Mind Master of the Elf World

Chapter 44 Mewtwo's Tears (Please read on! Please vote!)

Mewtwo, which hasn't been online for a long time, has suddenly returned?

And that's what he said right off the bat.

He felt like he had been told, "Master, I've got it now," and for a moment he didn't know how to respond.

However, Mewtwo quickly sent another message.

Who am I? I still don't know the meaning of my existence, why I was born, or what I live for.

Okay.

This is a reasonable and expected problem.

This is essentially a question about the "superego".

The "superego" follows moral principles and has three functions: first, to suppress the impulses of the id; second, to monitor the ego; and third, to pursue a state of perfection.

But to understand the "superego," one must first understand the "id," which is its most primitive and instinctive desires, subconscious behavior devoid of all wisdom.

The "superego" and the "id" are opposites; without the "id," there can be no "superego."

Jinghe pressed his temples.

In fact, Giovanni answered a similar question about Mewtwo in "Mewtwo Strikes Back".

Giovanni's response at the time, "Pokémon are meant to be used by humans, to live for humans," was essentially an act of instilling the "id" into Mewtwo to mask the "superego."

So Mewtwo went berserk and lost control.

However, Jinghe had anticipated this and had some ideas in mind.

He carefully chose his words and then started typing.

【Jingzhongzhihe】: Before that, you probably need to figure out where you are.

Who am I? Where am I?

【Jingzhongzhihe】: The world is so big, the universe, planets, continents, cities, houses, from far to near, from large to small. You say the meaning of existence is that I am in bed to sleep, at the dining table to fill my stomach, and at the company to make money. "Where" is a general term, but it is also an important reference that reflects your inner thoughts.

The "id" is similar to instinct, and instinct is based on the environment to a certain extent.

Just as a wild animal's instinct is to fight, hunt, and mate, then there must be at least another wild animal in front of it for there to be a fight, hunt, or mate, right?

Or rather, if the struggle is for territory, then at least one piece of territory is needed, right?

Then, adding some "moral guidelines" to the environment to restrain instincts becomes the "superego".

A period of calm.

Jinghe took a moment to wash up and waited for Mewtwo to process and respond.

[Who am I]: I remember I was in a jar, and I met Little Love No. 2, Charmander No. 2, Squirtle No. 2, and Bulbasaur No. 2. I miss them a little.

[Who am I]: I feel like there's something in my eyes. Xiao Ai No. 2 said that it seems to be something called "tears". It just won't stop. What should I do?
Looking at the text on her phone, Jinghe fell silent.

He knew Xiao Ai, and he also knew Xiao Ai No. 2.

Xiao Ai is Dr. Fuji's daughter who died young. Xiao Ai No. 2 is a virtual existence created by Dr. Fuji in the form of radio waves because he was unwilling to accept the fact that his daughter was gone.

Dr. Fuji was one of the doctors who created Mewtwo.

Xiao Ai No. 2 was also the first to come into contact with young Mewtwo, telling him about the sun, wind, moon, and stars, so that young Mewtwo was no longer lonely, and was the first person to comfort his heart.

Therefore, Xiao Ai No. 2 occupies a very important place in Mewtwo's heart.

[Who am I]: I want to see her, I want to see her again! I want to see Xiao Ai No. 2 again!
Nourishes—

Jing He suddenly felt as if his palm had been electrocuted. His eyebrows twitched slightly, and he quickly put his phone on the table.

Good guy!
How far apart are the Hoenn and Kanto regions?

"Kou Jie?"

Seemingly noticing Jinghe's unusual behavior, Gastly, its mouth covered in white cream, suddenly raised its head and squinted its eyes.

Do you want some?
While asking that question, her body betrayed her by slowly enveloping the small cake in mist.

However, Jinghe didn't have time to deal with it for the time being. After confirming that there was nothing else wrong with the phone, she immediately picked it up.

Actually, this is a good sign for Mewtwo.

At least it knows what it wants now.

'Guiding Mewtwo is such a difficult problem for this kid.'

Jinghe felt helpless.

Because if not properly guided, the destruction of the world is unlikely, but causing some unnecessary and enormous damage is almost inevitable.

