After divorce, can I withdraw my Happy Beans?

Chapter 211 In the car with Chen Jiani...

"Tat-tat--"

"Click——"

The car door was opened, and a pretty face with a smile like a flower was exposed in front of Su Cheng. Chen Jiani got in with her bag, "Su Cheng, I'm sorry to have kept you waiting for a long time."

Su Cheng looked at the high school teacher who had dressed up carefully today. She was wearing a hand-crocheted tulip knitted cardigan vest with a girlish feel and a pair of dark jeans. When she moved, she would occasionally reveal her cute belly button, which gave her a very girlish look.

Seeing the man staring at her without saying anything, Chen Jiani suddenly felt shy, her pretty face slightly red, and urged: "Let's go!"

Su Cheng smiled and said, "I thought Sister Nini would ask me what I was looking at?"

Chen Jiani pursed her lips, "What are you looking at?"

Su Cheng narrowed his eyes slightly, and his smile deepened, "I am looking at the most beautiful white moonlight in my heart!"

"you……"

Chen Jiani didn't dare to look Su Cheng in the eye, "I'm not Bai Yueguang!"

"White moonlight is the light of the moon. The moon is far away, but full of beauty. It will illuminate the night with its brilliance."

Su Cheng smiled and took the woman's hand, speaking gently and with a magical voice, "The moon on the sea is the moon in the sky, and the person in front of me is the one in my heart!"

Although the love words were old-fashioned, Chen Jiani was fascinated by them and her heart was moved.

"Sister Nini, when I first saw you, it was like swallowing ice cubes in the scorching summer heat."

Su Cheng gently slid his fingers over the woman's palm and continued, "She was trembling all over, and she felt a little short of breath, but her heart was beating extremely fast. It was the kind of frightening feeling we often see in Chinese textbooks, thump, thump."

Su Cheng couldn't help but shake his head. "It's hard to imagine that a man like me would have such fluttering hearts?"

"But you were really beautiful that day. I will never forget it."

Her eyes showed a trace of reminiscence, and the corners of her mouth raised a smile from the bottom of her heart, "Her long hair was like a waterfall, gently draped over her shoulders, she was wearing a cute pink sweater, a light blue horse-faced skirt, and clean canvas shoes, just like a princess in a fairy tale."

Chen Jiani couldn't help but recall it, but finally shook her head, "I don't remember."

Su Cheng smiled and said, "You don't need to remember, I just need to remember."

Biting her lips gently, Chen Jiani looked at the man, "But I'm your teacher!"

Su Cheng smiled and grabbed the woman's hand and kissed it, "Xiao Long Nu is still Yang Guo's master."

The warm touch of the back of her hand made Chen Jiani's body tremble slightly, "I... I'm four years older than you!"

She started school early and was in first grade at the age of six, so she graduated from college at the age of twenty-one.

Because I was young, about the same age as the students, I was often made to cry out of anger.

And that year, Su Cheng was seventeen years old.

"You are thirty-two this year, and I will be twenty-eight soon."

Su Cheng slowly stretched out his right hand and gently wiped the woman's delicate face, "We have missed too many good times, we should cherish each other more."

"It's fate that we can meet again after ten years since graduation."

“How many decades are there in a lifetime?”

“How many decades do we have left?”

As he spoke, Su Cheng moved closer to the woman.

Looking at the man who was getting closer, Chen Jiani felt a little excited and a little scared. She wanted to get closer, but also wanted to step back.

But in a car with closed doors, all fear and retreat are unnecessary.

Finally, those soft lips fell.

It's like the petals that awaken the earth in spring, bright and brilliant, shining and eye-catching.

She was a little uncomfortable at first, but after a moment, the woman's inner emotions suddenly burst out violently, she enjoyed it and responded crazily.

It was not known how long it had passed before the two sides exchanged maltose.

"call--"

With a ruddy face, Chen Jiani lay on the man's shoulder in a daze, her eyes lifeless and her mind blank.

At this moment, she had nothing in her mind, nor did she want to think about it. Everything was done instinctively.

Looking at the pretty face so close, the smooth and delicate face he had always dreamed of, Su Cheng asked: "Sister Nini, do you know?"

Chen Jiani's eyes moved slightly, "Know what?"

