I'm really not Kamen Rider

Chapter 637: God is broken, I really became a Saint! (Come on, Tsumurai, be my √!)

The sea of ​​flowers is fragrant, the shadows of the trees are swaying, and even the air is filled with the scent of flowers.

Although the blonde goddess looked a little disheveled, she had restored her original appearance the moment she entered here, looking even more beautiful.

And the owner of this sea of ​​flowers has naturally been waiting here for a long time.

Tsumurai? Who's that?
Diana frowned.

Her name should obviously be Diana, or at least she used to be called Artemis.

But whether it is Artemis or Diana, her name is not Tsimli.

"You haven't become Tsumurai yet because you haven't encountered the moment that makes you make up your mind." The plain white dress is matched with white flowers, which looks simple. The black hair falls to the waist with an orange flower pinned on the end of the hair.

On the neck, a cartoon image of Kamen Rider is quite conspicuous.

"But I still don't understand." Diana shook her head and asked, "Excuse me, who are you..."

"My name is Gao Siwu, and I am also a goddess." With her hands folded in front of her belly, Gao Siwu smiled and said, "Maybe you are not very familiar with this name, but you only need to know that I am with Gaim."

"Gaiwu?" Diana's pupils shrank slightly, and then she immediately reacted: "Are you referring to the dimensional demon god?"

"Dimensional Demon God? That's what you call him." Gao Siwu tilted her head: "Whether it's Zeus or Jupiter, as gods they all have their own significant others, or even more than one."

"Is it unusual for Gaim to have a wife?"

"I just..." Diana choked for a long time, not knowing how to describe it, so she simply shut up and said no more.

"You are still Diana now, but you can no longer be Diana." Gao Siwu stretched out her hand with a hint of compassion in her eyes. Although it was not consistent with her usual style, she still had to pretend in front of others.

In the world of Gaim, she is the daughter of origin, the beginning of everything, even her destiny clearly appears before her eyes.

For her, knowing the past, predicting the future, and understanding the present are all things she can do with just a blink of an eye.

Even though he is not in Gaim's world, but in this strange world today, this ability has not diminished in the slightest.

From the first moment she saw Diana, Gao Siwu saw everything about the goddess' past and future, all her details and possibilities, and they were all clearly perceived by her.

"Just like when Greece was conquered by Rome, you changed from the moon goddess Artemis to Diana, one of the twelve Roman gods. Now, Diana will also change into another identity."

"It's changing again?" Diana was shocked: "Did Rome also lose the war and be destroyed?"

Wars between civilizations can cause gods to change their names and themselves.

But Rome...

At this time, Rome was not invincible in the world, but it had the final say in Western Europe. Looking around, there was no force in Western Europe that could destroy Rome.

But... I..." The name Diana had a very special meaning to her, and she didn't want to change it if it wasn't necessary.

Gao Siwu didn't say anything, as if she knew what Diana was hesitating about. She raised her finger slightly and opened the screen leading to the outside world, fully displaying the current situation in Rome.

The earth was split open by a sword, and countless poisonous fires gushed out from the ground and raged on the land of Rome. The wailing of life was already inaudible under the wailing of the earth.

Diana was shocked.

It is clear that before this, Rome was a brilliant pearl of Western culture, but in that instant it was burned down and completely destroyed.

Gao Siwu kept moving his fingers and zoomed out the camera, showing the figure of a world-destroying black fox standing in mid-air.

"Is it him?!" Diana understood everything at the first sight of the black fox.

If this is the person, then he is indeed capable of doing it.

She had experienced the power of the God Slayer firsthand.

"Do you love Endymion, or rather, Shenshan Tiandao?" Gao Siwu spoke immediately without waiting for Diana to recover from the scene of the destruction of Rome. She asked directly without any intention of beating around the bush.

"In love with Endymion?" Diana was shocked and her face suddenly turned red.

But even so, she was not shy at all and admitted it frankly.

"Yes, I want to be with Endymion. Whether he is Endymion or Shenshan Tiandao, or someone else in the future, I want to be with him."

"Is this kind of liking based on fate's arrangement for you, or is it from your heart?" As the daughter of origin, Gao Siwu naturally understood the difference, and she asked the most crucial point right away.

"The arrangement of fate... and my true heart?" Diana murmured, unable to understand what the goddess meant.

"Being destined to fall in love is just a responsibility imposed on you by fate, not love."

"Two people connected by such a fragile relationship will eventually fall apart." Gao Siwu lowered her eyelids, as if she had recalled her experience in the Gaim world.

Before Kuzuya Kota ascended to godhood, the fate she saw was so numb.

Maybe it is not up to her to decide who can become a god, but her hero allows her to decide who she truly loves.

That was definitely not the push of fate.

"If this is what you really want, then the two of you will be happy together." As she said this, Gao Siwu raised her head, her face full of a happy and bright smile.

"This is very important~" She stretched out her hand and pointed at Diana's chest.

"Can you tell the difference?"

