My practice narration is weird.

Chapter 382 I am not you, but I am Qu Wuyi

The ninth level of the Heavenly Prison.

In front of the Shinto pillar.

There were low, weak gasps.

Qu Wuyi collapsed weakly on the ground. He opened his eyes with difficulty, raised the candle in his hand, and looked ahead in the faint light.

A figure walked out from the Shinto pillar.

That's a woman.

That was... a woman who looked exactly like Qu Wuyi before.

The two people look exactly the same, the only difference is that one is a man and the other is a woman.

The woman was standing there blankly, and she subconsciously crossed her arms across her chest, trying to cover her naked body.

But when he saw the figure falling to the ground in front of him, he was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Qu Wuyi at a loss.

Looking at this scene.

Qu Wuyi suddenly grinned, and then started crying while laughing.

He curled up in pain, a strange erosion sweeping across his entire body at this moment.

What is the price of [virtualization]?

He still held out his hand.

But the lit candle fell from the palm of his hand.

It’s not that Qu Wuyi didn’t hold it, but Qu Wuyi didn’t let go either.

Instead, the lamp passed directly through Qu Wuyi's palm and fell down.

Qu Wuyi stretched out his hand, stubbornly trying to pick up the faint candlelight.

But I couldn't lift it at all.

Even if the fingertips touched the flame, there was no effect at all, no sense of touch, and the flame did not jump.

Then, Qu Wuyi's outstretched arm also disappeared...

The price of [virtualization] is that one gradually dissipates and becomes without substance.

This kind of dissipation is different from the erosion of [Ghost]. The price of the ghost is just invisibility. It just turns the human body into [invisibility], gradually turning it into a transparent person, but still having entity.

And emptiness means the complete disappearance of existence.

There was despair in Qu Wuyi's eyes.

But the woman came over, she silently came to Qu Wuyi, knelt on her knees, then picked up "herself" and gently placed her on her legs.

"Are you me?" Qu Wuyi asked.

When Qu Wuyi asked this question, there was fear, terror, and trembling in his eyes.

When he actually saw another being who was exactly like himself appearing in front of him and about to replace him, Qu Wuyi felt only fear in his heart.

It's like the uncanny valley effect.

The woman seemed to hesitate for a moment.

But Qu Wuyi suddenly discovered that there was also fear and trembling in her eyes...

That look.

Exactly the same as before.

Yes, this is the original Qu Wuyi...

"Are you me?" Qu Wuyi asked again, he wanted to get some answer.

The hesitation in the woman's eyes finally paid off, and she spoke softly.

"I'm not you."

Qu Wuyi's eyes dimmed for a moment.

“But I’m Qu Wuyi,” the woman said.

"The memories in my mind all tell me that I am Qu Wuyi..."

"But, I am me, and you are you. I will live on as Qu Wuyi, but I... will not be your continuation."

The woman's voice was hesitant, but firm.

I am not you, but I am Qu Wuyi.

People’s thoughts are really strange things, and they are different for everyone.

Lu Qingshan is intelligent, calm and thoughtful, but he has been trapped in a circle for thirty years over one issue.

Qu Wuyi is dull, timid, and afraid of life and death, but he made a firm choice on the same issue.

What is good and what is bad, who is right and who is wrong.

Pointless.

A glimmer of light appeared in Qu Wuyi's dim eyes again.

He was already at the end of his life, and in the end he did not choose to try to integrate into the second monster.

I am a woman myself.

But now I live as a man.

Qu Wuyi thought about transforming himself completely into a man and living, but he really couldn't do it and couldn't go against his own heart.

Other people’s eyes, other people’s gossip, other people’s misunderstanding.

The words were like needles, like knives, like the most powerful magical power, striking Qu Wuyi's heart.

It's tiring to live like this all the time.

I don’t like practicing at all, and I have never thought about becoming the center of attention, or how far I can go.

Integrating into the second weirdness may not be successful. If it fails, there will be nothing.

And it hurts.

Qu Wuyi stretched out his only remaining hand and handed the woman a leaf.

He did not use the things Ye Wuyou left behind because it seemed to be meaningless.

"That's enough." Qu Wuyi sighed. The woman took it gently, without saying anything, and just stroked Qu Wuyi's forehead. The two people had exactly the same face.

