The whole weird world is waiting for me to go to heaven

Chapter 807 Want to be seen
Ruan Shizhi always felt like he was a transparent person.

From childhood to adulthood, what others saw was never "him" but "the son of the General Hubei".

Even his father was always called "the husband of the General who Protects the North", but his father was calm about it.

But that's because Dad is willing.

But he didn't want to.

Because this identity brings different standards.

It was a standard he could never reach.

As the son of the Great General Protecting the North, he shouldn't be a crybaby who cries every time he falls.

You can't be a pale, tender, weak and sickly little fat boy who can't build tendon muscles no matter how much he exercises. Instead, he will get a fever and faint after exercising for a while.

He cannot be a useless cultivator. Even with so many miraculous elixirs and rare treasures, he still remains at the awkward initial stage.

His mother and father were not around since he was young, so he was left in Chang'an.

The north is bitterly cold, so he can't go with them.

The people who were in charge of teaching him were the retired soldiers under his mother's command. Out of a sense of responsibility for the general's son, each one was more ruthless, strict and cruel than the other.

It was not until later that he really fell ill and was bedridden that his mother and father rushed back from the north to take care of him.

Those were the happiest times in his memory.

Unfortunately, it was very short.

"Mom, can't you just not leave..."

Little Ruan Shizhi hugged his mother's legs and sobbed, trying hard to hold back his tears, and his face turned red.

But tears finally burst out.

He caught a glimpse of the old captain frowning next to him, his heart skipped a beat, and he quickly buried his face in his mother's arms.

But his mother pulled him out of her arms and wiped his tears. Her tone was gentle but irresistible: "Shizhi, mother is not just your mother, but also the general who protects the north of the Tang Kingdom."

"You have to be sensible."

This sentence is very serious.

Ruan Shizhi felt even more aggrieved, sobbing and asking, "Then can I... go to the North with you?"

Dad came over, touched his head, and said with a smile: "The North is not suitable for you. If you go there, you will go crazy soon. Do you want to be a little lunatic?"

Ruan Shizhi was stunned, and shook his head violently, with tears and snot flying everywhere.

Mother grinned, wiped it off for him roughly, patted his shoulder and said, "When you grow up and have strength, come to the North to find me."

That’s what mom said.

And he always remembers this sentence.

Since then, the veterans no longer disciplined him strictly and almost let him develop freely.

He does whatever he likes.

I don’t know if it’s because of this or if he was really born with limited talent, but no matter how hard Ruan Shizhi tried, he couldn’t seem to do what his mother expected.

He was so mediocre and had no sense of existence.

As dull as a rat in a gutter.

It seemed as if he could only watch others shine forever.

His friends - each of them has his own goals and outstanding abilities. Even the most incompetent Jiang Caibin can make a bunch of bad friends, so at least he will not be alone wherever he goes.

And since Liu Sheng appeared, everything has become worse.

She easily attracted everyone's attention.

Wang Dongdong regards her as a close friend, Shao Yanjie and Jing Hao naturally become close to her, and Jiang Caibin even becomes her follower.

He was abandoned.

I can only hang out with people I don't like...

At least that person can still see himself.

However, he was also very clear that the man, like everyone else, could only see his mother and father behind him.

In the end, even the attention of the whole world was attracted by her.

Even if she disappeared, her traces were still everywhere.

From the spiritual weapons released by Qingyun Pavilion to the techniques that everyone is practicing now...

It's all about her.

Even the Guangming Society, which she founded, gradually became the largest society in the world.

Although most of the students who graduated from there did not become officials in Chang'an, they had extensive roots in temples across the country. They were particularly successful in stabilizing the evil forces, and were deeply trusted by the people. Their reputations spread far and wide to the four countries.

Yes...that's why he hated "Ling Sheng".

It wasn't just her smell that made people uncomfortable.

And the name is so similar.

Moreover, although their appearance was not very similar, her temperament, demeanor, even her abilities, and even her eyes as bright as autumn water, reminded him of Liu Sheng again and again.

When she reached the snowy mountain, she, like Liu Sheng, easily attracted many glances and easily broke many rules that had been difficult to break for a long time.

What a disgusting person...

"Why are there such annoying people?" Ruan Shizhi pouted and complained to the classmate next to him.

He grabbed his classmate's hand and shook him.

But the classmates didn't seem to be able to speak. They just gathered around him, pulling his hair, clothes and chubby face.

It actually satisfied his desire to be seen and noticed.

However, if I kill these classmates...will I get more attention?

Liu Sheng watched Ruan Shizhi pick up the branches next to him and gesture back and forth on the necks of these pear tree ghost babies - if the place where the face was connected to the body without any depression could be called a neck.

He kept muttering to himself over and over again, but he didn't expect that the person he hated heard it all.

She added truth potion into the pear blossom wine.

She fed Ruan Shizhi at the beginning.

She couldn't believe the words coming out of a creature's mouth.

It would be fine if it was a simple and honest ghost, but this ghost seemed to want to attack people not long ago, and it kept dodging and sneaking around, which didn't look very honest.

She took a last glance at Ruan Shizhi who was being pinned down by a group of pear tree ghost babies, then turned and left the small green garden, returning to the depths of the snow valley.

"You still did it to him?"

Suddenly, a gentle female voice sounded beside me.

Liu Sheng was stunned, and looked up to see Nangong Wan No. 2 appeared beside her at some point.

Of course it was clear who Nangong Wan was talking about.

Liu Sheng could already tell that something was wrong with Ruan Shizhi.

But Ruan Shizhi had been avoiding her.

As soon as he reached the snowy mountain, he hid in the house, then immediately left the snowy valley and hid beside Senior Sister Nangong.

Liu Sheng wasn't too worried that he would do anything wrong.

Being around a high-level cultivator like Senior Sister Nangong, with so many high-level cultivators in charge, what can this lonely ghost who came from nowhere do?

Moreover, if she could see it, Nangong Wan could certainly see it too.

only……

"You have to know your limits," Nangong Wan said calmly, "Ruan Shizhi cannot die on the snowy mountain."

This may sound cold, but it is indeed true.

Otherwise, if General Hubei gets angry, many things will not be accomplished.

So he must be "alive".

That's why Nangong Wan kept such a strange creature around.

"Anyway, let him out first."

"But……"

Thinking of his unhealthy mentality, Liu Sheng frowned.

"I will give him some advice." Number Three squeezed his head out from next to Number Two's.

Nangong Wan No. 2 also comforted him, "If he wants to board the Immortal Boat, it depends on whether we agree or not."

Liu Sheng's brows relaxed: "That's fine, I'll keep an eye on it anyway."

[In the stomach...]

"However," she raised her eyebrows and looked at the two Nangong Wans, "What plans do the teachers have? For the North?"

Nangong Wan and the others were slightly stunned.

"Although this person has to stay, he can't stay for long. You must have made arrangements in mind, right?" Liu Sheng said in a deep voice.

Number Three smiled and said, "Sure enough, I can't hide it from Shengsheng."

Number Two's eyes darkened, and he said to Liu Sheng, "Didn't you mention that there are still a lot of untapped mineral resources in the North?"

"Once the seminar is over and the project is finalized, we will go to the North and finalize the materials."

It just so happens that both chapters have 2252 words, which is amazing...