System: Stand up straight!

Chapter 180 If Life Is Just Like First Seen

Passing by the dormitory where Bey once lived, one could imagine that it was very lively inside.

A group of girls may be busy washing, discussing the topic of gossip and beauty, or they may have small tempers but want to live together, causing small disputes and noise, and there is the sound of rushing downstairs.

When the door of the building is opened, the girl will run to the boy waiting outside like a little swallow.

Lin Quan pointed to the corner of the girls' building, and said to Bei Yi:
"I remember, I once squatted here and ate a lunch box of steamed buns. I was angry while eating. I choked after eating.

Squatting there angrily, complaining that you didn't tell me where you were going.

I can't figure it out, am I not your boyfriend, the closest person.

The closest thing is to tell me what others can't say.Tell me about the difficulties that others cannot bring up.I'm sorry to instruct others to do things, order me.

Unexpectedly, just when I couldn't figure it out more and more, you called and asked me to answer it.

I immediately fell from the bottom of my mood to take off, overtaking and humming along the way. "

Love is really amazing, just a phone call can make people's mood fluctuate greatly.

Bay: "Yeah."

She ate garlic that day, so she was still brushing her teeth under the big tree by the road. She remembered the little nervousness about meeting her boyfriend and wanting to always look good in front of him.

When walking on the campus corridor, Lin Quan asked Bei Yi: "Do you still remember this place?"

"remember."

Lin Quan was wearing a loose hoodie, and pulled out a bunch of QQ candies from the clothes, just to ask her QQ number.

They had just met that day, and within a few hours, they couldn't help wanting to see each other as soon as the rain stopped.

Pianpian also ate a big bucket of ice cream that day.

"Sister Bei?" Several girls looked at Lin Quan curiously and greeted Bei Yi.

"Hey, I just finished eating."

Lin Quan looked at the girl who greeted Bei Yi, and then at Bei Yi who was beside him, "I found out, you are a celebrity in the school now. In just a short time, I met many people who know you."

When Bei Yi heard this, he happened to mention QQ Candy just now, and he was really emotional after thinking about it.

"Lin Quan, when I knew you, do you know what kind of psychology it is?

It is really the psychology of the most ordinary girl among the more than people.

Think about a school with tens of thousands of people, there is a long line of hundreds of people, and among so many people, I believe there are many girls with different styles, it is very unremarkable for me to mix in there.

But I was so unremarkable, the professors couldn’t remember my name at that time, not to mention the whole campus, I was not outstanding in the class, like a dream, in one afternoon, I suddenly met a veritable school Grass, it's the kind that will make so many girls with their own merits fall in love with you. "

Bei Yi recalled it now, and he was a little proud and happy.

Even the day she met Lin Quan, she still had the mentality of a child carrying a piece of gold.

If you have doubted yourself, how did you know him?He was too easy to get to know.

Why does he seem to be interested in me?If many girls knew about this, they would be picky about her figure and appearance whether she would go to the water room to wash up or not, and they would laugh at her behind her back, saying she was unworthy.

But she is so good, not only did she get to know each other, but even her good sisters ate a whole bucket of ice cream sent by the colonel.

Every university has an unattainable school grass, but she can start a journey of first love with the school grass.

It was still opened at her most common stage.It's not like now, although it's not very good, but it must be much better than myself at that time.

Therefore, Bei Yi felt that Lin Quan was really the most beautiful colorful dream of her teenage years.In other words, he is also the dream prince of many ordinary girls.

At this moment, the two looked towards the school square together.

Neither of them spoke, but the carnival on the day of 520 flashed through their minds.

Bei Yi thought: Up to now, Lin Quan is still the man who has spoken the most love words in her life.

If you think about it sadly, even if she has a husband and children in the future, after she is thirty or forty years old, maybe Lin Quan will still be the number one love talker in her life.

Because I didn't listen to what the old sister-in-law said.

