I am a god in the secret world

Chapter 151: [Successful Examination] There is a Reason for Everything

"My father...divorced my mother when I was about six or seven years old. My father was rich at the time and had a mistress outside. That mistress was a college student..."

Ghostly aura surged around Han Yingying.

"Is it shameless for a college student to be someone's mistress?! She even came to my house and said she was a college student. My parents are uneducated, but my family didn't think that woman was shameless. They all thought college students were good, better than my mother who came from the countryside. So my father divorced my mother."

"A person's character has nothing to do with education. She is willing to be a lowly person. Her higher education only makes her look more disgusting."

Bai Cha comforted her, fearing that she would be too excited and her head would explode. Didn't you see the blood?

"That's right!" Han Yingying said hatefully.

"So your mother has been forcing you to get into a good university since then, right?"

These words instantly made Han Yingying lose her arrogance and become depressed.

"Well... my mother said that she didn't have a degree and was looked down upon by others, and no one wanted her. She said that I couldn't be like her and no one wanted me. I had to go to college. Only by going to college would others want me and look up to me..."

"But I really... I really don't know what's going on. I can't concentrate. I can't remember anything. Am I too stupid?"

She was so sad that tears came out of her eyes again.

"Were you like this before? Or did you become like this only in high school or in the late third year of high school?"

Bai Cha gently helped her put it back down again.

The barrage is numb.

"I was in my third year of high school. Suddenly one day I found that I couldn't remember anything. Whenever I tried to concentrate, I would get dizzy."

"My mother gave me some brain-boosting medicine, but it didn't help at all. It made me feel even worse."

"Have you tried seeing a doctor?"

Han Yingying hesitated for a moment and said, "My mother called my uncle. My uncle is a doctor, a college graduate, and works in a hospital. He said that I just didn't study hard. Who would get dizzy when concentrating..."

Bai Cha frowned.

"He is biased. You have typical symptoms of brain fog. Long-term lack of sleep, coupled with anxiety and stress, and no way to eat well at noon, your nutrition is not enough. It is normal to have such symptoms."

Another piece of Han Yingying's broken eye socket fell off as she exerted force.

She burst into tears again.

"It's not my fault, so it's not my fault..."

The crying of ghosts is very painful to people, otherwise there would not be words like "ghosts howling" and "wolves howling".

Bai Cha closed his eyes, leaned back against the wall, and silently covered his ears.

She spoke only after Han Yingying finished crying.

"Yes, so now the second question is, after you died, apart from what you saw about your mother at that time, do you know anything about what happened afterwards? For example, how will your body be handled?"

Han Yingying shook her head blankly.

"I was devastated at that time. I kept trying to explain, but no one heard me. Then I turned around and found that I was in a different place. There were many people like me here. They were the same age as me and died for the same reason."

Baicha seemed thoughtful.

In that case, what are these parents?

Are they really the parents of these students?
Or it is just like a piece of data that was copied and placed in the game.

From this perspective, the game is more like the obsession of these children than satisfying the wishes of the parents or expressing their obsession.

It is the obsession that these children's parents once imposed on them, which has prevented them from being freed even after their death.

But obsession can never be achieved.

The only way to get rid of obsession is to let it go.

But people always have obsessions, just like she understands a lot of truths, but also has many obsessions and is unwilling to let go.

But in this way, the difficulty of this book is not so tricky.

Of course, in this case, killing the parents is definitely not the solution, as these children are watching them from behind.

"Can you show up in front of your mother?"

Han Yingying hesitated and said, "I don't want her to see me like this..."

"It's okay, I will continue to play you. It's good that you can show up. Cooperate with me in a play tomorrow morning. If you want to make your mother happy, as long as you trust me!"

Bai Cha looked at her tenderly.

"Of course I believe you!" How could Han Yingying not believe it?

Bai Cha exudes a temperament that is gentle and profound, has good academic performance, and is beautiful, all of which she had dreamed of having.

What she can't do, someone as amazing as Bai Cha can definitely do!

Bai Cha smiled.

She didn't care about the blood and flesh on her body, gently stroked her hair, and told her the plan for tomorrow morning.

Han Yingying was a little hesitant after hearing this, but when she saw the other party's gentle yet determined eyes, she immediately agreed.

"it is good!"

"Then... then sister, you should go to sleep. I'm sorry to have kept you for too long." Han Yingying apologized embarrassedly.

