She turned into a noble lady in the book, she wanted to lie down

Chapter 163
At night, in Liu Xinning's bedroom, only a candle was lit on the bedside table, with a faint light shining faintly.

Liu Xinning was lying on the bed, and Chun Nuan was sitting by the bed, holding a small fan, fanning her every now and then.

"Aunt Chunnuan, there is no need to fan. Go and rest."

"It's okay, I'm not tired. These two days are 'autumn tiger', after these two days it will be cool."

Chunnuan can tell that Liu Xinning has something on her mind.However, if the master doesn't say anything, of course she doesn't want to ask more.

Therefore, Liu Xin could only relax on such trivial matters.

"Starting tomorrow, I will go to Zhanwang Mansion to learn martial arts from Cousin Xiao every day at noon. When the time comes, just follow me."

Liu Xinning's voice came from the darkness.

"Yes."

After Chunnuan agreed, seeing Liu Xinning mentioned this matter by herself, she hesitated and spoke up.

"Princess, you have not only the guards trained by Prince Xiao, but also the hidden guards trained by Shadow. Why do you still have to suffer this kind of pain? The servant girl knows that martial arts practitioners have to practice since childhood to achieve success. If the bones are grown and practiced again, it will take a lot of suffering to achieve some results."

"No one has it, it's better to have it yourself. Ever since I fell into the water in October last year, I have deeply understood this truth. So, after I woke up, I wanted to practice martial arts by myself. But, at that time, the people around me..."

Chun Nuan understands the unfinished meaning in Liu Xinning's words.

The servant girl next to the princess was either arranged by the son-in-law or the eldest princess, and the deed was not in the hands of the princess.

"Besides, at that time, even if I wanted to learn, I couldn't find anyone to teach me. Later, I accepted Cousin Xiao to do things for me, and I once wanted him to secretly teach me. But in the process of investigation, I found that Cousin Xiao seemed to have a secret. So, I wanted to use him and guard against him. Later, I happened to save Shadow, so I negotiated terms with him by the way."

Liu Xinning said with nine points of truth and one point of falsehood.

Of course, she didn't think about it after saving Shadow, but when she found out that Xiao Muze had a secret.

"Shadow helped me train the hidden guards. But if I don't have half the skills, wouldn't it be easy to be backlashed? So, I gave those guards time to grow, and I will use this time to grow myself. If I have always been the princess, I will naturally not be afraid. However, the world is impermanent, and who knows what will happen next?"

Liu Xinning's voice revealed a feeling of bleakness.

Chun Nuan didn't dare to speak lightly, but she couldn't help agreeing with the princess's plan for a rainy day.

When she was in the palace, she also saw that some concubines were favored one day and left in the cold palace the next.

After leaving the palace, I saw and heard more.

Don't talk about anything else, let's just talk about the present King Ping, Concubine Liu, Marquis of Chang'an.

Which one wasn't powerful one moment, but changed fate the next moment?

"The guards in the shadow training are the dark chess pieces of 'Miss Ding'. If they are safe, they may not be used for the rest of their lives and let them live on their own. But if they have no choice but to use them, it will be many years later. After all, the empress dowager's grandmother and the emperor's uncle are still alive. After so many years, if I still have no ability at all, I will be killed by backlash, and there will be no complaints."

"Is this the reason why the princess desperately followed Ah Jin to learn poison?"

Chun Nuan finally asked the doubts that had been hidden for a long time.

At the beginning, after the princess left Na Ajin as a witness, she often ran to him.

At first, Chun Nuan thought that the princess was planning to ask Liu Tingfeng and A Miao about the matter in detail, so as to better bring down the son-in-law.

Later, she discovered that the princess often smelled of various medicines.

She asked puzzledly, and the princess only said that she stayed with A Jin for a long time, so she was a little bit contaminated.

She was puzzled, but did not continue to ask.

Until the last time Xiao Shizi was assassinated, the princess asked her to take the antidote in advance and gave her a pack of poison.

