I am a god in the secret world

Chapter 317: Rejecting Kindness

Bai Cha struggled to wake up in this pain.

She didn't even dare to continue sleeping, even though sleepiness could pull her back into a dream in the next second.

She forced herself to sit up, which caused her appendix to move, and the pain in her stomach made her a little more awake.

She finally recovered and touched her body, the remaining pain was so clear.

The skin on my body felt as if it had been scratched to pieces by the nails. It took me a long time before I could no longer feel the pain.

She first took a look at the game interface on her mobile phone.

There was no new copy shown, and she had not yet dreamed about this copy, so this dream was not related to the copy.

But the last time I had such a realistic dream, I had to enter a dungeon.

If it has nothing to do with the copy, is it my own memory or just a dream?

So if it's a memory... then is the game a mystery game, or... reality?
This question is obviously difficult to answer.

The next day, Bai Cha went to have the stitches removed.

The wires have been removed, but if you want to restore it, you have to continue to maintain it.

Her aunt took her to their home and made her some black chicken soup.

In fact, Bai Cha was at Shen Qingchen's place, and she drank a lot of soups and drinks every day, all of which were things that restored her vitality. They made her get so irritated that she had mouth ulcers for the past two days.

But she really couldn't refuse her aunt's kindness, so she decided to eat something to reduce internal heat later.

But her menstrual period has only been these two days. In fact, it should have come a long time ago, but it might be because her body was weak after the operation, so it has been delayed.

So maybe you can’t eat things that reduce heat yet.

Hesitating, Bai Cha felt that he should refuse.

Because I'm really getting a severe fever and if I eat any more I'll probably get a fever.

But my aunt's kindness was so sincere.

Just like everyone who helped her before.

"Why don't you drink?" asked her aunt when she saw her staring at the bowl in a daze.

"I don't want to drink! Can't you do something else? I'm full after just two sips of soup. Look how thin my sister is."

Xu Shengsheng was speaking in a sarcastic tone.

When her aunt saw her like this, she was furious.

"Xu Shengsheng, I noticed that you've been in a rebellious phase recently, right? Why are you talking more and more harshly? Is this how you talk to me now?"

Xu Shengsheng mumbled twice, shrank his neck, and said nothing.

Auntie was still so angry that she punched her twice.

Bai Cha found it a little funny and finally spoke.

"I've been taking too much tonic recently, and I'm suffering from a sore throat. I have a serious mouth ulcer. You guys can have some chicken soup."

Rejecting kindness is the hardest thing for her to do.

Just like in the past, when she accepted kindness that she didn't want to accept, she would always find a way to give it back, so she would not refuse the requests of those who helped her.

But actually she didn't want to, just like when Yu Zhenzhen asked her to pick up the express delivery, she could have refused, but she didn't.

She maintained her seemingly gentle, harmless, kind and generous personality, maintaining the so-called balance. She did not want to accept help from others that she could actually solve on her own, but she also did not want to be accused of having character problems if she refused.

But she did have a problem.

So, what if others have those comments?

Why does she maintain such a hypocritical personality?

I haven't been in the game for long, but I have entered many dungeons.

Perhaps the only benefit these copies brought her was that she admitted that she had problems and revealed them in the copies.

This is why she likes copies.

She can be herself.

It even made her a little forgetful of why she had always pretended to be like that in the first place.

How strange...

Is it because you care about what others think?

When did it start? I think it started when I was very young.

She had consciously disguised herself since she was very young, thinking that this way she would not be disliked, and would not be... abandoned.

Why do you have this idea?

Because mom is gone, dad has become strange too?
What is that lost memory?
Bai Cha thought of "Xu Taotao" in a trance, and she told her to be yourself.

An idea came to her mind, but she couldn't be sure.

But perhaps, by finding the memory, I can find my true self, and maybe I can know what the real "Xu Taotao" is.

Her aunt's voice brought her back to her senses.

"If you don't want to drink it, then don't drink it. It's okay. The remaining soup can be used to make noodles. Eat more meat. It's okay to eat meat, right?"

Bai Cha came back to his senses and said, "Okay."

After dinner, Bai Cha went back to his place and took a nap.

I also had a lot of messy dreams at noon. When I woke up, I felt extremely tired and sweaty.

She turned on the air conditioner, and after a while, she felt a little uncomfortable because of the cold.

It seems like I have a fever again.

It is also possible that you had a slight fever at noon and actually had a slight headache in the morning, but in summer, the temperature is relatively high and you didn't feel any obvious symptoms of fever.

I had a good sleep and was sweating, and now I am up again.

This kind of thing was common in the past.

Bai Cha was too lazy to take medicine. She was definitely suffering from a fever. She already had sores in her mouth and tongue. If she forced herself to reduce the fever, the sores in her mouth would probably get even worse.

Besides, life is all about misfortunes never come alone.

She had her period and it was in excruciating pain.

Fortunately, the antipyretic was also a painkiller, so she just took them together. However, the result was just as she expected, she developed several more ulcers in her mouth, and even the root of her tongue was rotten.

This made it difficult for her to eat, and her already weak body became even worse.

Bai Cha didn't dare tell her aunt and rested at home for a few days, eating thin porridge for every meal.

Five days passed and Shen Qingchen called her in the evening.

"I'm going to enter the game."

Baicha couldn't even say anything because her mouth hurt.

She took a breath and said, "Okay, I'll enter the game."

Shen Qingchen was stunned and asked curiously, "What's wrong with you?"

"No, I have a mouth ulcer. My mouth hurts so much that I can't speak. I'm going to play the game to recover."

Bai Cha finished speaking in one breath and hung up the phone.

It really hurts. There was a spot right where her canine teeth were. Whenever she spoke, the tip of the canine teeth would rub against her. She burst into tears.

She went straight into the game.

In the game, the power in her body gradually allowed the wounds in her mouth to heal.

Baicha couldn't help but sigh.

The game is really attractive!
Bai Cha did not go to the Chen Huan Guild.

She could feel Shen Qingchen when he entered the game town, after all, there was the dodder connection.

Soon, this connection seemed to be broken for a moment, but it was quickly reconnected.

It’s just so far away, yet so close.

Shen Qingchen entered the game.

Bai Cha carefully felt the power and tried to activate it, but it didn't work. It was still in a stuck and cooled state.

She waited for another half an hour, believing that Shen Qingchen should have tried to see if he could give her strength from there, so she planned to enter the game.

She went straight to the forum.

[Are there any players who want to enter the "Lianzhi Gongzhong" dungeon now? Let's form a team]

(End of this chapter)