I am a god in the secret world

Chapter 98: [Appearance First] 98 Diary

Chapter 98: [Appearance First] A Diary

Bai Cha chuckled.

Of course it's a guess.

Although she did not specifically analyze the truth of the other party's words, based on the fact that the barrage just now said that he was not a good person, it means that the other party's habits or skills should be consistent.

Zheng Yue said that when he saw her, he felt that she could pass the level, so he followed her.

It is not so much that she can pass the level, but rather that by following her, Zheng Yue can pass the level by himself.

Considering that he said his skills are related to luck, and that he was very lucky and could use three times to determine the direction of passing the level, the falsehood in this sentence is much greater than in other places.

After all, what kind of naive person is this, to start by directly talking about his skills?

If he were an F or E level player, this would still be possible.

If she wasn't able to level up instantly like she was, leveling up very quickly, climbing through dungeons one by one, would she just rely on this naive appearance?
Of course, unless you are really lucky, this is also a smart point of the other party.

Because he said he was a very lucky person.

Luck is a very mysterious thing and it can explain many things.

Therefore, the opponent's skills are nothing more than two kinds. One is to use the opponent's luck as his own luck, which is plundering. That person will be unlucky, and of course he will be lucky enough to pass the level.

Another way is that as long as you bind yourself to one person, you can transfer your bad luck to the other person at the critical moment and make the other person a scapegoat.

Either way, they're pretty much the same.

If it's the former, haha, her luck, does he dare to take it?

However, she did not explain this to the netizens.

After searching again and finally looking through everything in the house, I only found a diary.

Bai Cha sat on the bed and opened her diary under the dim light.

This diary records the growth of a girl.

The reason why I used "a girl" to describe her is because the time in the diary does not match her character's age.

The age of a person is directly based on her own life, but this is not the case.

This is also a record of a girl's growth from six to twenty years old.

I don’t write a diary every day, but I mainly write it down after I encounter something.

[March 2004, 4.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

I’m unhappy. I’m very unhappy today. Am I really that ugly?
Today, the boy sitting next to me looked at me with a sinister look. He stood far away from me with disdain and said, "You are so dirty."

I'm not dirty, I just have a darker skin. I don't understand why there are many boys with darker skin, but they are not laughed at, but I will be abandoned?
They always bully me.

Today is my sixth birthday, and I am not happy at all. 】

[March 2004, 11.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

I cried for a long time while taking a photo today. I have a new deskmate, a girl, she is so white and beautiful... and I am dark and ugly... I also want to be beautiful...】

[March 2005, 6.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

Today is Children's Day. My mother bought me new clothes, a yellow skirt. I wore it to school happily, but they laughed at me and said that I was the ugliest girl wearing a skirt, how shameless...

But...if you are ugly, you are not allowed to wear a skirt? 】

[March 2006, 5.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

Today, my desk mate who I have played with for several years told me not to play with them anymore, because they were just pretending to play with me but actually hated me because it was too embarrassing to play with me and people would laugh at them.

I don't know how to get back home, I'm very sad.

I don’t understand, am I really ugly? 】

Baicha flipped through a few pages and found that they were all Thursdays and cloudy.

Basically, the diary is about the appearance discrimination a girl suffered from since childhood until adulthood.

When I encountered discrimination as a child, although I felt sad and painful, I was still able to ask questions in return.

However, when she developed a crush on a boy during adolescence, she completely became disgusted with herself amidst the constant ridicule.

[April 2011, 4.

Thursday.

It's a cloudy day. Today is my birthday, and I received a gift. I'm very happy. Maybe things are really different now.

But what makes me unhappy is that the boy I like has someone he likes.

I didn't dare tell him that I liked him because I knew I was not worthy of him. The girl he liked was fair and thin, cheerful and lively, with many friends. Many people liked her, like a glowing person, and so did he.

I really wanted to tell him that I was really grateful to him. He was the only one who gave me a sincere smile and said good morning to me.

Later I found out that I was in the same school and class with him. I was so happy and I even sat in the row in front of him.

I really like him and I really want to tell him.

But... I don't deserve it... I don't deserve it...

Ugly people are not worthy of love. 】

[March 2012, 10.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

She rejected him.

When I heard the news, I was both happy and angry.

He is so handsome and sunny, why wouldn't she like him?

But... it's so good that we're not together...

But there were too many people who liked him. After that girl rejected him, another tall and beautiful girl in the class immediately started pursuing him.

They are all so beautiful, they are tall, fair-skinned and pretty, many people like them, why no one likes me? Ugly people don’t deserve to be loved, I know, but I am still very sad. 】

[March 2013, 8.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

I went out with some friends today and found that there were many other classmates there.

He is here too.

We went boating on the lake together, the boys pedaled the boats and the girls sat on the other side.

A boy asked us our weight, and I said 100.

He said in an exaggerated tone, "You actually weigh 100 pounds. How come you are so heavy? Are you a pig?"
Everyone around laughed.

At that moment, I really wanted to jump off the boat.

Especially since he also looked over with a smile in his eyes.

Is 100 pounds heavy?

I went home and asked my mother, and she said that I was 163cm tall and 100kg was too heavy, and asked me to lose weight.

I want to lose weight, I must keep losing weight!! 】

[March 2013, 5.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

Why? Why why why?
I don't understand why she told others that I had a crush on him. How could she do that? I treated her as a friend and told her that no one should tell anyone about this. Why did she tell others?

Now many people know about it, and he knew it too. His friend said to me in a joking tone that his stool was broken, and if you like it, you can exchange it with him. I didn't say anything, and they replaced the stool. The stool was indeed broken, but compared to the stool, I felt like I was stripped naked and left there.

Is it wrong to like someone? Just because I am not good-looking, do I have no right to like others?

Why are you all looking at me like this!

I dare not look at him again. 】

[March 2014, 9.

Tuesday.

Fine weather.

I am so happy today. Maybe... maybe I just need to watch him from afar. I will be very satisfied. 】

Baicha paused slightly when he turned to this page: Tuesday, sunny.

So is it true that the cloudy and sunny days are marked according to my mood?

So maybe all the Thursdays were just because, she hated Thursdays?
And there is no name from beginning to end.

Whose diary is this?

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