After awakening, the female supporting character in the abused novel only wants to ascend to immorta

Chapter 817 Reasons for Cooperation
"of course not."

The young man, whose spirit had become much more solid, leaned against the soul pillow. His aura was no longer as weak as it had initially appeared, indicating that he had recovered considerably during this time.

“Becoming better and stronger, that’s something I should be able to do, no matter what I choose.” Youli smiled slightly. “I just want to become the one above her, and then kill her.”

Su Bai sat on the throne and heard his last words, "You say that in front of me, aren't you really worried that I'll crush your incomplete divine soul?"

“You won’t,” Youli said with certainty. “Lin Zhao must have something he wants to ask me. That’s why you won’t kill me. You’ll even try to rebuild my body. It’s because you want Lin Zhao to kill me. You’re jealous of the many lifetimes of marriage I’ve shared with Lin Zhao.”

Su Bai paused, his narrow, fox-like eyes gleaming: "You're quite frank."

Another reason he disliked the person in front of him was that the other person resembled Lin Zhao in some ways, which made him sad.

Even after he recovered part of the power of heaven and earth from the Demon Ancestor, his relationship with Lin Zhao only lasted for two lifetimes; this lifetime was something he had to ask for himself.

He didn't have Qu Shu's abilities, and he was once completely unaware of his own identity. It was only through countless evolutions and overlaps of different planes that he and Lin Zhao met twice. But the person in front of him and Lin Zhao only existed in these two lifetimes, and there was no such affection between them.

“There’s nothing to be jealous of.” Youli closed his eyes, refusing to look at Su Bai’s eyes, which were originally full of divinity but now seemed to have fallen into the mortal world because of the mention of Lin Zhao. Those eyes always reminded him of that person in his dreams.

"We're now sworn enemies, and I think if I'm no longer of any use to her, she'll kill me first."

Su Bai cracked his knuckles: "I don't need her; I'll kill you first."

It's too much of an eyesore; even Qu Shu has never been this much of an eyesore.

Qu Shu, You Shen, and even Ning Wengui are all people who leave a thorn in his heart, but he can ignore them and try his best to maintain peace.

Only Youli.

Even if this person does nothing, even if Lin Zhao really kills him, Su Bai still feels an indescribable fear when facing him.

This feeling of fear disgusted him.

Youli didn't want to pay attention to Su Bai's appearance, which had lost its rationality and divinity because of love: "If you want to live, and if you want Lin Zhao to live, then rein in the beastly emotions and possessiveness in your body."

You Li opened his eyes, exchanged a glance with Su Bai, and then looked away: "On this great path, personal feelings will only become obstacles, so Lin Zhao will never achieve anything."

Su Bai and he couldn't agree on anything more: "You'd better get rid of the Holy Dragon Emperor's Spear completely. If you're still alive when I return the spear to her, regardless of whether you still have any so-called usefulness, I will make sure you have no hope of reincarnation."

Youli watched him leave, then turned back to look at the Holy Dragon Emperor's Spear he was possessing, shook his head and let out a sneer: "Ridiculous, a god-level being so insane."

—Ah Li, I'm planning to dissolve myself.

—Ah Li, you take the Ancient Dragon Clan and leave this place to me.

—If this catastrophe truly requires the sacrifice of a god, then why can't it be me?
Countless memories flooded his dreams, making him see again and again the scene of Lin Zhao becoming a god and merging with heaven and earth to consolidate the seal on the evil thoughts of the other world.

He loathed her, hated her, and envied her.

She was always like a clear breeze and bright moon, standing upright and dignified in front of herself, and then dying in front of herself.

In his last life's memories, he didn't even leave behind a single strand of Lin Zhao's hair. He knelt before the ancient dragon clan's stone tablet, praying that the ancestral dragon would bestow a miracle to save his wife.

He heard no pity from his ancestors, but was enveloped by the endless gray mist.

He didn't know how many times the gray mist had enveloped him. In the past, he could always refuse without hesitation, but in this life, he heard the question, "You really don't hate her?"

He hated it, hated it to death.

"Then cooperate with me, and you can kill her yourself."

So even though he knew this was a catastrophe, this was heresy, this was their enemy from all eternity, he still reached out and accepted their "kindness." In the boundless gray fog, he heard his own request.

I want her to never remember our past again; I want her to die without knowing anything.

Thus, the cycle restarted, and he and Lin Zhao were no longer destined to be husband and wife. When they met again, there was no feeling of love at first sight or mutual appreciation. They were naturally attracted to each other, yet they also naturally aroused each other's hostility and disgust.

Lin Zhao remembered nothing, but he carried with him the images accumulated over countless lifetimes, and harbored a deep hatred for her, and met her again.

She was still just as repulsive, foolish, and arrogant as ever, just like the person I remembered.

He and Lin Zhao were both chosen ones in the cultivation world. His fortune was comparable to Lin Zhao's. Lin Zhao sacrificed himself to suppress the evil thoughts of the other world and seal them away. He became a god and became stronger to deal with the changes that followed. It was always like this. But why did he always have to bear the pain of his partner's death?
Does Lin Zhao, that idiot, really love him that much?
They said it was a sacrifice for heaven and earth, but they both knew that Lin Zhao's sacrifice was more for him.

She knew that his biological father did not value him, his biological mother did not care for him, and his clan only regarded him as a tool for pure-blooded people.

Lin Zhao has always been a Daoist partner who knows how to love.

She will always put him first. She has many relatives and friends, but Youli will always be her number one.

—Li means separation, but I hope that Youli means to bless Ali.

Therefore, he is destined to sacrifice the only person who would cherish him in every lifetime.

This is the fate of their chosen ones.

After his sacrifice, a new deity will be born to seal the gods at the cost of his life, until the cultivation world truly has no power left to nurture a new deity.

He hated this fate, and he hated this wife.

When one cultivates to the extreme, one can become a god in a single thought, or a demon in another.

He had no way out.

Youli pressed his brow, glanced at the Holy Dragon Emperor's Spear beside him, and reached out to stroke the hilt.

"Old friend, from now on we'll have nothing to do with each other. No, perhaps Lin Zhao will use you to kill me."

The Holy Dragon Emperor's Spear did not respond to his words.

"You also think I did something wrong? But if I had to do it a few more times, I would do the same thing. Thank you for taking care of me all these years, but I've also brought you to her. We're even now."

He collaborated with the gods to hinder Lin Zhao's path. He appeared with an attitude of pursuing her, wanting to see if Lin Zhao would still like him as before.

He was satisfied with the final result of all the tests.

It was unexpected that Lin Zhao would recall their past, but fortunately, she was not affected by those images.

Perhaps it was because fate had taken a wrong turn, perhaps it was because she knew he was connected to evil thoughts from another world, or perhaps it was because she had found another beloved person.

Whatever the reason, as long as she is not affected by those cycles of reincarnation, that's fine.

She should remember nothing, then stand opposite herself and fight to the death.

Just as he should forget his original idea.

—I am willing to be cursed for eternity, to be separated from my beloved, to be betrayed by everyone, and to fall into the mortal world, just to ask for a glimmer of hope that she can be as carefree as before and live a bright life in a new cycle of reincarnation.

Because this world is good, and Lin Zhao is even better.