“…I don’t know.” Diana shook her head. “In this era, there should be someone truly named Endymion, not him. I know this very well.”

"But since he has become Endymion, I must respond to the story and fall in love with him just like in the story."

"So you are following the arrangement of fate for you." Gao Siwu nodded: "This is not happiness at all."

"But what else can I do? Isn't it my destiny to..."

Before Diana could finish her words, she was interrupted by Gao Siwu.

"It's fate, yes, but it's fate that you will die when you try to stop the Black Fox." Gao Siwu came closer: "So you can't use the name Diana anymore."

"Because Diana is dead. She died in the battle against the Black Fox for the Heavenly Dao." Gao Siwu retreated quickly, putting some distance between herself and Diana. "Your name can be anyone, but it can't be Diana."

"If I am not Diana, then who am I? I am no longer one of the Twelve Gods, and without the finger of destiny..." Gao Siwu interrupted Diana before she could finish her words.

"Then just take a look at what you really think and whether you really like him."

"Raising her hand, Gao Siwu took out a piece of fruit from behind and placed it on her palm.

"This is the Melon of Samsara, a special fruit that Gaim found when he traveled around the world. Anyone who eats this fruit will die on the spot and then be reincarnated as another person."

"This reincarnation is continuous. You will continue to reincarnate until you meet the person you have chosen who can unlock your memory."

"And this person needs to be chosen by you."

"…What this means is that if I set this person as Endymion, and if I cannot meet him in the future, I will never remember these things and will always live with a new identity?"

"Yes." Gao Siwu nodded. "I don't know if you can meet him in the future, or how long it will take for you to meet him. I can't even guarantee whether you will meet or whether you can recover your memory."

"But at least at this moment, the choice is yours." As he said that, Gao Siwu handed over the fruit and placed it in front of Diana.

"Of course, you can also choose to go out now and experience it with Endymion and spend your life like this. You don't necessarily have to choose to do this."

"I'm just giving you a choice." Diana didn't say anything, but just stared at the fruit. Her expression changed several times, which was quite colorful.

Gao Siwu's body remained motionless, quietly waiting for her choice.

"I..." Diana raised her head and her hand, slowly placing it on the fruit: "I want to see my true heart."

“Just like my father,” she said.

"He has been fighting against his fate of being overthrown, so how can I just give in?"

Diana took the fruit from Gao Siwu's hand and held it in both hands, as if it were a treasure.

"Have you made a decision?" Gao Siwu asked.

"Yes. I've made up my mind." Diana nodded heavily.

"Then, before eating this fruit, you can decide your own future." Gao Siwu stepped back a few steps and left the stage to Diana.

Diana thought about it, then took a deep breath and said loudly: "If our futures are really connected, then there is a possibility that we will meet again in the future."

"And after we meet again, the new me will still fall in love with him."

"And he will still be entangled with me."

Putting the fruit close to her mouth, Diana opened her pearly teeth slightly and touched the fruit's skin, leaving a tooth mark.

If this is really possible, then it can be regarded as my struggle to break through fate, right?

...

Is the possibility left to the future?
Gao Siwu watched the whole thing.

"If you don't have the chance to meet again in the future, you will never have the possibility to return. Even so, are you willing to do this?"

"I do": Diana nodded: "If we are really not destined to be together, I am willing to live in this world as a new person.

As she spoke, Diana suddenly laughed.

"In this case, I finally understand."

"What do you understand?" Gao Siwu smiled.

"I understand why you called me Tsumurai in the beginning."

"You've seen my future, haven't you?"

Diana shook her head, her eyes full of anticipation: "I'm really curious about what the future holds for him and me."

"But in order to keep this suspense, please don't tell me." Seeing that Gao Siwu was a little tempted, Diana quickly spoke up to stop Gao Siwu's idea.

“Leave everything to the future.”

“I look forward to that day.”

...

And in the outside world.

Tiandao, who was gathering strength on the ground, felt in astonishment that the life breath of the goddess Diana dropped to the extreme in an instant, until it completely disappeared.

Not only Tiandao discovered this, but Black Fox and Mello also noticed it.

"What did you do?" Mello asked Black Fox.

"I didn't do anything!" Black Fox felt wronged: "I'm so far away, what can I do to her?"

"Then why did she die suddenly?" Melo pointed at Diana, who had lost her breath, and said, "Did she commit suicide?"

"God knows!" Black Fox spread his hands: "Maybe she just can't get over it..."

"How dare you..." A voice filled with suppressed anger and sadness remained silent, and dark golden demonic power burst out from his body, leaving the mark of a clock dial in the surroundings.

"How dare you!!" Someone's eyes were red, as if he was filled with anger at this moment. The string called reason was completely broken, and the world before him was only darkness and scarlet.

You know, until this moment, Tiandao has tried his best to protect all his friends and companions.

Although he had not spent much time with Diana and their meetings were only a few, his current identity was Endymion, Diana's lover.

Although he didn't have that intention, he still treated Diana as a friend.

And now...

Is this what loss feels like?
Am I powerless again?
(End of this chapter)