Conan: I'm Not the Red Team

Chapter 58 Lies
"I was wrong, really."

She apologized with great sincerity.

If this hadn't been said after they finished eating noodles, maybe there would still be fifty percent sincerity.

Behind him is the greeting of the store manager "Come again next time", and in front of him is the silent lover. There is always a little chill in the summer night wind, and the windbreaker simply draped over the shoulders cannot resist this rare coolness , Yukishi Yi couldn't help shivering all over.

On weekdays, she wears tighter clothes for protection when she goes out, and the reason is that her body is not too cold-resistant.But I didn't pay much attention just now because I was a little emotional - also because Gin didn't have his own coat in the car, but now I feel cold.

"come over."

Gin turned around and stretched out his arms to hug her, and the warmth immediately spread from the outside to the inside. Although most of it was a psychological effect, Yukishi Yi still felt that her body and mind were warmed up all of a sudden.

——Although he is not a good person, this does not prevent me from loving him.

Putting the windbreaker on his right shoulder on his right side, Yukimuro moved a little closer to him logically, until almost her whole body got into his arms.

Only then will she feel that the nearly 20cm height difference between the two of them is still useful.

"It's not cold anymore?"

His voice suddenly amplified next to his ears, and the gas sprayed on his ears during his breath, causing his ears to turn red unconsciously. Even if he didn't look back, Yukimuro knew that Gin must have done this on purpose.

"Well, it's not cold anymore."

But she didn't move, instead she leaned back a little bit, and her voice became indistinct when she spoke, so that only the nearest person could hear clearly.

She said, "I love you."

she says:

"If I die, will you avenge me?"

Why would she love him?
Xue Shiyi lowered her eyelids, she should not fall in love with her enemy, but this is like theory and practice, reason and sensibility cannot be compared.

Maybe it's just because he's the one who medicated me after knowing I burned on purpose, protected me for almost 20 years, hugged me when I killed myself, and knew me better than myself.

It's the one who knows that I'm calculating this emotion, but still indulges her wantonly.

Love is something without reason, I love him as he loves me.

Maybe it was a lie at first, but then it gradually became an integral part of my life.
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Gong Yi is a naive child, she is so well protected by Cointreau that she actually thinks that she and she really have a future.

Even now she hasn't changed her mind.

Combing her soft and fragile hair, her fingers inadvertently touched the back of her neck, her eyes were slightly sunken, and her five fingers were slightly spread. Gin knew that he only needed to use a little force now, and a huge threat could be fundamentally resolved.

He is not a gentleman who obeys his emotions, and interests are his eternal center.

Breaking trust is commonplace, and it is extremely stupid to give trust to people like them. Except for those fools who would do this, he only met Gong Yi.

but……

He silently withdrew his fingers on the back of the neck, stroked the loose hair again, and let her lie on his lap and fall asleep peacefully without defense.

Put white paper in ink, it will first turn gray and then black, but in the end, white paper is still white paper and will never be black paper.

Gong Yi has always been a pure person. Her former life as a police officer turned her from nothingness into a blank sheet of paper. Later, the accident turned her into a gray tone, and finally joined the organization into a black tone.

In essence, her background color is still white, and she is the one who believes that the organization cannot defeat the official.

He watched her grow up slowly, from no faction to choice, and he never once thought of trying to stop her.At first it was just to see what choices she would make when she really realized who they were.

But he never thought it would be the answer in the end.

With a chuckle, he thought that he used to pay attention to her and protect her only for that one life-saving grace, but as time went by, Gin didn't know when his emotions changed, so that he would agree to her later.

Maybe it started from watching her surveillance during the time outside of the mission, or maybe it started from being rescued again on the snow mountain.

It doesn't really matter how loyal he is to the organization. What he values ​​more is the benefits that the organization brings to him. As long as the final benefits of the plan are higher than the current benefits of the organization, he will be happy to see this result.

However, the organization is not an existence that can be easily defeated. Her plan is feasible, but she still thinks too easily.

"Hmm..." Xue Shiyi turned over, her breathing was calm, and she seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep.

Pushing away the messy strands of hair that floated onto her face, her skin still showed an amazing sense of transparency and fragility under the dim light above her head.

This is one of his residences, and besides him, she was the first person to come here.

Caressing her fair face with his fingertips, he once felt soft and full of vitality. When he was at sea, there was only a piece of dry and scorched black. Now the appearance seems to be the same as before, but the normal temperature has obviously been lost there.

——He could feel the huge life force rapidly passing through her body.

It wasn't that he didn't respond when he received the information, the above data confirmed their worst guess.After leaving the laboratory, her physical condition began to deteriorate rapidly. Taking a normal person as a full score of 100, she was 60 in the laboratory, and fell to 40 within a few days after leaving the laboratory.
They only have an antidote that can only alleviate the effect of the medicine. Even if they rely on it, her life will be less than two years, or even shorter.

Regret?
of course not.

If he had blocked the mission back then, she would never have stayed by her side so obediently.

There are gains and losses in everything. Compared with what he has gained, what he lost is not worth mentioning.

Recalling that she often complained that she violated the contract and did not complete the schedule on the plan list with her, he also promised her to do it together when there was a chance.

But in fact, they all know that from beginning to end, there is only one blank page on the so-called schedule.

Whether it was a sudden whim to say that he wanted to be a spy for both parties, or the complaints later, it was just a step in a pure plan.She couldn't lie to him, and she didn't want to lie to him. From the beginning, she was only lying to herself.

She tried to trick herself into waiting until the plan was complete that they would have a future.

That's just a huge lie.

The hatred from parents is the source of everything, and falling in love with him is accidental and inevitable.

When people say "I love him" to themselves thousands of times, the false becomes true.

Love is a lie and a truth.

　I finally finished writing Gin’s line. It took me a whole day and I deleted and edited countless versions. I can write another three chapters with the time and energy I spent writing this chapter (sad)

　　
　
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