I am a god in the secret world

Chapter 242: [My Mother] Self-blame and pain

When they arrived at the hospital, Mother Han returned to normal, and the world returned to normal too.

But she was unaware of it.

She rushed into the hospital holding Bai Cha, who was covered in blood.

"Doctor! Where's the doctor? Come and save my child!"

The nurse at the front desk rushed out quickly and was shocked when she saw Bai Cha's face covered in blood.

"Quick! First aid!"

"Don't be anxious, patient. Please tell me what the child is like and what his medical history is."

Mother Han's body was shaking, her face was covered with tears, and her complexion was very pale.

"Save her, please save her..."

"Don't worry, we will save him right away. Tell us first if the child has any medical history and what caused the current condition so that we can provide first aid!"

The nurse said patiently but hurriedly.

"She...she seems to have leukemia..."

Upon hearing this, the doctor who rushed over immediately called the nurse and started treating Bai Cha.

After a lot of trouble, Bai Cha was sent to the ward.

Her bleeding has stopped and the results of all her physical examinations are out.

Mother Han looked at the doctor nervously.

"How is my Yingying?"

"It's like this. The child's condition is a little pessimistic, but her various signs seem to be OK, so we want to understand the specific situation first. When did her nosebleed and vomiting blood start?"

Mother Han shook her head.

"It didn't happen before, but today... I brought her to the hospital immediately."

"Then how did you know your child had leukemia? What symptoms did he have when you discovered it?"

"My child had a fever, so I took him to the hospital for a checkup. The results showed that there was a problem with the blood test. They suspected that it might be leukemia, but they did not rule out a misdiagnosis. So I... I took the child home first..."

Mother Han pounded her chest in pain.

"After returning, she..."

The doctor frowned upon hearing this, feeling a little thorny.

"Even if it's acute leukemia, it shouldn't have progressed so quickly... How high was her fever and how long had she been having it?"

"It was only 37 degrees at the time. I just had a fever this afternoon."

"Has the child been injured before? Have you observed the healing process of the child after the injury?"

Mother Han shook her head.

"She rarely gets hurt, and even if she does..." She paused, her expression painful and strange.

"Is it because of the power I gave her? I just want her to get better soon..."

"What did you say?" The doctor didn't hear her clearly.

Or in other words, in this copy, these doctors would not have heard this.

Mother Han looked at Bai Cha, who was lying on the bed with a pale face, immersed in the pain of self-blame. She walked forward, gently half-knelt beside the bed, and carefully reached out one hand to Bai Cha's forehead.

Bai Cha is now on oxygen and she feels very uncomfortable.

Being weak and strong at the same time almost tortured her to death.

Seeing this, the doctor called her a few more times, and finally could only sigh.

"Family members of the patient, we will now discuss the child's condition and then do a further examination to see if there are other triggering factors."

"I hope you can cooperate and don't be too sad. The child's illness is not hopeless. If you collapse, what will happen to the child?"

These words seemed to touch Mother Han.

Her body trembled slightly, and determination reappeared in her eyes.

"Yes, I can't let Yingying lose me again. Doctor, please continue the examination and make sure to cure my Yingying."

But the new examination results were no different from the previous round. After the city doctors discussed it, Baicha's condition was still stable, so they called Han's mother.

"It's like this. The child may need a marrow transplant. However, your child's condition is indeed too fast. We are not sure if there are other problems, but we can't find any after investigation."

"We suggest you go to the province for another checkup. The conditions there are better. The child's condition is relatively stable. From the current perspective, there will be no problem in the short term."

Mother Han nodded in a daze.

“What if we can’t find out anything?”

The doctors looked at each other in silence.

"Ms. Han, it may sound cruel to say this, but there are indeed many diseases in this world that we have not yet conquered. We can only say that judging from the child's current condition, it is most likely acute leukemia. If we want to cure it, perhaps we can find a suitable bone marrow, although there will be risks..."

"But in any case, I hope you can prepare in advance."

"I can't prepare well!" Han's mother shouted out of control.

"How could I lose my Yingying? She is my own flesh and blood! If I can't even take care of my daughter, what is the meaning of my existence?"

"Calm down. The child is already like this. You still have to take good care of the child. Things haven't come to the final stage yet. You don't have to worry so much. Let's arrange for the child to get a check-up first, okay?"

Mother Han closed her eyes in despair.

But she still agreed to be transferred to another hospital.

With the help of the hospital, the white tea was delivered to the Provincial Central Hospital almost overnight.

Then there was another round of inspection.

During this process, Baicha had fallen into a coma due to being too weak.

However, there is not much difference in the examination results, only some individual differences in the values, which are related to the instruments.

"Your daughter does have acute leukemia, but her condition is relatively stable. It's a blessing in disguise. Maybe if we find a bone marrow match, there's a chance that she can be cured."

"Then can I give her my bone marrow?"

"You can come for a checkup."

The doctor can't guarantee it either.

Many times, even if the parents are siblings, the bone marrow may not be a match.

Mother Han completed the examination with great anticipation and waited for the results.

She returned to the ward.

Baicha has woken up.

Pain is something that you can bear if you get used to it.

"Mother……"

Baicha's voice is hoarse and weak like a newborn cat.

People also look as if they will be so fragile that they will die at any moment.

Mother Han looked at her with pity.

"Mom, I'm sorry. It's all my fault. It's my fault that I didn't take good care of you..."

The more she spoke, the more excited she became, and the more she broke down, covering her face and crying.

Bai Cha looked at her with pity.

"Mom, how should I answer you?"

She looks a little mature for her age.

It doesn’t matter. I believe that Mother Han won’t care about these details at this time.

Mother Han looked up helplessly.

"What did you say?"

"I say, should I blame you or not blame you? If I blame you, will you feel better? If I say I don't blame you, will you be happier?"

With a buzzing sound, Mother Han's mind went blank and her heart almost suffocated with pain at this moment.

(End of this chapter)