"After that, remember to lock me up and don't touch these weird things again. Then, wait for Ye Wuyou to come back and take you out."

"Also, I have some imperial uncles under my room in Tianji Tower. You must remember to keep them safe. Do not let anyone see them. Don't forget."

"By the way, I have been working outside these few months, and the salary from Tianji Tower... the owner of the tower cannot give me less than a cent."

"Don't be afraid, we are studying journalism, the host dare not refuse..."

Qu Wuyi kept talking and the woman kept nodding.

His body gradually became dim and transparent.

Finally, only the head was left.

Finally, he seemed to remember something, looked at the woman who was looking down at him, and asked.

"By the way, I created you. What did you think when you first saw me?"

There was some hesitation in the woman's eyes, but she finally spoke after looking at Qu Wuyi, who was left with only his head.

"When I first saw you, I was scared because you are also Qu Wuyi, and you created me."

"But seeing you were going to die, I was sad because I saw 'myself' dying."

Qu Wuyi was slightly stunned, then grinned.

"What if I didn't die, but created you instead?"

The woman responded.

"I don't know, but I feel like I am Qu Wuyi, and you are also Qu Wuyi. Would you accept that there are two Qu Wuyi in the world?"

Qu Wuyi smiled and said nothing.

This is unacceptable, right? This is unacceptable...

But not necessarily.

After the incident with Su Qingchen, Qu Wuyi's perception changed slightly.

There is an old saying about daffodils.

After all, they were a man and a woman, and Qu Wuyi always thought he was good-looking.

If it's 'myself', then that's fine too.

His head tilted to one side, and his gradually dimming eyes looked at the faint candlelight that had fallen to the ground.

The candlelight gradually dimmed.

So much so that Qu Wuyi couldn't tell whether it was his vision that was gradually becoming dim, or the candlelight that was becoming dimmer.

But at this moment, a hand reached out and picked up the candle on the ground.

The candlelight flickered, but gradually grew brighter.

Qu Wuyi's eyes also flickered for a while, revealing the last glimmer of light.

Then, it dimmed.

Along with the last ray of light, it gradually dissipated in the world.

[Void] has been banned.

Qu Wuyi slowly stood up and raised the candle.

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"Master, why did you... want to kill yourself?"

Lu Qingshan's expression suddenly paused, and then gradually turned gloomy.

His gaze gradually became sharper, and a heavy pressure slowly dissipated from him, causing the entire Tianlan City to tremble.

Ye Wuyou sat cross-legged in front of Lu Qingshan, looking straight at him without dodging or avoiding.

After all, this pressure was fleeting. Lu Qingshan withdrew his gaze and closed his eyes gently, as if he had thought of something.

he asked softly.

"So, the last Tian Yan was derived from you?"

Ye Wuyou nodded.

Tian Yan himself had calculated the past.

In that scene, the Lu Qingshan in front of him, his own master, killed the real 'Lu Qingshan' with his own hands.

At that time, Lu Qingshan had seen 'Lu Qingshan' use Tianyan for the last time, but he didn't know what he deduced.

But no matter what, this scene is different from what Lu Qingshan told himself, that he was once corroded by [Death] and could only rely on [Shintoism Clone] to prolong his life and pin himself on the clone.

What's more, Lu Qingshan once told himself and even comforted himself.

Let yourself use [Shinto Technique Clone] to create another self.

This is the doubt in Ye Wuyou's heart, a doubt that is buried deep but cannot be suppressed.

Lu Qingshan's eyes were calm, as if he could see through Ye Wuyou's thoughts.

He shook his head slightly and spoke lightly.

"you are wrong."

"Wuyou, are you worried that what I said before will leave a thorn in your heart?"

Lu Qingshan smiled and spoke before Ye Wuyou could speak.

"Wuyou, the situation is different, and the choice is different."

"I am different from you. I can accept that there is another Lu Qingshan in the world who continues his path, but I cannot accept that there are two Lu Qingshans in the world at the same time."

Ye Wuyou was slightly stunned and asked in confusion.

"What do you mean?"

Lu Qingshan looked calm and spoke slowly.

"It's very simple. The 'me' at that time was far from being corrupted. He didn't create me for the sake of survival."

(End of this chapter)