In the future, your husband will be able to chat and laugh while driving with others, but if you are sitting in the co-pilot, there will be three large characters engraved on his forehead: serious person.

He will say that he is driving, and you are not allowed to make trouble with him.If you chat with him, if he is not interested, he will not talk to you.When you talk about the past, he will still complain. You have said it a hundred times, and you have heard it before.If you want him to praise you sweetly, talk and laugh with you, heh, it's very difficult.Don't imagine the future too bright.

So Lin Quan couldn't help but she was the strongest exporter of sweet talk in Bei Yi's life.

Don't think too much about the future, the past is fine.

Just be beautiful.

Those embarrassing but sincere, greasy and sweet words, even a game of poker can make out the meaning of "I love you", she will always remember.

But Lin Quan looked at the square and thought:
He will never give anyone another 520 like this again.

When he and Bay are together in the future, they will never make such a 520 again.

After all, some things will only appear in a certain time period and in a certain scene.After that, there will be no more.

"Is it cold?" Lin Quan wanted to take off the scarf and put it on for Bei Yi.

Beiy refused: "It's not cold, I put a warm baby down."

Lin Quan: "...you still know how to take care of yourself."

"It should be said that I am better at taking care of myself." After breaking up twice, the more we separated, the more I felt that I should love myself.

No one is anyone's who, only if you are good to yourself, is it true.

Since it's not cold, let's go further.

The two walked to the teaching building as if walking, and stood at the door of the study room where they had met.

As if identifying the crime scene, Bay said, "I was standing on that step, and when I saw your backpack, I couldn't pull it out at a glance."

Alas, that's when I realized that I was really a pervert.I just like that handsome one.

If, if Lin Quan was a poor boy at the time, so poor that his jeans turned gray after washing, she felt that she would have sex with Lin Quan, and with that face, she would do it.

Lin Quan: "Where?"

"Yeah," Bey told the truth without blushing.

She told Lin Quan again: "I dropped the book in front of you on purpose. For this reason, I went out and dirty my hands on purpose."

"You mean, you did it all on purpose that day?"

"Then what should I do? How to strike up a conversation? If you can't come up, just ask your name. This is called skill. Am I pretending to be like it?"

Lin Quan suddenly laughed, "It's pretty similar. I thought it was God helping me. I was wondering where the girl from the cold drink hall went, but the girl appeared rashly. Then what do you think after talking?"

"I thought, you are too cooperative, what did you say, did you get stuck? It's so good to scare me away. I also think this trick is really useful."

The study room is not a place to talk, there are many students reading books.

So Lin Quan and Bei Yi ended up sitting under the basketball hoop in the gymnasium.

Back then, Lin Quan, who saved the team's score, was like a knight on a white horse.

Thank you for giving me a happy sleepwalking, and please help remember me if I forget me.You are electricity, you are light, you are the only myth.

The audience sang in unison, as if they were telling the story of Senior Lin, and hoped that Senior Lin could bring us another miracle.

Bei Yi looked at Lin Quan: But time has changed its face. She also sat in this gymnasium and cried loudly, feeling let down.

Lin Quan is also looking back at Bei Yi: Our story is very short, so we shouldn’t look back and stop here. If we want to talk about the future, the future will be long.

Bei Yi spoke first: "When we are in a relationship, I expect you to kiss me. If you don't kiss me, you seem to be afraid of me."

"I'm nervous when I see you now, but I'm still the same me." Because I like you so much, I can't help but look at your face, afraid that you will be unhappy.

"... After such a long time, I feel so special even when I sit and eat with you. I can't say whatever I want, but you suddenly kiss me as soon as I say."

"Wanting to kiss you is a thought that has been in my heart for too long, and I drank too much that day, and the string broke.

Unexpectedly, it feels good to collapse.

I even regret why I didn't collapse a few more times during the time of separation.

Just call you and say, I want to be with you, you wait for me, you have to wait for me, no matter whether my business can be transferred back to China or not. "

Lin Quan paused for a while before continuing:

"It's all because I worry too much.

