I am a god in the secret world

Chapter 276: Sister Sticky (Two in One)

The doctor came over to check on Bai Cha's condition and found that she was indeed in great pain and had been having difficulty breathing for three days. Logically, she should have been discharged from the hospital this afternoon.

"Let me prescribe some medicine for her. She has a headache, right? She also vomited... I'll prescribe some. If she has insomnia, I'll prescribe some medicine as well. But if you can fall asleep after you go back, don't take the medicine yet."

The medicine has been prescribed.

The white tea finally got some water.

Actually, I’m not thirsty, after all, I receive so many bottles of fluid every day.

But it's different.

The hot water made her feel a little better.

"Drink more. I asked you and you can eat today. I'll ask Lao Yang to bring some noodles over later. He cooks delicious food."

Shen Qingchen helped her tidy up her hair.

Bai Cha nodded aggrievedly.

"You will be discharged in the afternoon, or will you stay here for two more days?"

There aren't many people in the hospital recently. There are two beds in this room, but Bai Cha is the only patient there.

Bai Cha shook her head.

“I can’t sleep in the hospital.”

"That's right." Shen Qingchen touched her head with pity.

Baicha only slept for a few hours in the past few days.

"The medicine will take effect soon, then you can sleep for a while."

Bai Cha nodded.

"By the way, Sister Shen, the company..."

"It's okay. I've talked to the HR department and your job will be handed over directly. It's nothing serious. Your things have been packed for you. Just go get them when you're ready."

Bai Cha nodded, feeling a little guilty.

Shen Qingchen pressed her brow with amusement.

"You are renting a house now, right? It's not suitable for you to live alone in your condition. Come to my place first and stay for two days. When you feel better, go home."

"If the house is hard to clean up, you can just find someone and I'll take care of it for you. Don't refuse. No one can rest assured about your current condition. It's best to relax and get better, right?"

Shen Qingchen had taken care of all of Bai Cha's concerns.

Her eyes were red again.

She was a little confused.

I have been too delicate these days.

I cry at the slightest provocation.

It's not like she hasn't been like this before, but it was mostly just an act.

But this time I really can't control it.

Shen Qingchen was so gentle. She was always considerate and by her side at the first opportunity. She couldn't help wanting to rely on him.

This made her depressed again.

She doesn't want to become that delicate and weak girl.

Shen Qingchen looked at her, went out to get some warm water, and wiped her face.

The medicine is gradually taking effect and my headache is not as painful anymore, but my chest still hurts. It hurts when I sit down or when I lie down. I feel uncomfortable all the time.

If the anger refuses to go away, then medicine will be the only way to help, but that will probably take at least a week.

Although the wound is not serious, the stitches will have to be removed after a week.

It is indeed best to go home.

But going home is also troublesome.

There is a high-speed rail that goes directly home, but it might not be convenient for her to take the high-speed rail in her condition.

Bai Cha is already considering continuing to stay in the rented house by herself.

She couldn't trouble Sister Shen too much, so she would leave after finishing this copy.

After all, I have been in the hospital for three days, plus the weekend, it has been four days now, and there are only three days left before I have to enter the dungeon.

Because she was in pain all over, she didn't even look at the name of the copy on her phone.

I just asked Xu Shengsheng if anything happened and whether he had any dreams recently.

Xu Shengsheng said no.

Bai Cha was still worried. That dream was too disturbing. Why was Xu Shengsheng chosen?
I can’t think about these things for now. My head will hurt even more if I think about them.

When she was feeling the most miserable, she thought about playing games to escape.

At least let her go in and have a sleep. It's quiet there and better than here now.

Shen Qingchen noticed her intention and stopped her.

"You can escape by entering the game, and you can even heal your body faster in the game, but what good will it do to you in reality?"

Baicha was really devastated at that time.

She didn't know what she was saying. She just kept crying and saying that she felt uncomfortable. She just wanted to take a nap, and maybe the pain would be less after a nap.

Shen Qingchen comforted her.

It was late at night and she gently pressed her forehead.

"Bai Cha, you can never give up on yourself. Face the reality. That's the real you. If you can't accept it, you won't go far in the game."

"None of us knows what this game is, let alone when it will end. Whether it can bring good or bad, we can only accept it and cannot escape it."

She seemed to be talking to Bai Cha, but also seemed to be talking to herself.

Bai Cha fell asleep for a while under her comfort.

After waking up, I felt embarrassed and kept thinking about what she said.

