Survival in the apocalypse depends entirely on the desire to survive

Chapter 119 Determination
Mi Ting adjusted her mentality and sent a message to Rong Yi before getting into the RV.

Xu Zhen and the others were all in the RV, and when they saw Du Ting approaching, they quickly asked her to sit down and prepare to eat.

After greeting each other, Mi went to the rest area of ​​the RV.

Langxian was cooking in the kitchen. For Qin Qin's convenience, Langxian hung a curtain in the rest area of ​​the RV as a cover, and Qin Qin was coaxing purple potatoes to drink milk inside.

Probably because the last two times she drank milk powder and had diarrhea, Purple Potato was a little scared. When she saw Qin Qin coming over with a baby bottle, her mouth was tightly closed, and she just refused to drink it.

She twisted her little head and hummed, rubbing against Qin Qin's chest non-stop, or she hummed very loudly, and even got angry when she hummed, she could cry at any time with her mouth curled up.

It seems to be protesting to Qin Qin, if you don't give me milk, I will cry for you.

"Mom also wants to breastfeed you, but mother can't breastfeed, so she can't feed you for the time being." Qin Qin was a little bit dumbfounded, shaking his body slightly, trying to reason with the eight-day-old purple potato.

"Dad just went to buy a new brand of milk powder for you. It's the best. You won't have diarrhea this time. Purple sweet potato, just take a sip, okay?"

Purple Potato moved her little head, and suddenly let out a long snort, biting the pacifier of the bottle reluctantly, and began to drink milk.

"Be good, my mother will get well soon." Qin Qin was so moved by Zishu's actions that he could not speak coherently. He held the child in one hand and wiped away his tears with the other.

Mi Ting called Qin Qin from outside, opened a little curtain and squeezed into the rest area of ​​the caravan. Seeing Qin Qin wiping her tears, she thought that something was wrong with her. The two sisters chatted for a while, waiting for Zi Potato fell asleep after eating and drinking, and then went out to eat with a smile.

After dinner, the big men like Xu Zhen couldn't stay, so they helped clear the table and then slipped away. Mi Ting hugged the purple sweet potato for a while, and would go to the car to lie down after chatting for a while.

She couldn't fall asleep, and was watching the drama with her tablet. She felt sleepy after watching it, staring in a daze, half asleep and half awake.

When Rong Yi came back, it was past ten o'clock, and Mi Ting fell asleep, so she lowered her movements so as not to wake Mi Ting up.

Unexpectedly, Mi Ting woke up early, turned to look at Rong Yi, and shouted: "Are you back?"

She was already asleep, but when she heard Rong Yi's footsteps, she instantly remembered her worries before dinner, and was in no mood to go back to sleep.

"What's wrong?" Rong Yi felt that Mi Ting shouted a little anxiously, "Someone bullied you?"

"No." Mi listened to sit up on the bed, "I have something to say, but I don't know how to say it so that I can make it clear."

What would she say?

It is said that she has superpowers and can perceive people close to her, even the fertilized eggs in her stomach.

Will Rong Yi believe it?
"I'll believe whatever you say, organize your words, and I'll listen." Rong Yi sat down beside Mi Ting, and with a gust of wind, a cool smell spread out in front of Mi Ting's nose.

Mi heard that Rong Yi's words were thoughtful, which caused a warm current in her heart.

"Have you taken a shower?"

"Yeah, I'm afraid there will be a smell and it will smell on you." Rong Yi pulled the quilt to cover Mi Ting, "Why don't you go back to the command post today, there is a bed in the hotel room, it's much better than sleeping in the car."

"I don't want to go back, I think it's quiet here." Mi Ting leaned on Rong Yi's shoulder, and unexpectedly answered, "Rong Yi, I feel like I have acquired some kind of superpower, and I can sense people who are close to me."

Rong Yi answered subconsciously: "Little radar?"

Mi Ting was surprised and looked up at him: "You know?!"

"Just found out." Rong Yi explained.

Rong Yi met Miao Shou before getting in the car, and the two brothers sat and chatted for a while, Miao Shou told him to prepare for killing the zombies inside and out, Rong Yi felt that the matter was serious, and went to the hospital for a walk before taking a bath.

This hospital is lifeless, and I feel uncomfortable just looking at it.

Now that Mi Ting has already noticed the changes in his body, there is no point in hiding it any longer. Mi Ting knows it, so at least he is mentally prepared so that he won't be at a loss.