He's so far away and he's still affected by it in the slightest. It's hard to imagine what would happen if he stood in front of Mewtwo and it went out of control.

He doesn't even dare to guide Mewtwo back to freedom right now.

On the one hand, doing so would inevitably offend the Rockets.

But more importantly, Mewtwo has returned to freedom, and it may not be able to contact itself again. When the entire "Trainer Tournament" comes out, no one can predict how much damage it will cause.

[Jingzhongzhihe]: Then, I ask you to suppress this thought and learn to control your instincts.
As soon as he spoke, he saw Mewtwo's name dim once again.

"Well, the network is probably burned out."

"Hopefully nothing bad will happen. But with Giovanni and Team Rocket's power, Mewtwo can only cause trouble within Team Rocket at most, right?" He wasn't worried about Mewtwo.

After all, there are very few things in this world that can hurt Mewtwo.

Looking back, Gastly, having already shown off its dinner and dessert, was now showing off its Energy Cubes.

Sometimes, Jinghe even doubted whether he was raising a Snorlax or a Gastly.

However, Gastly trains quite hard during the day, and now that he has more ways to make money, he hasn't said anything about it.

"Ghost."

"Kou Jie?"

"Watch a movie?"

"Kou Jie!"

Kanto region.

Viridian City, Team Rocket's underground base.

Boom! Boom! —

Amidst the flashing red light, flames erupted from the instruments, and dozens of researchers and Team Rocket members were directing Pokémon to extinguish the fires.

In the center of the laboratory, Mewtwo, clad in armor, stood quietly, its gaze fixed on a high platform directly in front of it.

On the high platform stood two figures, seemingly unaffected by their surroundings.

"Boss, this is the second time. Every time Mewtwo comes into contact with the network, it turns out like this. However, this time, because of the previous preparations, part of the database information was retained," Shin-chan reported.

Giovanni seemed not to hear, and simply stared silently at the motionless Mewtwo below.

Two gazes seemed to meet in mid-air.

suddenly.

Sakaki chuckled softly, his deep voice ringing out.

"Do you want to leave, Mewtwo?"

hum-

Beneath the helmet visor on Mewtwo's head, a pair of eyes gleaming with a faint blue halo slowly emerged.

For an instant.

Everything around seemed to freeze: the burning flames, the leaping arcs of electricity, the cacophony of voices, the Pokémon rushing to fight the fire, and even the real bird beside Giovanni froze. Only Giovanni remained completely unaffected.

"Is this your self-control? You've made a complete mess of everything?"

Giovanni did not change his expression because of Mewtwo's abilities; he simply leaned forward slightly while holding onto the railing.

"If you want to destroy everything, destroy all the people, things, and Pokémon around you, then go ahead and do it. I won't stop you."

For the first time, Mewtwo looked around.

'Is this all my fault?'

'Destroy everything. Destroy humanity?'

hum-

A terrifying superpower spread out, extinguishing all the flames in the laboratory.

But after doing all that, the eyes behind the helmet visor gradually dimmed.

It remained standing there, without making any move.

Everything around us that had been still returned to normal.

If Jinghe were here, he would be very gratified. Although he failed to send his last sentence, Mewtwo has indeed learned to restrain itself and control its "id".

Beneath the helmet, Mewtwo slowly closed its eyes.

'I want to see her, and him.'

Giovanni took a deep look at the now silent Mewtwo, then turned and left.

Realizing what was happening, the bird quickly followed after them.

"leader."

"Seriously, did you retain part of the database this time?"

"Uh, yes, yes."

“Find him.”

he?
The bird paused for a moment, then quickly replied, "Understood!"

Sakaki's smile deepened, but his eyes gradually narrowed, taking on a playful look.
"I've actually become quite interested in this person for being able to teach Mewtwo self-control."

Sigrún has taught at the Iceland University of the Arts as a part-time lecturer since and was Dean of the Department of Fine Art from -. In – she held a research position at Reykjavík Art Museum focusing on the role of women in Icelandic art. She studied fine art at the Icelandic College of Arts and Crafts and at Pratt Institute, New York, and holds BA and MA degrees in art history and philosophy from the University of Iceland. Sigrún lives and works in Iceland.

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