At this time, Yang Qingyun came over with a lunch box.

The sound of knocking on the ward door interrupted Bai Cha's thoughts.

Yang Qingyun didn't come in. He gave the lunch box to Shen Qingchen, said a few words to her and left.

Bai Cha didn't hear what was said, but she saw that Shen Qingchen's fatigue seemed to be relieved a little.

Of course, accompanying someone is also very hard work. Bai Cha grabbed the bed sheet with mixed feelings.

Shen Qingchen put the lunch box on the table and opened it.

There are two portions in it, one is clear soup noodles, the noodles are soft and fluffy, with an egg beaten in it, and this one is white tea.

The other one was the fish-flavored shredded pork rice, which belonged to Shen Qingchen.

"Eat it. Is it convenient? Otherwise I'll feed you." Shen Qingchen handed the bowl of noodles to Bai Cha.

"I can."

Bai Cha took the meal himself. After the medicine took effect, he felt less uncomfortable.

And my stomach has been empty all the time, so being able to eat a bite of food now soothes my body and mind.

She became tearful again.

Shen Qingchen looked at him with amusement, then picked up his meal.

"Xiao Cha, didn't you ask me before why I treated you so well? I said it was because you were my favorite. Do you remember?"

Bai Cha nodded. Shen Qingchen sighed slightly.

"When I was young, I was just like you. I had a strong sense of self-esteem and was sensitive. I didn't want to be looked down upon, nor did I want to be looked down upon because of my identity as a woman."

"I also have a painful period, but I always insist on working. Even so, I still hear people say, 'You women are troublesome, it's better to be a man.' Obviously, I don't delay my work at all."

She looked at Bai Cha tenderly.

"My family values ​​boys over girls, and I lost contact with them a long time ago. I was born in a relatively remote and poor area. Throughout my growth, I was eager to become someone more powerful than men."

Bai Cha drank the soup in silence.

She could probably guess what Shen Qingchen wanted to say, but surprisingly she didn't feel as awkward as before.

"When I first entered the workplace, I cut my hair and wore a smart suit to make myself look more powerful."

"But why do you think I should be more powerful than men? Because of social problems? Environmental problems? But I can't change these."

Shen Qingchen shook his head.

"Strong is strong, regardless of gender. When I found myself trapped in the view that women are naturally weaker than men, I realized that I would never be able to become strong this way."

"Physiological differences are normal and innate. Women also have their own unique charms. Why should I hate my own physical characteristics? It is not necessary to have short hair and suits to be strong."

"Because I care too much, I always feel that many people look down on me and try hard to prove myself, but what about me?"

"I always subconsciously choose to ignore praise, and always think that I deserve everything only if I do better. But in fact, whether I have long hair or short hair, it is my right to choose. I can have short hair because it is convenient, and I can have long hair because it looks good. No matter what the reason, I deserve good things and I can choose what I want."

"Everyone should have the right to choose their own life."

She took a bite of food.

"I met someone before. She was also a gamer. She was...similar to you in style. I mean in appearance. She was very gentle. I have never met such a gentle person."

"That girl is six years older than me. We met in a dungeon. She... I thought she looked like a housewife at first, and later I found out that she really was. Her skill is called Gentle as Water, which is born out of her personality."

"She just likes cooking and organizing things. I was very surprised at the time because in my opinion, who would really like these things?"

"She said that there is nothing wrong with liking these things. What people don't like is losing themselves and being forced to do only these things. She really likes them, but she won't do them when she doesn't want to. She has also maintained her ability to learn and can do other things she likes at any time. The choice is in her hands."

“Once people give up their choices for the sake of others, cater to others, they will lose themselves, and all the things they love will become heavy.”

"You will gradually become sensitive, anxious, painful, entangled, irritable, and eager to control, because the sense of deprivation brought about by losing yourself will make you very eager to get something to fill it."

"She is very emotionally stable. Sometimes I feel that she is like a bodhisattva, not happy with things or sad with herself."

"And her strength is indeed not bad at all. She can always use her all-embracing gentleness and calmness, like a bottomless lake, to make NPCs willingly drown. Her charm is the strongest female power I have ever seen."

"She upgraded all the way to S6, but unfortunately...she got lost in a dungeon."

Shen Qingchen had a look of regret on his face.

"This is how games are. No one knows whether they will survive or die in the next copy, just like in reality."