For a while, I feel that if I tell you that I have to wait for me, you will be even more unhappy, and you will quarrel with me. This is also selfish.

It's better to hurry up and make a decision before I have the confidence to talk to you.So as not to return to the topic of the original breakup.You can't go, I can't come back.

So I'm racing against the clock every day, and finishing school is a trivial matter.

Repayment, integration, worrying about capital operation day and night, re-estimating the company's value, formulating a strategic plan, and then gaining a deeper understanding of a new industry, inspecting, holding meetings overnight to discuss feasibility, until it can be done , Let's talk about it.

It can be said that in the past few years, I have been in anxiety every step of the way, and I have to warn myself every day, not to be impatient, and not to make wrong choices just because I want to return to China as soon as possible.

Because every decision I make is also about the survival of many families.Don't let personal matters affect the big ones.

After a while, I felt that you would definitely wait for me where I was, regretful and unable to let go like me, but you didn’t tell me, but you were waiting for the day when you would meet me again. "

Lin Quan told the truth: "I am still confident that I am not bad, and I always feel that there are not many men who are better than me. Especially in the past two years, I have been able to succeed in walking a tightrope. Every time I made a decision, I made no mistakes. I am more confident. I think that your judgment on feelings will not be wrong."

Bay said: "Then you see now, although you are back, I am not what you think, I have changed."

When Lin Quan heard this, he was still in a hurry, for fear that Bei Yi would bring up the episode with Ye Qingyu.

Don't mention it, he doesn't want to hear it.

All he knew was that he had confirmed his psychology in the past few days, not to mention that he had only talked with Ye Qingyu for a while.

Even if Bei Yi and Ye Qingyu got married, he wanted Bei Yi to divorce and return to him.

Lin Quan grabbed Bei Yi's arm and said: "Let's break up the past, okay, let's go back to the beginning. It's not that I want you to pretend that nothing happened, but I want our future life. In the future, as long as Just you."

"Lin Quan..."

"Listen to me, in the days to come, we will first ask our parents for permission and tell us that we will be together. If you don't want to have the wedding first, we will register first, and we will hold the wedding after graduation from graduate school. We will live together, Eat together, live together, our house is home. We will choose furniture together, choose the bed we can sleep on, and the cup we can use. I will go home as soon as possible after work and business trips. If you have winter and summer vacations, you can also Accompany me on a business trip, I go to work, you play at local attractions, and we will go home together after we are done..."

Bei Yi had to interrupt again: "Lin Quan, stop assuming."

In the past, this was also the day she imagined living together with Lin Quan. She was more specific than Lin Quan, even thinking about tablecloths and lovers' pajamas.

They will go to the supermarket hand in hand to go shopping, and be that kind of happy couple from school uniform to wedding dress in the eyes of others.How many years later, did others mention that they have been in love since school and finally became it?Everyone will answer, wow, the most famous Lin Quan and Bei Yi.Even the teachers knew them both.

Be that kind of young couple who got married at a young age, but are very well matched.

She even imagined that her mother would be very happy.

If the two of them were more competitive and had a child early after marriage, her and Lin Quan's children must be very beautiful, and they both love each other and have careers. Her mother would laugh and chat with people every day and say, "What about my son-in-law, what about my son-in-law?" My daughter is very happy.No step left, everything is fine.

Perhaps, as long as she nods to Lin Quan at this moment, she can still have the above scene.

But, I can't go back.

Bay said frankly:
"When I met you this time, I had a boyfriend named Ye Qingyu.

I asked myself what it would be like to really have feelings for my ex.

It should be that the moment I saw you, my heart still throbbed.

I still can't find the point, I'll be annoyed that I didn't dress well enough when we met, and I'll sit in front of you and ponder uncomfortably, after a few years, does he think I've become better-looking than before, or I'm not as good-looking as before.There will be such worries.

