System: Stand up straight!

Chapter 142

In the dormitory next door to Bei and the others lived two young mentors and two graduate students majoring in English.

The six-person room was not full, only four people.

The four people were talking about Bei Yi and the others: "Why is there crying instead of laughter in that room today?"

To be honest, the house has been noisy in the past two years, and the sounds of violins and music are acceptable, but laughter can often be heard in the middle of the night.They have had bitter experiences in private, and beautiful girls always have happy events.No, not only happy events, but also many snacks.They also gave them fruit.

"I heard that there are several references for the results of the departmental examination today."

"Would you like to take a look? You haven't passed the exam, have you?"

"No, I'm really sad. That's not the way to cry. There should be no movement at all. Choked up, speechless, letting the tears flow freely. If you listen to this movement again, it is obviously full of infinite emotion. Isn’t it bad that they drank too much? They just want to cry aloud, wishing they could run to the riverside and shout a few times.”

These sisters guessed right.

Today, if Ye Xintong must write a diary, the title of the diary must be: It turns out that changing one's destiny by oneself is so powerful.

At this moment, Ye Xintong didn't know which one to persuade first.

Lu Jia was crying loudly, crying that little Lu Jia was working like a babysitter. There was no hot water for washing clothes in winter, and the skin on the back of her hands was red and swollen. She still couldn't forget the itchy and painful feeling. The bruises and blacks that were often scratched, the face that was not rubbed was sore by the wind, and the pain of walking to school in tight shoes after growing tall without shoes.While my aunt was cursing, I didn't ask for anything else, just don't let her drop out of school.

I even cried because of the beatings for the tuition fees again and again.

Crying to go to university in the past few years, I was afraid that I would not be able to pay the tuition fees, and I had to bear all the psychological pressure.

No matter how many times you cry and scold her, can you still turn a sparrow into a phoenix?

Crying, even her biological mother didn't pay her tuition fees, and advised her that no matter what happens to a woman, she will marry and have children in the end, so what if you can't go to college, you can go to work.

But now, she passed the high-scoring exam with the highest gold content, which meant that she would definitely find a very good law firm.

With her grades and the university diploma she will get in half a year, she is saying goodbye to Xiao Lujia, who was full of resentment against fate, brooding about the past, and being sharp towards others.

Mu Wei was also crying.

The last big question was wrong, she looked normal on the surface, talking and laughing with everyone, no one knew her recent psychological burden.

She was even mentally prepared and persuaded herself: she deserved it if she didn't pass the exam.

Because when others were reviewing day and night, she was struggling with whether a man would return his calls.

Before others go to bed at night, they are thinking about how to stagger the time of earning money and reviewing the next day. When making a schedule, they can’t wait to discuss two questions during meals. The headphones for playing courseware are often plugged in, and she is listless On the table, lying on the bed, thinking about what a man thinks and how he changes.

She even held back her friends, who were also candidates, because of a man, she threw all the business that everyone had in common to her friends, which not only delayed herself, but also saved a lot of review time for her good friends.

So why there is a gap in life circumstances, that is, when others are busy with business, she is dawdling in some useless things.And the boyfriend is gone, what is left.

Accept the mess after this man is gone.

Unexpectedly, never expected, the score came down, 362 points.

Mu Wei was excited and scared, thanking herself for laying a solid foundation in the past few years, and even more grateful for Lu Jia's infusion. At that time, with the only hand left, she actually gave her a summary of the test sites based on the types of questions that she loved to test in the previous years. , is that aggregated?That's blood.

I am grateful to Bei Yi who rushed to the capital and hugged her and said, we need to transfer our love brains to study and earn money, and transfer the dispensability of study to men. They can be the icing on the cake, and we don’t need any men to give us help. .

Bei Yi wasted so much review time with her, going out with her to play, and enlightening her in different ways.One month before the exam, Bei Yi herself learned to cry, but she did not forget that at three or four o’clock every morning, she put on clothes, held a lamp, and disheveled her hair, calling out to her like a ghost, “Get up, Wei Wei, it’s time for her to wake up.” learned.If she didn't dare to get up, Bei Yi would always stick to her bedside like a ghost.

And Pianpian, every time she lay down on the table thinking about men, she was pulled up by Pianpian again and again.

Among the few of them, Pianpian's family conditions are the most average. Until now, Pianpian is not willing to buy expensive clothes and cosmetics for herself, and has her hair permed for more than yuan for a year.But when she refused to apply for the training class for the examination, Pianpian paid her yuan to register first without her consent, and threatened her that if you dare not go to the training class with us , My two thousand and five thousand and five thousand will be in vain, Mu Wei, then I will not let you go even if I become a ghost, this is all my hard-earned money.In this way, she was dragged to learn a lot during the breakup.

So at this moment, Mu Wei is hugging and crying for a while, and hugging and crying for a while.

But it was Sun Pianpian who cried the loudest.

"Emma, ​​woo woo woo, I hit three hundred and six. One point more is not much, and one point less is not much. This is too scary. I seem to have someone above me."

