Force me to be reborn, right?

Chapter 184 Taboo

Inside the small private room, the oven was emitting heat, and the aftereffects of the rice wine made one feel slightly hot.

Many people say that they can’t see the future, but can they actually see the future?

Chen Jieyu was slightly stunned when she heard Cheng Zhu's seemingly confusing words, but she quickly understood the meaning.

Yes, those who say they can’t see the future, can they really not see it?

Wrong, these people often see their own future.

I just don’t see a bright future, or the future I want or the future I expect.

And this is exactly the norm in this fucked up world.

Many people felt that they were the protagonists of the world when they were young.

But after entering society for a few years, people will slowly understand their mediocrity, and then slowly begin to accept their mediocrity.

Many people will realize that their future may have been determined at this moment.

What about Concubine Chen?

What about her future?
She actually knew it very clearly, like a mirror.

Cheng Zhu's words were like a knife, stabbing into her heart.

When I returned to Hangzhou from my hometown, the feeling of fatigue I had on the train came over me again.

She had only one thought at that time: she felt so tired, really so tired, and she wished she could change her way of living so that she could live an easier life.

Just when the beautiful counselor was a little distracted again, Cheng Zhu's words came to her ears again.

He always seemed to be a little rude when talking to her, as if he didn't consider himself a student.

"I said such philosophical and awesome things, why don't you raise a glass to me?" He tapped the glass gently on the table.

After speaking pretentiously, he has to praise himself.

To be honest, as a reborn person, it is really difficult for him to completely regard himself as a freshman.

But he did regard Concubine Chen as his teacher.

After all, being a teacher is such a great thing!

Concubine Chen gave a bitter smile and clinked her glasses with him.

After drinking the rice wine in the small cup, she looked at Cheng Zhu and said, "People like you should rarely feel confused, right?"

In her opinion, Cheng Zhu should be the kind of person with clear goals.

"I'm confused. I don't know how much money I can make in the future." He started again.

If an ordinary person said this, it would sound like they are not sure whether they can make money in the future.

But when it comes out of his mouth, it has a different meaning.

Chen Jieyu shook her head and laughed. It seemed that this boy always spoke like this in front of her.

Sometimes, after people have talked about some deep topics and opened their hearts to a certain extent, they will be more relaxed when returning to the original conversation rhythm.

Cheng Zhulao stabbed her heart with a knife, leaving her with holes all over. She was starting to get desperate and couldn't keep her guard up any more.

What's more, for her, he definitely captured the moment of her collapse in the corridor of the East Building.

It's just that he took care of his emotions and face in a very natural way at that time.

But the weird thing is, you seemed so warm and emotionally intelligent then, how come you changed your face at the dinner table?
This made her feel a little confused about the boy sitting in front of her, and she felt that he might be even worse than she imagined?
In the box, the two had finished their second pot of rice wine.

The wine pot was not big, and Concubine Chen seemed to be able to drink quite well.

She has been feeling a lot of emotions for a while now, and she actually needs an outlet to vent, and it would be best if she had someone to talk to.

But she had never thought that this person would be her creditor and her student.

In fact, she later thought that her usual packaging and the persona she had carefully constructed might have already collapsed in front of him.

Whether it is her makeup, outfit, or circle of friends, they are all packaged very exquisitely by herself.

But actually?
I can’t even take out 50,000 yuan.

At the same time, this also indirectly proves that her family background is not good.

She also wanted to live a good life, but the result was that she had to work very hard just to appear to be living a good life, let alone to really live a good life.

In the end, most of the barbecue on the table went into Cheng Zhu's stomach.

The two of them drank three pots of rice wine in total.

He could see that this beautiful counselor was starting to get drunk.

You can tell by the way she sits.

The two well-proportioned calves wrapped in black stockings were now crossed together, then tilted to the right together, with the knees against the wall.

She held her head with her right hand, while her left hand was still gently circling along the rim of the cup.

The eyes behind the gold-rimmed glasses have become completely hazy and blurred.

Even those plump lips were no longer tightly closed, but opened only a tiny gap.

Her somewhat serious and ascetic temperament has completely disappeared.

In addition, Chen Jieyu was wearing an OL professional suit and exuded the aura of a young mature woman, which made Cheng Zhu feel that she was quite charming at this moment.

What's more, the two of them were in a small box, and there was a subtle sense of taboo brought about by their respective identities.

"Can you still drink it?" Cheng Zhu asked.

"Hmm?" Concubine Chen had half her eyes closed. After hearing this, she raised her eyes and looked at him, maintaining the last bit of clarity: "It's almost there."

"Okay, then don't drink." Cheng Zhu started to pour wine for himself instead of for her.

Chen Jieyu looked at him and said suddenly, "What you said just now about seeing the future is quite right."

"What the hell is going on here? Let me guess what your mentality is. Listen to me and see if I'm right." He stared at Concubine Chen's slightly flushed face, and the other party also looked at him.

"Have you read the book 'Mountain Moon'?" Cheng Zhu asked.

"No, but I've heard of it." Concubine Chen replied.

"Me too." Cheng Zhu smiled: "I haven't read it either, but I know some interesting things in it."

