I am a god in the secret world

Bai Cha shook her head gently and closed her eyes in despair.

After a long while, she nodded gently.

"Before that, can I have a few words with you?"

She looks much more mature now than before. After all, she is now the fourteen-year-old Meng Lingyu.

The blows and bullying he suffered made Meng Lingyu much more mature than his peers.

She didn't care about Meng Lingze's reaction. She looked in the direction of the school for a while, then stood up and walked to the edge of the rooftop.

"Brother, you know what? When they pushed me down, I was still thinking, if, if you were here, maybe I should tell you that you would definitely come back to protect me."

Meng Lingze's eyes flashed slightly, and his gaze was fixed on Bai Cha.

All the stories are just extracted from Meng Lingze’s memory, but what are the real things like?
Bai Cha couldn't say that her speculation was true, but based on her memory and Meng Lingyu's character logic, she wrote another version of the story in the notebook before entering the game.

Tears welled up in her eyes, but there was a relieved smile on her face.

"I actually never thought I would see you again. Although I don't know why this happened, but..."

Bai Cha turned around and looked at Meng Lingze with a faint smile, without a trace of resentment on her face.

"Brother, I hope that this time I won't hold you back. You can better pursue your future. You deserve a wonderful life."

"When mom and dad named us, they named you Lingze, hoping that you would be like the rain, moistening everything silently, having a strong and beautiful life, and helping those in need. They named me Lingyu, hoping that I could be like a piece of beautiful jade, beautiful and precious, but unfortunately..."

Bai Cha's tears finally fell, she closed her eyes, and her voice trembled a little.

"I am destined not to be able to live up to their blessing, but I hope you can."

"Are you done?" Meng Lingze's voice was still cold.

Bai Cha then looked at him deeply.

"I didn't finish." There was a hint of pain in her expression.

"I don't know what you've been through in this world to become like this, but brother, even though I was bullied at the beginning, I never thought of giving up on myself, because I know that I still have you. But the way you look now is completely different from what I remember... Brother, do you know what you look like now?"

Bai Cha took a step forward.

"I know what I'm doing!" Meng Lingze interrupted her spell directly.

"I said, either you die or I kill you."

Bai Cha fell completely silent.

She suddenly laughed, tears welling up from her eyes.

"Brother, do you really know what you are doing?"

"Of course I know. I know better than you."

As Meng Lingze spoke, he suddenly slowed down his tone.

"Xiao Yu, my name has two meanings. The second meaning is that the king's rain and dew are equally distributed, benefiting all people."

Meng Lingze smiled, a smile that was full of confidence, determination and determination.

“So I know exactly which path I chose!”

As he said that, he stepped forward again and grabbed Bai Cha's neck.

"As long as you die, I can succeed!"

Bai Cha looked at him sadly, and then a hint of sarcasm flashed across his face.

"Okay, you kill me, but you already said that you didn't succeed the last time I died, didn't you?"

Meng Lingze's expression was gloomy for a moment, then he let go of his hand and sneered.

"You are really not Xiaoyu. My sister would never say such things to me."

Bai Cha found it a little funny and laughed out loud. Then, she leaned on the edge of the rooftop, feeling a little tired.

"Brother, this is not how you become a god."

She murmured, her eyes fixed on the sky.

"you were fooled."

Of course Meng Lingze wouldn't take her words to heart.

"I chose my own path, and I know what I'm doing."

Bai Cha's eyelashes trembled.

"You don't know, brother, I know this is your last level, I really am Xiaoyu, all my memories are back, and I also know more things."

She is really racking her brains now.

First of all, I have to save my own life, otherwise I won’t have the chance to kill him.

Secondly, a new character needs to be established.

"I can help you pass the level, but if I die, you really won't be able to get what you want. If you want to leave here, you must find the person you once wanted to be. You are completely different now than you were before. You think you chose the second path, but you actually don't have a second path at all. It's a dead end!"

Meng Lingze finally stopped responding coldly, but looked at her thoughtfully.

"Do you think I will believe you?"

Bai Cha chuckled.

"I don't need you to believe me. You think I'm not your sister simply because this is a replica. You think I'm just a data-generated NPC with the same memories as your sister."

"But then, am I not me?"

She looked at him somewhat strangely.

"We look exactly the same, and our memories are exactly the same. What makes you think I'm not myself?"

Bai Cha laughed again, and she slowly stood up, holding the railing behind her.

"Because you don't dare to admit it! Brother, you have never dared to admit that I am your sister. It is because you don't dare to admit your past self. You don't dare to face your past self. You are afraid, and God is fearless. Do you think that you can kill your fear by killing me? Impossible!"

Meng Lingze clenched his intact hand.

After wasting so much time and effort on Baicha, we finally saw some results.

She stepped forward again and grasped his cold, sculptured hand.

“Brother, do you dare to deny that you are not afraid? You want to replace Him, but you cannot accept being assimilated by Him.”

Meng Lingze's eyes trembled.

"You think you are afraid of death? No, if you want to become a god, this body is meant to be abandoned. None of them look like humans, so what you are afraid of is not your body, not your life, but the fact that you cannot give up your former self. That is the real you."

Bai Cha let go of her hand after she finished speaking.

"Brother, I have also been wandering in the dungeon for many years. I have seen many players. I don't ask you to believe me. If you still want to kill me, then come find me."

"But I also said, I'm here to help you, it's up to you."

Bai Cha said this and walked past him, but Meng Lingze did not stop her.

He still didn't necessarily believe what Bai Cha said, but he was beginning to waver.

This also proves that he is indeed afraid deep down in his heart.

That’s good, otherwise Bai Cha would feel that he couldn’t complete the task and it was too difficult.

It is impossible to kill him unless it is something that can kill a person quickly. There are chemical drugs of this kind. Bai Cha has already started thinking about finding some. Something that can kill a person in three minutes. It should be able to kill him.