I imagined that if there were still feelings, there might be some ambiguous behaviors.For example, the way we look at each other.If you pour me tea, I will be delighted that you take special care of me that is different from others, and I really like that little gesture of you pressing the table.

I will not say anything, but I am still happy to get your new contact information, and then when I go home, I will stare at my phone, imagining what kind of message you will send me when you come back, and will you ask me to meet again alone? .

He would also talk to Pianpian with some embarrassment and say, Lin Quan is back, you said he would come to me for dinner when he came back, what does he mean?Pianpian may ask, what happened when you met, and then I will sit there cross-legged and discuss the details of my meeting with you.

Lin Quan, this is the ex-girlfriend who still has feelings for you. "

And what is it like to have no emotion?

"Not only did I not have any of the above-mentioned behaviors similar to wanting to have sex with Hong Xing, but when I met you, I was able to get angry with Ye Qingyu when I had time.

As for the kiss, it was even more so, I was actually very disgusted.

Even I am wondering.

This is you, the first love who gave me colorful dreams, the boy who I liked very much and made me feel nervous and shy when we met.

As a result, until now, I am not only disgusted that you kissed me forcibly without my consent, but from the bottom of my heart, I feel that someone has taken advantage of you.It's no different from being kissed inexplicably on the street.

It's just that I will call the police and sue him for strangers.You, I have to suffer from this dumb loss. "

"Stop it, Bey." Lin Quan felt as if his heart had been torn apart.

Beiy still continued to say to himself:

"Also, if I still have feelings for you, after I broke up with Ye Qingyu, I would think to myself:

It's okay, Ye Qingyu left and Lin Quan came back.

My first love boy is not inferior to Ye Qingyu in every aspect.

And he has a cleaner love history than Ye Qingyu, and he has deep feelings for me.

After I became single again, looking at Lin Quan's performance, if he can correct the past, he will treat me better in the future, especially now that he is back, he may accompany me every day, then we will give each other another chance to get along.

But in fact, since I broke up with Ye Qingyu, I haven't thought about you once.

So, I am indeed single now, and I know what you think, but I can't go back. "

Bei Yi stood up and looked at Lin Quan, who was full of decadence. He really wanted to say, look, I really have feelings, and I will cry, no matter the tears are regret or reluctance.

But she didn't have a single tear.

Bey says:
"Lin Quan, I have never regretted being in love with you. If I were to do it all over again, I would also want you to be my first love. The days with you are very beautiful.

I never regret that I have been in love with Ye Qingyu.

It's just the next road, my future, even if there is no Ye Qingyu, it will not be you.

If you still have difficulty getting out of your heart, just think about me as bad, but in fact, I am not good enough. I will leave you when you are most difficult.

Obviously I can do a lot of things for you, but I would rather just take the time to see your father, bless you in this way like an ordinary friend, chat with your father, and let him bless you more.

And even this blessing is not so pure.Because going to visit your father also means thanking you.Thank you for introducing people to me to make money. I always feel that I should do something out of emotion and reason.

So in the end, I want to say that although you have returned to China, I heard that many of your businesses are actually in the Shanghai stock market, so you should develop them well.Forget about me, find a good girl who dares to fly moths to the flame for you, and has your heart and eyes full of you.

And I have lost you in my heart. "

Bey left after speaking.

After Bey left.

Lin Quan sat in the position where Bei Yi cried loudly, and his shoulders trembled from crying.

　Lin Quan is basically offline at this point, don't say it, it makes me uncomfortable enough, woo woo woo, beautiful girls, I am also suddenly sad, what's going on.

　　I think I might be thinking of the days when I wrote about Lin Quan and Bei Yi a few months ago, those sweet and greasy love words, and those greasy getting along with each other, it is really my lifelong seduction skill.In order to create, during those days, I foolishly imagined the scene where Bei Yi was making 520 gestures to Lin Quan rock-paper-scissors downstairs, while laughing like an idiot.When I'm old, I write about love, but it's sweet enough for me.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)