Sun Pianpian looked at Ye Xintong while smoking, and suddenly became a little suspicious: "Did you really find someone for me?"

Ye Xintong rolled her eyes: "This is the national exam, what are you thinking. If I was so good, I would be here? My Ye family style has always been able to fail the exam, but I will never allow such a thing to happen."

Unexpectedly, after saying this, Pianpian cried even more vigorously: "Then I am too good."

What's so great about her, she didn't fall in love, and didn't destroy her luck. Others were falling in love, but she was reading a book.

She finally believed it. It is rare for beauties to get into a good university and get good grades in the exam. And what to do if she looks like her and doesn't know what to do? To ask her out, there is no obstacle at the crossing in front of you, and if you are not careful, you can be admitted to Qingbei.

All of the above are her bullshit.After all, she didn't just become ugly. She couldn't dress up more ugly a few years ago, and I didn't see her get admitted to Qingbei.

It can be seen that the roadblocks in life are not only boyfriends, but also playing games, gossiping, watching other people fall in love and eating melons, and sleeping too much. Which one is not more comfortable than studying?
And the reason why one more point in the test was wasted, so just slipped through so precisely, Sun Pianpian looked at Beiy with teary eyes.

On those days when she couldn't sit on a stool, her girlfriends were about to offer her a reward, teasing her with fried chicken legs and milk tea, just to get her an extra point.

And those days when she got up early to go to the study room, Bei Yi even sang to her to encourage her, and even activated her sarcasm skills for this purpose, making yin and yang, cynicism, pointing and scolding, saying that she is just a three-minute passion in learning, and she is nothing.Pianpian suspects that Bei Yi can be the best debater, and her brothers commented that she is a bit sharp-tongued, which is due to her achievements in the past few years.

"Mom, the results are out, I passed.

You have no idea how much I appreciate Bey.

Everyone said that we are good, and we have been together for several years, but she always dragged me forward.

At that time, I was still a sophomore, and one day she seemed to be possessed by a ghost, and suddenly began to drag me to study.

She gave me the feeling that she was more afraid than myself that I would not have a good job in the future, and she was not so beautiful.

In fact, she is more talkative than you, so don't look at her as if she looks ignorant of the world, that's for outsiders to see.

In fact, she and I, in secret, said that more vulgarly than you.

Sometimes I don't understand, how old is she, why does she speak like my mother, why is she so realistic, she said that she has a good job, even her future parents-in-law will..."

Mama Sun was there right away, Emma, ​​look at Bei Yi's heart, the chatter is more like the chattering of a child in life, isn't that what it is, everyone in this world is vulgar, it doesn't look at you In this regard, other people still look at your aspect, but the family members of the person you are looking for have to look at it, and what they look at is nothing more than that.

This side of Bay: "..."

Bei Yi really tied the Q, and Sun Pianpian made a phone call face to face, but this Sun's way of boasting is really unbearable.

Her boudoir friends are simply bad friends.Her petty thoughts that could not be humane to outsiders were all revealed by them.

However, it may be because of Pianpian's words, or it may be because of emotion, Bei Yi turned on the computer and clicked on Lin Quan's video.

Looking at Lin Quan's figure, her eye circles were also red.

Yes, she is realistic.

So it was impossible for her to go to Moscow back then, and those system tasks had to be completed in China.

She will never allow herself to rely on Lin Quan for food, drink, clothing and future work arrangements.

It's not about being a so-called strong woman. Most of them are just like what Wenwen's mother said, but it's just a job they love.

I don't want to shout the slogan that those people are independent individuals and cannot be attached to anyone. I have only realistically imagined that people will change with time, and even parents cannot be attached to them for a lifetime. If one day, Lin Quan changes, she will be left behind. what to download.

Then she will return to the country in despair.

If she went to Moscow for the so-called love impulse, she might still experience Lin Quan's family looking at her like that.

So do you like it? If you don’t like it, you won’t froze when you meet for the first time; you won’t be so nervous that you don’t know what to do; Considering Lin Quan's feeling of having no one to accompany him, I would rather endure the exhaustion to meet him, and deliberately express my vitality and happiness in front of him.

She was really busy that time.Everything is just getting started.Making money, even study habits, work and rest, are just beginning.

But no matter how much she likes it, she can be realistic enough to let it go.He knew very well in his heart that he shouldn't bet that Lin Quan would not change towards her.You shouldn't bet that anyone won't change for her.

Although the little things I earned may not be considered anything in the eyes of some people, even if this exam is a postgraduate or a doctoral degree, it is nothing in the eyes of many capable people, but these are all given to me by her. sense of security.

If you work hard, you are not afraid that no matter how you change in the future, there will be no worst time.

She had imagined this, for example, her mother's family was in a hurry to spend money, but the other half disagreed, so she also had the money to give her heart to her mother and relatives like her aunt.She imagined that if she got pregnant and was betrayed, she would at least have a car, a house, and a job to support herself and her children.People without long-term considerations must have near-term worries. A girl's life is very hard, and a child can kill some girls.

