Douluo: Becoming Qian Renxue

Chapter 264 Despair
The Pavilion Master of Yuexuan was actually his aunt. Tang San thought of his teacher, the teacher who had graduated from there, and felt mixed emotions. The Snow Beng Prince of the Tiandou Empire had harassed the teacher more than once, because he had seen her when the teacher appeared in Yuexuan.

He suddenly remembered last night, when he was strolling around Wuhun City with his teacher in a leisurely manner, and was certain that Wuhun Hall would not dare to kill him. Looking at his teacher's back, he felt that Wuhun Hall was nothing special, and laughed at their cowardice.

But within just one day, the teacher was hunted down and disappeared, Aunt Ning died, Xiao Wu was captured, and even Dad's spirit was damaged and his strength was greatly reduced.

He lost so much in just one day.

When he saw the letter again, Tang San began to shed tears.

He felt his world was falling apart, and the blow of losing close people one after another plunged him into deep pain and despair. Every memory pierced his heart like a knife, tears blurred his vision, and endless sadness overwhelmed him.

He attacked himself with soul skills, trying to numb himself with pain, but it only made the pain more obvious. The darkness of the night became his only companion, and loneliness and despair followed him everywhere. He felt like he was lost in the endless wasteland, and the trauma of his heart could not be healed.

He thought of his teacher and Xiao Wu. The laughter and warmth they had once shared were now gone. He felt empty and helpless. The confusion and fear about the future made him unable to take a step forward, as if everything had lost its meaning. He sank into the abyss of pain, unable to find a glimmer of hope.

But looking at the unconscious Tang Hao, he knew that he had to be strong and keep moving forward. He had to learn to accept this cruel reality, turn pain into strength, and regain the courage and meaning of life for those who left and for himself.

Tang San wiped away his tears and tried to wake himself up.

Yes, there are three more soul bones, and my mother's soul bone is in hand. Thinking of this, Tang San barely woke up and took out Hu Liena's lost soul guide from the Twenty-Four Bridges Moonlit Night.

The first thing taken out was some food. Tang San was a little confused, but didn't take it to heart. It was normal for a soul master to put some food in the soul guide storage device.

But gradually, he couldn't laugh anymore.

After taking out a lot of clothes and food, there was no sign of the soul bone. He anxiously searched in the storage space, beads of sweat oozing from his forehead, and his fingers frantically ran through every corner. As time passed, his heartbeat became faster and faster, and the anxiety in his heart gradually turned into despair.

He clearly remembered that the soul bone was placed in this soul guide, how could he not find it? Tang San muttered to himself, his eyes gradually losing focus.

As the search was fruitless, his emotions collapsed. He kicked the objects around him angrily, and the feeling of frustration and helplessness surged into his heart like a tide. He collapsed on the ground, his body trembling slightly, as if the whole world was collapsing at this moment.

The last thing he took out was a piece of paper with a picture drawn in simple strokes and two words on it.

Fool.

This was a simple sketch that Tianyao had drawn when the Spirit Hall team was playing the relaxing game of Draw Me Guess after training. Hu Liena thought it was cute, so she put it into the storage soul guide. Unexpectedly, it has now become the last straw that breaks Tang San's back.

Why isn't the soul bone here?
Looking at those two words, Tang San's heart was filled with self-mockery. These two words seemed to be mocking his actions today.

That’s right, how could such a good storage soul guide suddenly fall to the ground and be picked up by him?
Hu Liena did it on purpose.

Tang San stood alone at the edge of the campfire, despair surging into his heart like a tide. His world had collapsed, and all his hopes were shattered in an instant. The pressure was like a heavy boulder, pressing him so hard that he couldn't breathe.

My mother’s soul bone was taken by the Spirit Hall.

That last straw, like a fatal blow, completely crushed him. His eyes were empty, tears rolled down his cheeks, and his body trembled, as if he had lost all his strength. The pain and despair in his heart made him unbearable, and he felt that he was about to be swallowed up. The world became blurred in front of him, and everything lost its meaning. His heart was broken and could not be put together again.

Sweat dripped down his forehead and fell onto the cold ground.

He was completely unaware of it. His hands were trembling slightly, and his originally strong body became extremely weak.

The wind blew mercilessly, lifting the corners of his clothes, but it could not blow away the despair in his heart. He was like a soul lost in the darkness, unable to find a way out, nor could he see the dawn of hope.

In this endless despair, he felt his soul gradually breaking apart, as if being kneaded by an invisible hand. Everything around him became so strange, as if he was out of tune with this world.

Collapse surrounded Tang San, and he was in unprecedented pain. He hated this unfair world, the Spirit Hall, and Qian Renxue.

All the strength has collapsed, leaving only endless hatred and pain.

As a disciple of the Tang Sect, Tang San has always lived by the philosophy that if God wants to give a man a great responsibility, he must first make his heart and mind suffer and his muscles work hard. Even he himself never thought that he would break down and cry one day.

A ray of purple light swirled around him, but soon disappeared into his body.

A pure evil thought surrounded Tang San, but quickly disappeared, as if nothing had happened.

Tonight is destined to be a sleepless night for Tang San.
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Pope's Hill

"Guangxi already has a soul bone, Zhuqing and Xiyao also have soul bones, and I have already prepared Nana's soul bone. These two soul bones are suitable for Tianyao and Yan. As for the Blue Silver Emperor Soul Bone..." Qian Renxue paused. In fact, she knew that the Blue Silver Emperor Soul Bone was more suitable for Xiyao, but she already had a high-quality torso bone. If she gave it to her, it would seem unfair.

Hu Liena saw her concerns and said, "Sister Xue'er, a hundred thousand year old soul bone is difficult to absorb with our current cultivation level."

Qian Renxue smiled at her, nodded, and then said to Xie Yue: "Xie Yue, I will choose a high-quality soul bone for you, wait a moment."

Xie Yue smiled and said, "Young Master, soul bones are rare and precious things, I am not in a hurry."

Qian Renxue took a sip of tea and said, "The other six people have it, so there's no reason why you shouldn't have it. Don't worry, you're welcome."

Xie Yue coughed lightly, pointed at Gu Xin'er beside him and said, "Where's Xin'er?"

Qian Renxue: "..."

Gu Xiner: “…”

I don’t know how to explain it. I can’t tell him that Gu Xiner is a soul beast and doesn’t need soul bones.

Gu Yuena sat aside and said, "Don't worry, Xin'er is someone I brought with me, so she won't be short of soul bones."

(End of this chapter)