Su Cheng smiled and said, "We humans can secrete three kilograms of saliva every day."

Chen Jiani glanced at the man, then closed her eyes and said nothing more.

Su Cheng naturally understood immediately and held the woman's face up again.

When the two separated, Chen Jiani seemed to have not recovered yet, and her eyes were still a little empty and lifeless.

Su Cheng stretched out his hand and shook it, "Sister Nini, are you okay?"

Chen Jiani shook her head, her empty eyes gradually regaining their spirits, "I'm fine."

Su Cheng smiled and said, "I think you look a little scary."

Chen Jiani forced a self-deprecating smile on her face, "I've been single for too long, I thought I had lost the ability to love and be loved."

Su Cheng smiled and pinched the woman's face, "Isn't this why I showed up?"

Chen Jiani grabbed the man's hand and mustered up the courage to look him in the eye. "Su Cheng, can you give me some time to think about it?"

Su Cheng asked: "What are you considering?"

Chen Jiani's eyes flickered, "Are you considering whether we should be together?"

Su Cheng said: "Sister Nini, I won't force you."

Chen Jiani nodded, "Thank you!"

"actually……"

Chen Jiani lowered her head and said shyly, "That was my first kiss."

Su Cheng was a little surprised, "First kiss?"

Chen Jiani nodded. "I had a relationship after I graduated from college, but it ended because of my parents' opposition. At most, he and I held hands."

Su Cheng asked curiously: "Did you ever think of rebelling against your parents for him?"

The woman next to her is a typical literary young woman. She is most likely to rebel against her parents in a fit of anger.

Chen Jiani shook her head. "Maybe I don't like him enough, I don't love him enough. My parents don't agree, but I didn't say anything."

Pursing her lips lightly, Chen Jiani continued, "It's just that since then, I seem to have lost the feeling of loving and being loved."

"That feeling of heart pounding, that feeling of fluttering hearts, that feeling of blushing shyly, all these feelings are slowly drifting away from me."

"I am very busy and tired at work every day. Even if I have free time, I don't want to go out. I like to be alone. I don't have time and don't want to get to know other people."

"I was arranged by my parents to go on blind dates several times, but I never resisted from the bottom of my heart and never treated others with a good face during the whole process."

"The pace of life is too fast now. I am trapped in a slow-paced campus and seem to be out of touch with society."

“When I see the sunset, I don’t appreciate it or think it’s beautiful. I just lament that another day has passed and I’m still stuck on a campus in a small county town without accomplishing anything.”

“It’s like being in school all your life, never leaving school, and never growing up, never really maturing.”

After looking at the man, Chen Jiani looked out the window again. "Nowadays, love emphasizes quick confession, quick hand-holding, quick love, and then getting to know each other, and then talking about the three views of love."

"And my world seems to still be in a state where transportation is slow, letters are slow, and everything is slow."

After hearing this, Su Cheng fell into a brief thought. What should a woman do if she loses the ability to love and be loved?
He had never experienced this feeling before. He had always been a man by nature, falling in love with every woman he met.

Of course, although he fell in love with every girl he met, he was able to control himself very well in the past.

And now, he doesn't need to restrain himself anymore.

"Sister Nini, I think loving and being loved is a relationship and a process."

After a moment of silence, Su Cheng answered with his own understanding, "A person can never learn to love, because love is a relationship involving two people. Love only exists when there is a relationship."

"Just as one can only learn to swim in water, love can only be felt as the relationship between two parties develops."

“If you lose the ability to love and be loved, you need to find it again in a relationship, in a love, and relearn the joys and sorrows of this relationship.”

At this point, Su Cheng tightly grasped the woman's hand, his voice sonorous and powerful, "Without the feeling of loving and being loved, then we will let the flowers bloom again, bloom gorgeously under the scorching sun, and bloom wantonly in the strong wind!"

Her heart seemed to be deeply touched, and a light flashed in Chen Jiani's eyes. She seemed to see bunches of flowers blooming freely in the warm sunshine, so proud and so brilliant.

Knowing that he couldn't rush things, Su Cheng smiled and lightly stepped on the accelerator, "Sister Nini, I'll take you to dinner."