Said that if it is necessary, the poison in the veil should be thrown out.

Later, although the poison was not used, the princess asked her to stay for self-defense when she returned it, and told her about learning poison from Ah Jin.

She was shocked.

Only then did I understand why the Princess has been buying tonics in Shuyi Garden since she met A Jin, but the Princess has never drank it.

"Yes. Poison art and martial arts are the skills that can best protect oneself. Of course I want it too. By chance, I followed Ah Jin into the door of poison art. Now, I have the opportunity to secretly learn martial arts with Cousin Xiao. Why not do it?"

Xu Shi was late at night, Xu Shi Chunnuan was Liu Xinning's confidant after all, Xu Shi's topic was opened.

Liu Xinning slowly talked about things that had never been discussed in detail before.

When Chunnuan heard the evaluation of the eldest princess's love brain, she understood why Liu Xinning was unwilling to say goodbye;

When Chun Nuan heard the news that Wen Shi and Liu Tingfeng had passed away, she understood why Liu Xinning was not in a good mood;

When Chunnuan heard about Princess Rouhui's target, she understood why Liu Xinning wanted to plan ahead.

The more Liu Xinning talked, the more Chunnuan felt that she was being valued more and more.

This is all top secret.

"A person's life is easy and simple to say, and difficult to say. The key is to think about how to live. I used to think that it would be nice if I could live, and I could have..."

Liu Xinning swallowed the word 'money' - the original owner was never short of money.

"But then I discovered that when people's material life is improved, they must also have spiritual pursuits. So, I have been thinking, what is my spiritual pursuit? After thinking for a long time, I figured it out. It is freedom, it is self! Before, I have always lived for others. This time, I want to live a good life for myself. You also have to live for yourself. Now, Liu Tingfeng is dead and can no longer threaten you. You are only 26 years old and have a great youth. I hope you can find your happiness. You don't need to always be for me And live. What do you want?"

In her previous life, she lived for her mother, for her father's medical expenses, and for the sake of surviving.

In this life, she wants to be selfish and live only for herself, and she wants to live as she pleases.

Don't be afraid of people's words, don't be afraid of people's opinions.

For the rest, if she is willing to help, she will help, and if she can't help, she will give up.

"Everyone has their own ideas. The princess always thinks that if I become a slave, I will not be free and unhappy. But, I really want to."

As soon as Chun Nuan's voice fell, she felt that Liu Xinning wanted to refute.

But this time, she overreached and pressed Liu Xinning's hand, preventing her from speaking.

"My maidservant's life, her parents died one after another when she was young. She was sent to her uncle's house, and then entered the palace to serve for her younger brother. Later, her younger brother died, and this maidservant was alone. The maidservant has no intention of marrying. Moreover, the maidservant feels comfortable and free here. I really don't understand why she wants to redeem herself and go out?"

Chunnuan's words were also full of doubts.

She can go out, but what is she going out for?

Is the life of ordinary people necessarily good?
Listening to Chun Nuan's analysis, Liu Xinning felt that she had made a mistake of 'being good for others'.

Yeah, everyone has everyone's ideas.What you think is good, others may not think so.

"Okay. I don't force you, I just give you a choice. I hope you can be happy. So, if one day, you want to pursue your happiness, you have to tell me. No matter what kind of happiness it is, I hope you can be sincere with me."

"it is good."

After the two of them said this, they were silent for a long time.

Finally, Liu Xinning said, "Go to sleep."

　Everyone has everyone's ideas.

　　Just like reading a text, some people think that my writing is not bad, which suits her appetite.

　　But some people feel that what is written, they don't like it at all.

　　This is normal.

　　Each flower enters each eye.So, just follow your heart.

　　Therefore, the author is very grateful to all of you who followed the author all the way.

　　Thank you for your support, which gives me the motivation to persevere.

　　The road to writing is hard.You will encounter practical problems such as Calvin, various critical voices, and little income.

　　But, with your support, I feel like I can move on.

　　Thanks for being with you all the way!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)