I am a god in the secret world

Chapter 224: [Blessings and Longevity] Desires are Insatiable

"Who told you to draw? I'm telling you, studying is the right thing to do! Look at others! They are in the top ten in the school, and you? Only 20!"

"You're so proud of yourself just because you ranked in the top three. Why didn't you get first place? What is there to be proud of?"

"Why can't you be like other kids? Look at them, they always come first!"

"hurry up!"

"What's the point of being first? You have to be better!"

"Being first in school is nothing, you have to be first in the city! First in the province!"

"To be better, you have to be better!"

The overwhelming sound suddenly filled Bai Cha's mind.

These voices did not come one by one, but exploded in her mind all at once.

It took her a long time to react and she let go of her hand, her head still buzzing.

Bai Cha simply sat back on his hospital bed, took a while to calm down, looked at the ceiling again, and then looked at He Yan.

"What is this? What do your parents expect of you?"

If that's the case, then it can't be considered a ghost. No, what parent would expect something to become something this concrete?

It’s no wonder that the doctor concluded that He Yan’s illness stemmed from her living environment. It did cause her illness, but it was not exactly the same.

He Yan shook her head.

"I do not know."

"It was a dark monster in the dream."

He Yan closed her eyes in some pain.

"I thought at first that it was caused by the long-term pressure from my parents, just like the doctor said."

"But since I started the treatment, the voice has changed. It has become: Are you feeling better today? Why aren't you feeling better yet? Why aren't you feeling better yet? Hurry up, hurry up..."

“Then I saw it.”

The thing ran out of her dream, hovered over her head, and dropped thousands of silk threads to entangle her.

Li Xiang also got out of bed.

She walked to the door and leaned against it, looking at them, her voice hoarse.

"I'll help you watch."

He Yan's originally numb eyes were suddenly filled with tears.

Bai Cha sighed and took out Fu Hanshan.

The dagger cut through the silk threads in the air, and those silk threads instantly wrapped around Fu Hanshan.

Bai Cha looked at the sword body. It was the sword absorbing.

Her original intention was to see if she could cut it off, but there could be people outside at any time, so she did not use a butcher knife.

A cold, manic power that made people's hearts surge into her body.

Bai Cha closed his eyes and frowned to feel it.

She suddenly found that many of her thoughts were magnified.

I really want a healthy body...

I really want my sister to get out of this damn game...

Why do you control me? No one can control me...

Get stronger! Get stronger! Get stronger!
These thoughts themselves exist in her occasional thoughts in her daily life.

But only occasionally.

Everyone has desires, or wants.

Fortunately, the power was not very great and it was over quickly.

He Yan felt unprecedentedly relaxed. She looked at Bai Cha and opened her mouth. It was obvious that Bai Cha was not feeling well and felt a little guilty and worried.

"Are you OK?"

"It's okay. I'll take it slow."

Bai Cha was indeed fine. She did not deliberately suppress these thoughts. Although she felt irritated and even manic, it was not to the point where she could not control herself.

Fu Hanshan...

Bai Cha looked carefully at the ruby ​​on the sword. Did it flash just now?
When Xu Mingwang got this sword, he said that there was a vengeful soul living in it, and it might wake up.

There had been no movement before.

Is it because the power this time is different? Before, it was just ghosts or those red demons.

This time, this thing seems to magnify people's desires.

desire……

The word "desire" was mentioned in the game's opening hint. Bai Cha put away his sword, thinking.

Desire, desire is insatiable...

What entangles He Yan is the desire generated by her parents. Those can certainly be said to be expectations. However, when one expectation is met and she begins to long for the next one, it is already a desire.

The thing turned into a solid entity and gnawed at He Yan, adding an uncontrollable weirdness to her existing illness.

What about Tai Sui?

These two things look so similar that they may be the same thing, just with different functions.

When the game customer service talked about Tai Sui, there was a question mark behind it.

Therefore, Tai Sui may not really be the Tai Sui in the legend.

Perhaps it is also just a product of human desires.

Desires can never be satisfied, so people who take Tai Sui will never be able to leave Tai Sui.

The growth of Tai Sui seems to absorb people's spirit, or the power of their soul.

Just like He Yan, almost all of her energy was taken away.

If you look at it this way, it is indeed impossible to kill Tai Sui.

No one can kill desire.

So what is Qin Fa?
Does he know the nature of Tai Sui?
The medical records rarely record Tai Sui's detailed characteristics, so he must have intentionally written them down elsewhere.

I should have looked at the things on the bookshelf again last night.

No, no, you'll bite off more than you can chew and will be easily discovered.

After Bai Cha calmed down for a while, her mood improved a lot. Although she still couldn't help but want to become stronger, which would affect some of her thoughts, fortunately everything was still under control.

"Come back." Bai Cha looked at Li Xiang.

Li Xiang nodded, dragged her weak body, and sat back on the hospital bed.

She tilted her head and looked at Bai Cha and He Yan, and smiled.

There was also a little more light in He Yan's eyes, but it was not difficult to see that whether it was her or Li Xiang, it would still take a long time if they really wanted to recover.

Because they do have mental illnesses, then it all depends on themselves.

Who can tell whether it is real or an illusion?

But it's just a copy after all.

Bai Cha didn't stay in the ward any longer. She planned to go downstairs and take a look at the fence.

After walking out the door, she saw several players walking towards the elevator like her.

After yesterday's troubles, except for a few unlucky players, most of the players looked no different from other patients.

The medical staff naturally relaxed their vigilance and allowed them to go downstairs and walk around.

Several people entered the elevator together, and no one said a word.

Until we reached the first floor.

As I stepped out of the elevator, a smell hit me in the face.

Everyone's numb faces showed a daze, and they subconsciously reached out to cover their mouths and noses.

Bai Cha silently covered her nose.

This prop is indeed... In the future, it is best not to use it unless it is a critical moment.

How come the smell not only didn't get smaller after one night, but seemed to get stronger?

Even the lawn outside had a smell, but fortunately it wasn't too strong.

Bai Cha looked up and saw that the sun was shining brightly today.

Glancing around, she saw the little boy.

She walked over.

No one knew where the little black dog had run off to. It was easy for her to kill a ghost, but it was really difficult to ask her to send the soul back. She had never done it before and didn't know how to do it.

The little boy looked up at her.

The two people looked at each other in silence.

The nurse who was taking care of the little boy looked at Bai Cha.

"It's quite rare. Yesterday he was interested in the flowers you gave him, but he wasn't interested in the flowers I gave him. Today he also showed some reaction to you personally."

As the nurse spoke, there was a look of scrutiny in her eyes.

Bai Cha immediately looked up and smiled: "Maybe I'm good-looking."

The nurse looked at her haggard and sallow appearance, and her hair had not been washed for several days: "..."

I'm going to take a day off. I'm in a bad state. I'll adjust myself. Please understand. See you tomorrow. I'll continue to take screenshots. Thank you very much for your support.

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(End of this chapter)