Chen Jiani nodded, "Okay." She didn't resist men, but she was at a loss when it came to feelings. She didn't know how to love, or how to be loved.
These days, when she was chatting with Su Cheng on WeChat, she didn't feel that there was anything wrong with her. But just now, the man hugged her and was close to her, which made her feel flustered and a little nervous. She didn't know how to respond correctly.

Seeing that Chen Jiani was still a little silly, Su Cheng smiled and comforted her: "Sister Nini, don't think too much, our relationship will just take its course."

Chen Jiani nodded, "Okay!"

After a pause, Chen Jiani continued, "Actually, I don't dislike you, I just don't know what to do or how to express it."

"Your enthusiastic response just now is the most enthusiastic feedback from your suppressed heart."

Su Cheng smiled and said, "You actually long for love in your heart, but because you can't express it correctly, you can only love passively."

"Once you get used to it, you will know how to truly love someone."

At this point, he couldn't help but think of a sentence and whispered it out loud, "No roses can be grown in the desert of the northwest. The mark of wheat flowers is my most turbulent love!"

Chen Jiani glanced at the man next to her. The emotions in her heart seemed to be about to burst out, but there seemed to be a layer of barrier, stuck in her throat, preventing her from speaking.

Glancing at the woman's uncomfortable expression, Su Cheng couldn't help but feel secretly annoyed in his heart, thinking that he was too impatient!
His original idea was to boil Chen Jiani like a frog in warm water, quietly cooking her into a pulp and then swallowing her happily.

But his relationship with Li Baoer has made rapid progress, which has caused some changes in his mentality.

He longed to get more and taste more beauty within the limited time.

That's why we hugged and kissed each other when we got in the car just now.

Fortunately, Chen Jiani did not resist him, but responded fiercely. This was a blessing in disguise.

A person who has been single for a long time, whether he or she is a man or a woman, is actually very difficult to deal with.

The heart has been lonely for too long and is not adapted to the sudden storm.

On the contrary, it was companionship, long-term companionship, that gradually warmed her dying heart and brought new life to it.

He originally did so, but now it seems a bit too hasty.

He felt a little regretful, but things had already happened and he had to make amends quickly.

Su Cheng smiled and asked, "Sister Nini, how are Ke Xin's grades?"

"Ke Xin is very smart, but her foundation is a little weak."

Chen Jiani said: "The key class is where geniuses gather. Her current grades are in the lower middle level. Once she has a solid foundation, her grades should be able to rise to the upper middle level."

Su Cheng smiled and said, "This reminds me of a story."

Chen Jiani asked: "What's the story?"

"Genius is just the threshold to meet me!"

Su Cheng said slowly: "You are a peerless genius that appears once in dozens of eras in Tianxuan Continent. When you were born, the sky was shining, golden lotuses emerged from the ground, and dragons and phoenixes sang. When you were born, you were given the foundation of the way of heaven, and your companion magic weapon is comparable to the nine-trained divine weapon."

"At the age of ten, he cultivated the flawless golden elixir, and then in one day, he suddenly realized and broke through three realms, becoming the youngest peerless powerhouse on the continent."

"Then he ascended to heaven and was ranked among the immortals, becoming a glorious heavenly soldier guarding the South Heaven Gate. During a battle to encircle and suppress Sun Wukong, he was lightly blown by the wind from his staff. After going through countless tribulations, the ascender who had gone through so much hardship was instantly turned into nothingness."

"I used to study at Jiaxian No. 1 Middle School. My grades were always top of the class and among the top three in the grade."

This story made Chen Jiani feel a little sad, "The pride in the eyes of my parents, the pride in the eyes of my relatives and friends, the pride in the eyes of my teachers and classmates."

"But I still couldn't get into Shuimu University or Jingcheng University. I could only get into a university ranked tenth in the country."

"You are at least a double first-class university, and I am just an ordinary second-class university."

Su Cheng smiled and shook his head. "That's how it was. My parents even invited some relatives to our house for a meal. They all looked very proud."

After a pause, Su Cheng sighed: "Parents' little pride, society's scraps."

"A one-in-a-million genius?"

The sad mood suddenly stopped, and Chen Jiani smiled, "There are 140,000 such geniuses in our country."

"Every student in Shuimu University and Jingcheng University is the pride of their high school and a gifted child of heaven."

Su Cheng smiled and said, “But when they get to university, they are just ordinary students, among the common people.”