"I'm not telling you this to instill my views in you. I just hope you can be yourself and face your physical differences. This is not your fault, and it doesn't mean you are weak."

"People are born different. Some like exquisite and gorgeous dresses and sparkling jewelry, while others like cold and heavy swords and majestic armor."

“Some people are born as tall as trees, but some are born as swaying grass. Some are the sun, some are the moon, some are the stars, and some are invisible dust.”

"You are unique, be yourself and go after what you want."

"It's not your fault that you're not feeling well. You don't have to hate your sensitivity because it's something you were born with. Your body feels pain because you were born a little worse than others, but it's not your choice. You can't hurt her more just because she's in pain."

"She is the only one who feels the same way as you do. Your heart and your body, you are one."

She held Baicha's hand and placed it on her heart.

"Listen, she's been crying. She told you she's in pain. She hopes you can treat yourself better, love her more, and relieve her pain."

"Bai Cha, if you are unwilling to accept your fate, you should accept it and learn to accept your destiny. Only in this way can you change your fate!"

Bai Cha pursed her lips tightly and started crying uncontrollably.

She didn't want to cry too hard, so she held it in. Then she burped violently, and the pain in her chest became even worse.

Shen Qingchen had no choice but to pat her to calm her down.

"Just cry, don't hold it in."

But Bai Cha still couldn't cry.

Shen Qingchen didn't force her, she took the bowl from her hand first.

"I believe you understand all these principles. You have always been a very smart, serious, and powerful person. I couldn't do what you did when I was your age."

"You are always sick and have endured pain that ordinary people cannot endure. You have grown up well and have surpassed many people. You deserve to be appreciated and praised, and you deserve to love and be loved."

"After all, you never think of yourself as weak, right? But you are not sure, always wavering between self-conceit and inferiority. What you need is self-confidence."

Bai Cha nodded, sobbing continuously and unable to utter a word.

But the ups and downs of her emotions and the effect of the painkillers made her feel sleepy.

Shen Qingchen didn't say anything else and coaxed her to finish her meal.

Baicha fell asleep.

Shen Qingchen put away the lunch box, went to get some hot water, and wiped the tears from her face.

In the afternoon, Bai Cha woke up and it was time to be discharged from the hospital.

Yang Qingyun came to pick them up.

Baicha seldom visits other people's homes, or never at all.

Shen Qingchen's home is a 120-square-meter three-bedroom and two-living room apartment, which is spacious and bright overall.

There are many fresh roses in the room, red, white and pink, blooming in the vases.

However, these flowers are placed quite high, probably because they are afraid that children will touch them.

There was an elderly auntie looking after a child. The child, who was only a few months old, was lying on the ground playing with a ball. When he heard the sound, he turned around and excitedly stretched out his hand.

Bai Cha stood at the door with some restraint.

Shen Qingchen helped her in and sat down, and Yang Qingyun had already picked up the child naturally.

Seeing this, the aunt said, "Sir and Madam, should I stay here or go back?"

"You go back first." Yang Qingyun said.

The aunt nodded and left quickly.

And Bai Cha was looking at the child Shen Qingchen.

The little girl looks very much like her mother, and she stares at Bai Cha with curiosity.

They looked at each other in the eye, and Shen Qingchen next to them found it funny.

"Why, do you two know each other? Come, let me introduce you. This is my daughter, Yang Yuexi, nicknamed Shadan'er."

White tea: "..."

"Why is your nickname Silly Egg?"

When the little girl grows up, she will know that this nickname will make her autistic, right?

"Hahaha, it's funny! It's easy to live with a bad name, right, idiot?" Shen Qingchen laughed wantonly.

Yang Qingyun also laughed amusedly. Yang Yuexi didn't know what her parents were laughing at, so she also giggled.

It's quite stupid.

Bai Cha also laughed.

When I was designing the character of Sister Shen, I was thinking about this conversation. Sister Shen is a very important life role for Bai Cha. It is also the beginning for her to truly face herself.

But actually I feel that I haven't written it well. Oh, it's an old habit. Imagining is one thing, writing is another. Hahahaha. So I struggled with this paragraph and combined it into one chapter. I actually don't like two-in-one chapters because I think one chapter has too many words. Generally, if I think the plot needs to be coherent, I will directly collect multiple chapters and publish them together. But if this one is really separated, it feels too emotional. Orz
As for whether there will be more updates in the afternoon, well, it depends on the situation. To be honest, I have only recovered from my illness for a week, and I think of it again. I am tired.
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