled with others, so he always has a sour face.

This, in turn, made others stay away from Guan Yongyi and disparage him in private.

Forming a negative cycle.

But Zhou Si Ning had a temperament that was completely opposite to hers. She was always surrounded by sunshine and kindness, and she never stopped receiving special treatment.

When two people appear on the same scale, it is really difficult for Guan Yongyi not to doubt herself.

Not only that, Guan Yongyi also understands her concept of love.

Unlike herself who came from a complete and healthy family, Zhou Sining's requirements for her partner are different from most people.

There are no rules and regulations about universal values.

Just showing a little preference for her is enough.

There is no comparison, absolutely no comparison.

Eh.?

Guan Yongyi's eyes suddenly widened.

He clearly said blessings.

But why is it both a balance and natural?

Why am I comparing myself with my best friend in my heart?

What about blessings?
The two people are so well-matched, where are the blessings?

it's wired.

The short-haired girl shook her head and laughed, trying to dispel the strange emotion from her mind.

She walked back to the Bluetooth speaker and pressed the switch hard.

It took me a few seconds to decide which song to choose.

"Maybe I won't hug you again~"

This is another song with guitar accompaniment, with melodious chords and touching bass.

What a coincidence, this song is exactly the same as the little guy's name.

Guan Yongyi returned to the sofa, held Mianmian in his arms, clasped his five fingers together, and looked out the window.

Same position, same cat lying in the arms.

And that warm hug.

The dark clouds gathered tightly and water drops fell on the eaves.

On an ordinary rainy day, she couldn't help but start to miss him.

"Talking about the continuous heavy rain, your windowsill is leaking, it's terrible~"

The window was not open, and the singing slowly surrounded the living room. This moment seemed to be infinitely stretched.

The sound of raindrops fell on the glass windows. It seemed that the autumn rain could not disperse the fog outside the window.

The mist seemed to have passed through two spaces, flowing from outside into her eyes.

The girl lowered her head and pressed her cheek against the soft hair, her starry eyes closed and her cherry lips slightly parted.

In the next line, she sang along with Eason Chan.

"I've never loved you, Mianmian."

The bass in the speakers is still very stable.

There was another voice in the air that was audibly trembling, but the pronunciation was very clear.

Constantly admitting and denying, constantly letting go and picking up again.

When the duet is sung together, the emotions surge up and continue.

"Never Loved You"

It was like something in her heart was being slowly pulled and torn apart, the slight tremor turned into a shake, and along with her fingertips that turned pale from exerting force, it became more and more intense.

"One, a rainy day."

Her breathing was disordered and she could no longer keep up with the original singer's speed.

The voice became hoarse and the trembling gradually turned into sobbing.

I couldn't sing this last sentence no matter what.

She never opened her eyes, but her entire fur was wet.

Yes.

I am so weird.

Why do you have to tell yourself over and over again if it's obvious?

Since my eyes are not open, I won't cry.

It's raining outside the window, which naturally affects my mood.

It is obvious and naturally does not need to be proven.

I sang it, I did it.