Chen Jiani said with emotion, "We are all too ordinary!"

"But the life you have now is what many people only dream of."

Su Cheng smiled and said, "Even if I was the same as before, I still don't know how many people envy me."

"I was admitted to a public undergraduate school. After graduation, I stayed in Chengdu, an international metropolis, to work. I earned just over 10,000 yuan a month. I got married and married a beautiful wife, even though I spent all my family savings."

After a pause, Su Cheng continued, "If I continue along this path, I will settle down in Chengdu, buy a house and a car, and have a mortgage loan of millions."

"I will have children, and the cost of educating them will be tens of millions. I am completely trapped in this shackles. I have to work hard all my life and dare not slack off at all."

"But such a life is still envied by countless people and they flock to it."

Chen Jiani said: "Your life is better than two-thirds of the people in the country."

"Human, life is so hard and tiring!"

Su Cheng sighed slightly, "When our parents gave birth to us, they were all smiling happily. No parent would have thought about the hardships and social pressures their children would face in the future."

Su Cheng suddenly smiled and looked at the lonely street lamp outside the window. "When every lamb is born, their parents would never have thought that the fate waiting for their lambs would be kebabs."

Rolling her eyes, Chen Jiani couldn't help but said, "I will never eat mutton skewers again!"

She was feeling very sad at first, but she didn't expect the man to say this at the end. It made her laugh and cry, and the sadness in her heart disappeared completely.

Su Cheng smiled and said, "Sister Nini, you promised me that you will be happy for the rest of your life!"

Chen Jiani nodded vigorously, "I definitely will."

"Ke Xin is different from us. She can only rely on herself."

After going around in circles, Su Cheng got back to the point, "Knowledge changes destiny, which naturally includes her destiny."

"I will help her review and make up for her deficiencies as soon as possible."

Chen Jiani said: "Neither of us has the qualifications to become a heavenly soldier, but Ke Xin may have it."

Are the Heavenly Soldiers bad?
That is the ultimate pinnacle that countless peerless geniuses can reach.

Behind them are the squad leaders, the big leaders, various heavenly generals, and various star gods...

To do all of these, one must first become a heavenly soldier.

Once he becomes a heavenly soldier with a background and an organization, although he cannot defeat Sun Wukong's stick, he is much more comfortable than the mortals and wild monsters on the mountains below.

After parking the car in the parking space, the originally somewhat awkward atmosphere was finally eliminated because of Su Cheng's pulling.

They went upstairs to a private restaurant where he had already reserved a table in advance.

Sitting by the window and looking at the night view below, Su Cheng asked, "Sister Nini, what is your dream?"

"I don't have any dreams. I just wanted to leave Jia County and find a better working environment."

Chen Jiani thought for a moment and said with a smile, "But now you can see that I could have lived a happy and petty-bourgeois life in Jia County, but now I can barely survive in Rongcheng."

Su Cheng smiled and said, "Although we are a little short of material things, our spiritual abundance is incomparable to that."

“After coming here and teaching more and better students, I really understand the meaning of being a teacher.”

Chen Jiani nodded. "To train them to be successful and watch them pursue their bright future with their youth is a great life."

The people she taught before were not peerless geniuses, nor even geniuses, they could only be considered to be somewhat smart.

But now, every student in their class is a seed for key universities, and the top ten students are the peerless geniuses who are aiming for Shuimu University and Jingcheng University.

When teaching these people to read, they often understood it immediately, and she no longer had to worry about it and spend countless efforts to no avail.

It may be a bit selfish to say this.

But the current education model is like this, studying hard and learning blindly.

Smart is smart, and stupid is stupid.

Are you talented in other areas?
Excuse me.

Everything is low-grade, but reading is high-grade!
Your cleverness is just a little cleverness and you don't use it in the right way.

unfair?
You are not even qualified to be ranked among the top one million geniuses of your class, so what fairness are you talking about?
There are tens or even hundreds of millions of you in the same class, and there are many talented people among them. The development of the country and society does not lack mediocre people like you.

Your role is just to make up the numbers among the 1.4 billion people. When you start working in the future, you will not even be eligible to pay taxes to the country.

As an excellent provincial teacher, Chen Jiani knows best that studying is actually the fairest thing!

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(End of this chapter)