Therefore, the sense of security should not depend on anyone, but must be given by oneself, so that no matter how old the years pass, or emergencies happen, no matter how bad the result is, you will not be too afraid.

So in her eyes, the term "strong woman" is also broad.Every woman who strives to change herself is a strong woman in her own life.

And if you want to be strong, you will gain something and lose something.

For example, a working mother has no time to spend with her children.

For example, a woman who wants to be promoted and has a goal, she does not have so much time to meet and chat with friends, and the friendship will gradually fade away.

For example, when she is in love at this age, she always shows that she is not so devoted, and she will leave regrets.

With Lin Quan's voice in the video, Bei Yi, 520 is happy.Lu Jia, Mu Wei, Pianpian and Tongtong all looked at Bei Yi.

"Bey?"

After two years of absence, it took two years to change to other people's children, and the boyfriends can be changed to three. I didn't expect Bei Yi to have the aftermath of breaking up after taking office.

Bei Yi suddenly cried and said what was in his heart:
"How can there be no regrets? At that time, Lin Quan always called me to go out to play, and wanted to invite me to eat at places I also wanted to go, but my answer was always, I have to go to class, I have to go to the cinema to be on duty. Selling goods, I'm reading, I'm selling flowers, I'm doing this and that. I'm not free.

I never regret breaking up with him, but I regret not having a good relationship with him when we got along.

No fun, too few memories.

He asked me to go to see Wanxia, ​​and I asked him to dig Po Po Ding, because Wan Xia had to go far away, and the place to dig Po Po Po Ding was close; he asked me to eat Western food, and I took him to the cafeteria and said I would deal with it. In a hurry.

He asked me to go to a concert in a foreign country, and I took him to the cinema to sell ball tickets and jerseys, and I messed up the location of Lin Quan's first love... I was thinking about money every day, either on the way to class, study, or exams.He is fine, I am not good. "

And the reason why this kind of emotion broke out today is because I passed the exam today, it seems that those who are busy and finally have a good result can comfort myself, it seems that being busy has some meaning, and let myself feel relieved about those regrets.

When Dai Ying opened the door and came in, he saw these friends hugging and crying together.

Bei Yi cried and deleted Lin Quan's video.

On this day, it seemed that the regret that was sour and sweet like a hawthorn was completely dusted.

Some places that are brooding about myself are completely let go at the moment of deletion.

And Bei Yi's behavior above shocked Sun Pianpian.

Before deleting the video, Pianpian thought that Bei Yi regretted it and wanted to go back to Lin Quan.

There was one thing she didn't tell Bei Yi. She saw a group photo of Lin Quan, Zhang Wei and a Chinese girl skiing with a Russian beauty in Zhang Wei's space.

Zhang Wei and an Asian girl, who knows if they are Chinese girls, so it is not correct to call them Chinese girls, anyway, that’s what they mean, they are obviously a couple, holding arms.

As for Lin Quan and that foreign beauty, although they may not necessarily be a couple, they are standing very close to each other. She zoomed in on the photo to see the distance, and she can see that they have a good relationship and they are smiling happily.

She also endured and endured, and couldn't help but asked Zhang Wei, who is it? Zhang Wei said that they were all Lin Quan's postgraduate students.Then she was not interested in asking.

You see, the so-called busy, is not so busy to the extent of suspending school, and also has time to take pictures with people.Moreover, after Lin Xuechang and Bei Yi broke up, Sun Pianpian was not clear about the boundary. It was because the relationship was too deep and could not change the reason for the breakup. There is no phone call during the holidays.In other words, Senior Lin has long since let go of that part of the past.

The boundary is not clear, so according to most situations, in Sun Pianpian's view, we girls should not think about beautiful things, why can't he let me go?It must be dealt with according to the fact that he put you down a long time ago, so just now Beiy was crying, and Pianpian was taken aback, thinking about going back to Lin Quan, then he was passive, and it took two years to react to it Come on, isn't it a bit late?

Ye Xintong also heaved a sigh of relief, thankfully Bei Yi deleted the video instead of holding the computer and crying, Lin Quan, I miss you.

If that happened to Bei Yi, what would her uncle do? Her uncle was already working hard and was still sprinting.

At the same time, Ye Qingyu was participating in the ribbon-cutting activity for the renovation of old buildings in the old city.

The event was about to begin, but he was a little absent-minded.

And just before he was about to go on stage to cut the ribbon, a message finally came from his mobile phone.

"I passed, hee hee."

Then during the ribbon-cutting, some journalists noticed that Ye Qingyu was very cooperative and had a bright smile. He was in a good mood just by looking at it.

After the event, someone hurriedly seized this opportunity: "Hello, Mr. Ye, I am Shi Xiaoyu, a reporter from Caijing Weekly. Are you free recently? Can you do a special interview?"

I thought the answer would be different today, but I didn't expect: "No time."

Ye Qingyu left this sentence and got into the car.

Wang Yadong closed the car door for Ye Qingyu, looked at the reporter, and thought: This time he really doesn't have time, why not, he's going to H University again.

(End of this chapter)