I am a god in the secret world

Bai Cha's words didn't really affect Meng Lingze, and he didn't react particularly strongly.

He still said very gently: "Xiaoyu, you are sick. Brother won't disturb you, but you have to eat first, otherwise how can you get better?"

Bai Cha refused. She vomited whatever he fed her. After a while, the entire bed sheet and quilt had to be changed.

Meng Lingze finally stopped and looked at her for a while, then got up to get new sheets and quilt covers, and put the white tea on a chair beside him.

Baicha is now so thin that he is just a bag of bones.

Putting Bai Cha back on the bed, Meng Lingze stood beside the bed, his eyes gentle but extremely indifferent.

"Xiaoyu, I know you don't like this kind of life, but I do all this for your own good. You have no idea what you will experience in the real world."

Bai Cha's eyes moved again, but he said nothing.

Meng Lingze left.

Bai Cha quickly fell into a deep sleep on the bed.

When she woke up, she found that Meng Lingze was gone. Unexpectedly, he was not there.

Bai Cha sat up and poured herself a glass of water. Then, she was stunned for a while and confirmed that Meng Lingze was really not at home.

And the pervasive surveillance has also disappeared.

Bai Cha's eyes flickered, and he walked out tentatively and left the villa.

The whole world seemed to have returned to normal.

But it's only an illusion.

Because Bai Cha's wrist felt cool and tight.

Yugi helped Baicha hide the Buddha statue and white gauze on his wrist, ensuring that no one, including the Buddha statue, would notice it until at least the last moment.

This can ensure to the greatest extent possible that Bai Cha's identity will not be exposed.

But even though it is hidden, Bai Cha can still feel the white gauze.

Ever since Ji Qingyue disappeared, leaving only a piece of white gauze on her hand, this piece of white gauze has no longer had any presence.

At this moment, all that can be said is that the current situation is quite dangerous.

Bai Cha seemed to be unaware of anything and gazed greedily at this normal world. He walked on the street with unsteady steps and a confused look on his face.

Because she really didn't know where to go.

It has been almost a year since her parents' accident, but she is only 11 years old.

After walking for a while, she felt she couldn't walk anymore, so she simply sat down on a flower bed by the roadside and looked up at the sky with a confused look on her face.

It was still a little cold at the moment, and the wind made her shiver when it blew, and she felt like she was going to have a fever again.

My head started to hurt too.

But she really didn't want to go back.

She just stood on the side of the road, watching the passers-by, occasionally glancing over, but quickly looking away.

Even though her face looked so ugly and she looked shaky, it was no longer like before, as if no matter where she went, people would care about her.

Bai Chamian instead breathed a sigh of relief, and then continued to sit there in a daze.

Meng Lingze's action looked like letting go.

But he couldn't let go, so he took this opportunity to stroke Bai Cha.

Meng Lingze must pass the level.

If you want to pass a level, you must meet the clearance conditions.

Perhaps for Meng Lingze, what he thinks of as passing the level is becoming a god completely.

No matter what the relationship between him and the Buddha statue is, just talk about him.

What does it mean to become a god?
This question should be quite crucial.

To achieve any goal, there must always be a corresponding price or condition.

Meng Lingze can already control everyone in the entire copy, which is no longer within the scope of human beings. This is not considered a success, and Meng Lingze has always been around Meng Lingyu.

According to Bai Cha's initial inference, Meng Lingze would most likely have to wait until Meng Lingyu was 14 years old. As long as she was not dead, perhaps he would succeed.

This speculation is mainly based on all the human and physical information related to the evil god that he has come into contact with.

For example, her father was obsessed with finding her mother.

For example, at the beginning, her obsession was to get out of the game, or even to overturn the game.

Of course, to this day, the idea of ​​leaving the game is still there, but the idea of ​​overturning the game has changed.

As the game itself said, the game cannot disappear.

But that doesn't mean games can't be out of her life forever.

In short, if you ask for something, you will get something.

What about Meng Lingze?
What does he want?
It definitely couldn't be something like his sister coming back to life, otherwise he wouldn't be this bad guy now.

What he is asking for is definitely not for someone else, but only for himself.

Bai Cha seemed dazed on the surface, but in his heart he was trying to put himself into the shoes of Meng Lingze.

His parents committed suicide by jumping off a building, leaving behind debts and a younger sister, forcing the arrogant Meng Lingze to bow his head.

Then, in just four years, my sister also chose to leave.

Although these three people committed suicide for their own reasons, it was because they could not bear the pain of living.

But this pain will not disappear with their death. For Meng Lingze, the death of his parents was the first blow, but at least he still has his sister, or in other words, at least he has his sister as a reason.

As a reason for him to keep his head down and make a living.

He can say that he does everything for his sister and is also working hard to make money.

But in the blink of an eye, this reason disappeared.

He really hated those who hurt his sister, and he also investigated the reasons, but those people were the same age as his sister at the time, so they could still live openly in the sun.

But in fact, if we only consider this point, Bai Cha still feels that Meng Lingze would not have such strong malice towards his sister.

Of course, maybe this is not a malicious act, I just hate my sister for choosing to leave.

But in fact, the logic of the characters' behavior seems to be a little lacking.

Unless Meng Lingze experienced something during this period, something equally painful.

In fact, Bai Cha also asked the game for Meng Lingze's life story, but the game said that this involved the player's personal privacy and there was really no way to open a back door because that was the rule.

Bai Cha simply didn't care what Meng Lingze had experienced. It was true that his entire personality was distorted.

Perhaps because of something that happened, he gritted his teeth and persevered, thinking that his sister still needed him, but his sister turned around and gave up on him.

Maybe the so-called thing was actually entering the game. It seemed like he had been in the game for more than eleven years.

Meng Lingze is 32 years old this year. Eleven years ago, he was 21 years old, a junior in college. It was still a year before Meng Lingyu committed suicide.

Assuming that in this year, Meng Lingze also experienced life and death, and had to work hard to make money in reality, he would have wanted to commit suicide directly, but he persisted for his sister.

That makes sense.

No, my head hurts worse.

Bai Cha raised his hands to cover his head, shivering with cold.

If I sit down any longer, I might really die.

And at this moment, a warm coat wrapped her.

Bai Cha raised her head and saw it was Meng Lingze, and her tears immediately fell.

"elder brother……"

Meng Lingze seemed like a different person and gently took her hand.

"Let's go home."