I am a god in the secret world

Baicha went home.

It was a rare moment for her to do nothing. She simply turned off her cell phone, then sat there and carefully sorted out her past life.

Shen Qingchen may not be dead, but it is impossible for her to find him now.

Maybe she was lost in the copy like Bai Zhiwei and Xu Mingwang, or maybe it was another way.

Or maybe, as those players in the forum speculated, the dead players are actually in another world, they just left this world.

Or like Yu Zhenzhen, they seem to be trapped in some forgotten corner.

In short, everything is speculation, so everything is possible.

She wants answers and will go find them herself.

Just like in the dream, Shen Qingchen asked her those questions.

Bai Cha went to the convenience store and bought a new notebook. He opened it and wrote down the questions carefully.

What do I want?

This question was difficult for Bai Cha to answer, but she still tried to write down the answer.

【I want to get better.】

[But this is impossible, it is born this way.

But it's not impossible to take good care of myself and improve myself, so, is this what I want? 】

No.

[I want my sister to stop being disturbed by games. ]

This can be tentatively decided.

Bai Cha hesitated and put a question mark between want and need.

[I need to become stronger, I need to find a way to get out of the game, especially to help my sister. ]

Yes, this is necessary, including for the body, and she needs it because it will give her more energy.

She also needs to find memories related to her parents and figure it all out.

In short, none of these were what she wanted, but what she needed.

Bai Cha threw down the pen and lay down on the bed.

Need, and want.

This seems difficult to distinguish. In fact, it can be said that it is what she wants, but this "real want" probably means abandoning all external demands.

If there were no games to disturb her, she wouldn't need to help her sister. If there were no games, she wouldn't need to know the past, wouldn't need to find out what her parents did, and wouldn't need to know where Sister Shen had gone.

What else could she want under such circumstances?
For example...dreams?
Have no idea.

Forget it.

Bai Cha sat up, determined not to make things difficult for herself, and made a list of what she needed first.

She wrote a lot of things, and later she simply listed the stories in each copy.

Until another night fell.

After washing up, Baicha entered a game.

She hasn't looked at her own personal skills yet.

I opened the panel, and before I looked at the skills of Dodder, I was stunned by the progress bar of [Fruit of Truth].

Because, at some point, the progress bar suddenly rose to 50%.

Bai Cha reached out and clicked it, looking carefully to make sure that the progress was really halfway through.

she mused.

Let’s look at the skills of Dodder.

【Dodder (no grade classification):
Skill 1: Parasitism.

The delicate dodder plant does not have the ability to grow on its own, so it can parasitize a host and take away its power.

Passive derivative skill: Sacrifice.

If the host actively offers its power, it can give you the power to get out of the dungeon. But the power given will eventually wither.

Passive derivative skill: Guard.

If you truly value the power given to you by others, then guard it well and you can take it back.

Skill 2: Gift.

The delicate dodder flower originally has no ability to give energy to others, but when you are willing to protect your own power, you will also have the ability to give power to others. If the recipient is a ghost, it will purify the ghost.

Others require players to investigate on their own. 】

Baicha was a little dazed.

She didn't even know that her skills had changed so much without her noticing.

Bai Cha took a deep breath and made a decision in his heart.

She was going to do everything on her list.

The first one: find Xu Taotao.

She wanted to know what was going on with this other self.

And according to the previous copy, she might be able to go directly to the S-level copy "A Match Made in Heaven" to look for it.

Coincidentally, there were a large number of pink fragments in that copy, so many that including the ones she had, the total number could reach over nine hundred.

Then, go find Xu Mingwang.

The copy where he got lost was also S-level. She planned to go to "A Match Made in Heaven" first to see what the S-level copy looked like, and then set out to look for Xu Mingwang.

Having made the decision, she went to post on the forum.

[Who wants to join "A Match Made in Heaven"? Let's discuss forming a team. 】

This has undoubtedly sparked new discussions.

[Ah? If I remember correctly, this copy is S, right? Or is there a copy with the same name? ]

[It's the one with the same name. There are very few copies of the same name in the game. 】

[Fuck, are we going to enter the S-level dungeon now? Isn't Sister Bai too fast? ]

[Sister Bai, please tell me whether Shen Qingchen has completed the game or not? Or is he dead? Please tell me! ]

【yes……】

Bai Cha saw these people asking for answers.

She thought about it and replied.

[I'm not sure, but she's definitely not dead, at least I think so.]

The only thing Bai Cha could be sure of was that Shen Qingchen was not dead.

She must still be out there somewhere in the world.

That's why she couldn't find her soul flower.

But she did give her the power...

Bai Cha didn’t know what had happened, but it didn’t matter, she would go find out.

The storm caused by her words was even bigger than before.

Every word she said was even magnified and interpreted.

Under such circumstances, Bai Cha once again received an invitation from the president of the Voodoo Guild, who sent her a private message from the forum.

Yin Haimeng: Let’s meet. I apologize for what happened before. Also, if you want to enter an S-level dungeon, it is actually very difficult to team up with others, because there are relatively few S-level players, but they enter the dungeon frequently, so it is rare for everyone to play the dungeon together, and most of the time they play alone.

Yin Haimeng: The news that Yu Zhenzhen gave me was something about Meng Lingze. I can show it to you.

Yin Haimeng: I really don’t mean anything else. I just want to quit this game. Also, be careful of my brother. He has been targeting you before and has cooperated with the Butterfly Chasing Guild. They may all target you. Let’s meet and discuss the details, okay?
Bai Cha agreed.

Before, I really hated this person's airs. He clearly had something to ask her, but he had to act like that.

Now that the other person is willing to put down his airs, Bai Cha doesn't have to hold it up anymore, which would be pointless.

Baicha still invited people to come here.

She really likes the one-click expulsion function in the game.

Yin Haimeng is a thin man in his early thirties, with long hair and bangs that almost cover his eyes. He looks gloomy, which is not a very pleasing temperament.

Moreover, inexplicably, when he moved to that station, Bai Cha felt that the area around him became much darker.

No wonder players have a low opinion of the Voodoo Guild. Just from the first impression, it is hard to have a good impression of them.

"My place is rather simple, so I won't exchange pleasantries with you. Go ahead and talk."

Yin Haimeng looked at the empty hospital lobby, was silent for a moment, and nodded.

"Take a look at this first. Yu Zhenzhen gave it to me."