Therefore, Rong Yi confessed all his previous speculations about zombies and analysis of Mi's listening ability.

The more Mi heard it, the more mysterious it became, and he half-believingly asked, "Is this true?"

"I guessed it before, but you have mutated, and I think I have mutated, so I'm sure. I didn't send a week of 'disinfectant' before. I suspect that it is actually a vaccine for the zombie virus."

Rong Yi's position as the captain of the third brigade was not just taken casually. Even if the contents of some missions were not clearly stated, he could more or less guess what they were.

There are quite a few people who deliver disinfectant, and there are also many who hand over their mobile phones. He even has teammates on the same team, but he is the only one running to the large water plant in Yuecheng. Can he not want to order something?

In addition to transportation, only water can travel throughout Yuecheng.

Every household uses tap water, no matter how stupid he is, he should know it by heart.

"Is this something I can hear?" Mi Ting asked in a daze, feeling that her three views were about to be subverted.

That Yuecheng has no money, not only because the prices are too high, but also because all the money has been invested in vaccines.

Will it work?

The zombie viruses she saw in novels and movies are unsolvable, how can Yuecheng be so lucky?

Mi Ting lowered her head and raised her hand to caress her stomach.

She flustered.

Her mind was full of zombie movies and zombie novels she had seen before, and those fragments and text descriptions emerged in her mind one by one.

In a trance, she remembered the previous dream again.

Those bloodthirsty monsters in the dream seemed to be zombies.

If one day, Yuecheng becomes a dead city, full of zombies and all kinds of mutated animals, let alone giving birth, it will be difficult to survive.

Then, wouldn't her and Rong Yi's child have to face this cruel world as soon as he was born, living in fear?

She was reluctant to have children before, but now she has made a decision.

Before all this is messed up, before her belly grows bigger, let's give up this child.

"You say that, it proves that you have listened."

Rong Yi didn't see the indifference in Mi Ting's eyes, and made a joke, seeing that Mi Ting didn't answer, he lowered his head.

When the four eyes meet, everything is clear.

Mi Ting does not want children.

Rong Yi understood, but he couldn't bear it.

When he learned that Mi Ting was pregnant, he really didn't believe it, but when Mi Ting kept talking about the baby, he believed it.

He even dreamed that time could pass faster so that he could see the children sooner.

"I..." Rong Yi's eyes were red in an instant, and he choked up for a long time. He pressed Mi Ting's forehead, and begged: "I beg you, don't think so, I am looking forward to them, no matter what the situation is , I will let you all be well, I, I swear on my life and military exploits, I will, I will keep your mother and child safe."

"I'm sorry, Rong Yi."

Mi also cried when she heard this.

As a mother, making such a decision is more difficult for her than anyone else.

She is afraid of having children, but she also loves her children, and if everything gets better after the snowstorm, then she is definitely willing to have children.

But in the future, if she had to flee for her life, the order would collapse and the environment would become harsh. How could she survive?
Even if she continues to conceive, there's no guarantee that she won't get pregnant on the way to escape. If Rong Yi is not around, she won't be able to hold on at all.

How could she raise two children by herself?What if the child has no father?
So Rong Yi hurts, and she hurts even more.

When Rong Yi heard Mi Ting say this, he knew that she had made up her mind. He grabbed Mi Ting's hand and wanted to say something more, but he didn't start.

He knew that Mi Ting was already afraid, if the future was even more difficult than the present, it would not be a wise choice to have a child, at least it would not be wise until she settled down.

Qin Qin's pregnancy and childbirth are so bumpy now, and when things go wrong in the future, can Mi Ting's small body withstand it?
Not to mention children, if they have a headache, where can they go to find a doctor, equipment and medicine?

Thinking of this, Rong Yi hated himself for his ignorance, if only he knew everything, if only he was really supernatural.

After weighing the pros and cons, Rong Yi compromised.

He was depressed and depressed. After adjusting for a while, he said: "Okay, I will accompany you. Let's send the children away together."

As soon as the words fell, the two embraced each other, weeping uncontrollably.

After calming down, Rong Yi lay on Mi Ting's stomach, with his ears pressed tightly against Mi Ting's stomach, as if he wanted to hear something.

This is the first time he and Mi Ting have conceived a child, unexpectedly only eight or nine days of fate.

His heart hurts so much, it really hurts too much.

　Second watch, there should be no objection to writing like this
　　
　
(End of this chapter)