"There's a passage in it. Let me read it to you and see if anyone can identify with it."

Cheng Zhu picked up his phone and entered a few keywords into Baidu based on his vague memory. He immediately found the original text of this paragraph.

"I am deeply afraid that I am not a beautiful jade, so I dare not work hard to polish it. But I also half believe that I am a beautiful jade, so I am unwilling to be mediocre and live with rubble. So I gradually detach myself from the mundane world and alienate myself from the world. The result is that I let resentment and shame increasingly fuel the cowardly self-esteem in my heart.]"

Concubine Chen opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but in the end she just remained silent.

She felt that she couldn't say she got all of them right, but she got most of them right.

Especially the sentence - I half believe that I am a piece of beautiful jade.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, Cheng Zhu grinned and said, "Is it at least partly correct?"

Chen Jieyu looked at the smile on his face, bit her lower lip slightly, and finally laughed at herself and said, "You think it's funny too, right?"

However, Cheng Zhu had stabbed her several times today and now had no intention of continuing to do so.

It's time to give her some healing.

“In fact, there was a stage in my life that was a bit like what this passage says.”

Cheng Zhu was telling the truth. That was probably when he had just graduated from college in his previous life and was starting his own business.

But soon he was no longer like this.

Because he immediately realized that I am a fucking piece of jade, top-grade jade!

Carve! Carve it hard for me!

It’s better to carve a dragon!

Chen Jieyu looked at him and said, "Really?"

"Yeah. And to be honest, why should I think you're ridiculous? To be honest, with your conditions..." He looked at Concubine Chen, and then continued: "In fact, there are many easier ways to live."

"Teacher Chen should have no shortage of suitors in school, right?" Cheng Zhu asked with a smile.

"To be frank, maybe it's not just young people who are pursuing this," he said.

Upon hearing this, Concubine Chen did not refute.

What Cheng Zhu said was indeed correct. She had indeed had such an experience and had received hints from some middle-aged men.

"You seem to know a lot about this?" She suddenly asked in a teacher's tone.

She felt that given their respective identities, they had inexplicably ended up talking about such a topic, and she couldn't help but say this all of a sudden, as if it were an occupational disease.

"I understand. Otherwise, why would I say that if you don't pay me back, I will go to the forum and say that you are being kept by me?" Cheng Zhu's unscrupulous character can be said to be in stable display.

"I'm sure there are girls who like you in school. It's easy to find a girlfriend. Who would think that you need to support someone else?" said Chen Jieyu.

"That's not the same thing. A girlfriend is a girlfriend, and keeping a mistress is keeping a mistress. And some of them can't even be called keeping a mistress, they are just pure lovers." When it came to the professional field, Cheng Zhu began to get excited.

——Let me talk to you in detail!
"Stop, stop." Concubine Chen felt that she was getting drunker, so she held her forehead slightly and quickly interrupted him.

She was a little drunk, and was staying in a small space with a tall and handsome student, and talking about this kind of topic, which made her feel a little taboo.

Cheng Zhu smiled and was just joking with her just now.

"Since you can't drink anymore, let's go. The driver I called is here." Cheng Zhu said.

Didi's designated driver service appeared in 15, but in 14, there were actually quite a few people doing designated driver services, but there was no super large platform.

In fact, there are companies that specialize in designated driver services in many cities.

But later on, Didi became the dominant force.

Chen Jieyu stood up with the help of the table and began to put on her suit jacket.

You have to wear slippers to enter the box, so her feet are only covered with a layer of black stockings, and the black stockings on her calves seem to be a little snagged, probably because she was accidentally scratched somewhere.

After they put on their shoes, Cheng Zhu received a call from the designated driver, and then waved at her, indicating that she should follow him.

After getting in the car, she sat in the back and Cheng Zhu sat in the passenger seat.

It turned out that the designated driver was a very talkative person. As soon as he got in the car, he started praising the car highly and said that his dream car was this Land Rover Discovery.

The two men sat in the front and talked about cars.

Alas, men, it is hard to resist talking about cars!
Just like it’s hard not to talk about women.

Concubine Chen sat in the back without saying a word. As the car moved forward, she began to feel more and more dizzy.

Not long after, the Land Rover arrived near the gate of the Polytechnic University.

Before getting off the bus, she realized something.

"Cheng Zhu, did you pay for the meal just now?" Concubine Chen remembered that she had not paid for the meal.

"Master, just stop the car here." Cheng Zhuxian started to chase people away, then turned to look at Chen Jieyu who was sitting in the back seat: "Of course I bought it a long time ago, otherwise the boss would treat us to a meal?"

"But it was agreed that it was my treat today."

"No need. You are not sincere at the dinner table."

"No, no, I really felt a little dizzy when I left, so I just followed you out." Concubine Chen explained quickly.

Although she is in financial difficulty now, she must pay for this meal.

"I'm not saying that you're not sincere because you didn't pay earlier. What I mean is that you want to treat me to a meal because I lent you money and helped your family solve problems, right?" Cheng Zhu said.

"But Mr. Chen, you didn't tell me the truth about the real purpose of the money. Am I right in guessing?" the creditor stared at the debtor.

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