Bai Cha can’t sleep either.

"It's okay. It's fine for you to be here. By the way, keep an eye on your mother so she doesn't come over. I'll check on the situation over here."

Han Yingying nodded.

She didn't care if someone else played her, as long as that was what her mom wanted.

But she also knew that her mother would find out that those were not her words...

Bai Cha opened the barrage and took a look.

The whole screen is filled with people praising her for being awesome.

[The host is so ruthless, pressing the eyeballs with bare hands. I am paying attention. ]

[Anchor, you are so harmonious here]

[Because she has good grades, those with poor grades will be miserable. Who would be willing to be replaced by someone with poor grades?]

[That’s right. I said she had good grades and it turns out she was the top scorer. That’s awesome. Isn’t this a sure thing?]

[It turns out that studying hard is really useful...]

"Can you send a message to Li Shanshan, Guo Wenhao, Wang Jiapeng, and Chen Feiguang in their live studios? Meet downstairs in unit 2 tomorrow morning. Let's go to school together and chat. Thank you."

【? ? 】

[Are you asking us to pass on a message to you? You are dreaming! ]

[Anchor, don’t pay attention to them. I’ll talk to them for you]

[Fuck, you guys are so eager to be slaves, but it's not you who are in charge. When you are in charge, others can't help you.]

【Ah, yes, yes, yes】

[A bunch of keyboard warriors can't stand seeing others doing well, right? I understand, it's because you've never been helped by others. Take a piss and look at your own face to know why no one helps you.]

Seeing that the barrage of comments was getting noisy, Bai Cha turned off the comments.

As for whether the messages could be seen and whether they were willing to talk, that was none of her business.

Bai Cha closed his eyes and planned to take a nap.

Just when I felt sleepy, it was dawn.

well.

The accelerated time of this dungeon is not for the players' benefit at all, it is just to force the players to die.

Everyone would rather stay in the dungeon for a real thirty days, or even fifteen days, and few people would think of fast-forwarding each day.

I can’t sleep, I can’t study, and I can’t eat.

You still want to go to college?
When the top scholar comes, he will exclaim "Wow".

Mother Han came in.

Han Yingying naturally hid herself.

"Yingying, get up."

Everything is exactly the same as yesterday.

Bai Cha got up sleepily, washed up hastily, and sat in the living room.

Today, Mother Han didn't serve any more brain flowers.

Bai Cha finished drinking the milk and took the egg given by the other party.

"Mom, you said yesterday that the rent for our house should be paid..."

"Don't worry about this kind of thing. Mom will find a way to solve it. You just need to study hard!" Mother Han said immediately.

Bai Cha pursed her lips and lowered her head.

"Okay, now that you know how hard your mother works, you should study hard, okay? Go to school!"

"But mom..."

Bai Cha looked up.

At the same time, Han Yingying lay in front of Bai Cha, revealing her bloody face.

"Don't you remember? I'm already dead..."

Debt -1, remaining 10+4
To this day, my great uncle, who is a doctor (and an expert at that, so he is indeed very capable), still looks down on me and says that I don’t study hard. I told him that I was in poor health in high school and I would feel dizzy when I tried to concentrate. He laughed disdainfully and said, “How can anyone be like that? If you don’t want to study hard, then don’t study hard. Don’t make excuses.”

He also looks down on his son’s academic qualifications. In fact, I think his son is much better than his peers. At least he can maintain emotional stability under the pressure from his parents, which is very difficult.

Anyway, he is the kind of person who cares a lot about academic qualifications. Only candidates with a first-class or even a key university will be taken seriously by him.

Apart from this point, he is a nice person. As for this point... I am already numb. Ah, yes, yes, yes, whatever you say is right.

Don’t try to reason with your elders. They will only listen to what they want to hear and won’t understand you.
But to be honest, I knew the concept of brain fog, or COVID-19. When I found that the sequelae of COVID-19 were exactly the same as many of the symptoms I had before, I was sure that it was really caused by the disease and not my own problem. I really cried for a long time.
Now I feel relieved.

In addition, I found that everyone is also very eager. Pay attention to sleep. I had severe bipolar disorder in high school (there was no concept of depression at that time). I could only sleep for two hours a day at most. Insomnia was very serious. Plus, I couldn’t eat, so I was exhausted.
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(End of this chapter)