I am a god in the secret world

Chapter 212: [Fu Shou Tian Cheng] Attending Physician (Thanks to the leader Mo Lu Hua Xiang Qian for the extra update)
The child was sitting on the lawn playing with a stuffed rabbit in his hand, with a nurse next to him.

Baicha walked casually on the lawn.

She looked around vaguely.

Ever since she left the ward, there were always some eyes around watching her.

Occasionally, she would glance out of the corner of her eye and see that some nurses and even some doctors were staring at her.

People are not completely insensitive when being watched, especially when many people are watching.

Once this person looks back and doesn't see anyone, he will subconsciously feel a little doubtful, wondering if he is overthinking.
This is a kind of self-doubt.

Under such circumstances, how could patients whose mental states were already poor really get better?

Baicha walked around the grass twice and then found a sunny place to sit down.

She picked up a piece of grass and used the opportunity to look at her hands.

There are quite a few needle holes on my hands. It actually hurts when I move. Many of the needle holes have spread into bruises, and my whole arm feels a bit heavy and painful.

This is because she sometimes gets sick and thinks she is Bai Cha.

No...she is Bai Cha!

Bai Cha raised her eyes and looked towards the tall hospital building.

This building should have nine floors.

According to the height of ordinary wards, this is actually not very high.

It's a nursing home after all.

There seemed to be lawns all around, and some dense trees a little further away.

Those trees seem to be locust trees. Now is April and May, which is the season when locust flowers bloom. There are many white locust flowers hanging on the trees.

Through the gaps between the trees, there is a railing on the other side.

Escaping from the sanatorium, does it mean escaping from the sanatorium area where the building is located, or from the entire sanatorium?

In the memory, in Li Yun's memory, Bai Cha emphasized to himself that these memories did not belong to him.

When Li Yun came, she entered through the main gate of the sanatorium. As soon as she came in, she could see some elderly people exercising there.

Those old people all seemed to be in good spirits.

The environment in their area is also very beautiful, with lush flowers and plants, blooming tulips in the flower beds, and fences on both sides covered with pink and white roses.

There is also a fountain in the middle of the courtyard, with an angel statue carved in the center of the fountain.

You have to go through that area to reach the place where the young people are recuperating.

It took about five minutes to get there.

However, the two areas are not completely separated.

Sometimes, when she is in good condition... When Li Yun is in good condition and walks around, the nurse will take her and some other patients to the elderly area.

The doctors explained that the mental state of the old people was very good, perhaps even better than that of the young people. They had experienced many things that the young people had also experienced, but they were all in the past.

Therefore, it would be beneficial for young people to communicate with them.

Li Yun is not very good at speaking, but the old people there are indeed gentle and enthusiastic.

It’s just that she… Li Yun always felt that sometimes the way they looked at her was not right.

They were very enthusiastic, as if they were looking at some treasure, but she was not their child.

And if Bai Cha looks at it from the perspective of the copy, assuming that the lifespan of these young people can be stolen by those old people through some means, whether it is to research drugs from these young people or more metaphysical means.

Then it’s no wonder that old people look at young people in such a way.

Bai Cha sat for a while and a doctor came over.

It is Li Yun’s attending physician, Qin Fa.

The other party is 37 years old this year. He is said to be an outstanding student who graduated from the psychology department of a prestigious university and has specialized in psychology for ten years.

"Li Yun, how do you feel now? Are you still disturbed by the memory of that personality?" The other party also sat next to him very naturally. Qin Fa was not very handsome, with regular features, but he had a temperament that seemed to be able to make people relax.

Wearing glasses and looking scholarly, he exudes the aura of an educated person.

It gives people a sense of trust.

Bai Cha nodded.

"I woke up today with a headache. Sometimes I still mistake myself for someone else."

Qin Fa quickly wrote it down in his notebook.

"This is normal. Your two personalities have merged into one. In fact, it means that you are only one step away from final success."

"Don't worry too much about memory. Just remember that you are Li Yun. Many times we all fantasize about what would happen if we had a different life. We fantasize about what kind of achievements we could achieve and what kind of life we ​​could have in that state. This is normal."

Bai Cha nodded silently.

"By the way, Baicha, do you like locust trees?" Qin Fa suddenly asked.

"Doctor Qin, I'm Li Yun." Bai Cha responded naturally, "I don't like locust trees."

Qin Fa smiled.

"Sorry, don't get me wrong. I just wanted to see how much of an impact your secondary personality has on you. Now it seems that you have indeed recovered well, unlike the patient in Ward 35. You remember that boy who has the same split personality as you, his name is Wang Lei. His secondary personality clearly took over today. He even said his name is Liang Xinhui."

Qin Fa sighed as he spoke.

"Your situation is quite similar. His secondary personality sometimes feels like he's entered a horror game."

Qin Fa shook his head.

Bai Cha did find relevant content from Li Yun's memory.

Wang Lei’s father committed extremely serious domestic violence.

Since he was a child, he witnessed his mother being beaten by his father frequently. Sometimes, when his father got too angry, he would beat him as well. His mother would protect him, and then she would be beaten even harder.

On the day he was admitted to university, his mother finally committed suicide.

Before she died, she said that her only motivation for living was to protect her son. Now that her son could finally fly away, she hoped that her son would never come back, and she did not want to be a concern for her son.

Wang Lei collapsed and hugged his mother. Just then his drunk father came back and yelled at his mother to get up and serve him.

So Wang Lei accidentally killed his father in anger.

Then he developed his second personality, Liang Xinhui, whose family was not perfect but was an ordinary one with his parents respecting each other.

That’s all Li Yun knew.

"He's quite pitiful too." Bai Cha sighed.

Qin Fa smiled and nodded.

"Yes, everyone who comes here has problems, but I believe that one day you will be able to overcome these problems, walk out of the haze of the past, and embrace the sun again. Come on!"

Qin Fa patted her shoulder and stood up.

"You should get some more sun. It will be good for your body and mind. I'll go see other patients."

Bai Cha nodded.

Qin Fa took two steps forward and suddenly turned back.

"Bai Cha, how old are you this year?"

White tea: "..."

She showed a speechless and helpless expression and smiled.

"Don't worry, Doctor Qin. I know who I am now. I am 27 years old and I am Li Yun."

No wonder, she is Bai Cha! She is twenty this year!
Qin Fa finally left.

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