Traveling through the 90s: Becoming the all-powerful stepmother of three villains

Chapter 120 A crushing defeat

Gu Ling pushed Xiao Yan away like crazy and rushed in. The suite and double bed he imagined did not exist.

In the room, there is only one big bed and one bathroom. There are skirts and clothes scattered around the big bed, both for men and women.

The skirt in it was very familiar, it was exactly what Lin Shanyue was wearing.

There is an after-passion smell in the air, like a sea breeze...

Lin Shanyue slept soundly, her white hands were exposed outside the quilt, and the hickey on her collarbone could be vaguely seen.

He should have been angry, but he found that his anger had turned into grief, his heart was torn, and his hands and feet were so numb that he couldn't feel it.

He wanted to teach Xiao Yan a good lesson, but found that he couldn't use his strength. When he finally spoke, he just asked weakly: "What did you do?"

Xiao Yan made a "shh" gesture towards him: "Don't disturb Shanyue's sleep."

But when they opened the door and came in, Lin Shanyue had already woken up.

"What's up?"

Xiao Yan immediately picked up a coat from the bed and put it on for her. She looked at him ambiguously, "Thank you~"

No need to ask any more, he already understood this simple scene.

"do you like him?"

Pain is a psychological feeling, but at this moment it has become a physical torture, so much so that he almost fainted.

I would rather have a dream. After a dream, these satisfying things are not real.

"You don't have to deal with these things, do you?"

He already understood that no matter how much he said, it would be superfluous, he understood enough, and if he said one more word, he would be humiliating himself, insulting and blaspheming himself.

He looked at her, at this moment she was unprecedentedly strange, as if she had never known him before.

There are thousands of words in his heart, but he doesn't know when to start. In the end, he chose to compromise and compromise with himself.

Leaving that suffocating room, his mood was unprecedentedly low, as if he had lost the most important thing in the world and could never get it back.

Today's weather is very gloomy, with dense black clouds in the sky. He watched those black clouds hit him like a volcanic eruption. He felt dizzy and fainted without warning.

Lin Shanyue got dressed, and Xiao Yan had already brought a sumptuous lunch. She ate every bite, and her appetite was poor.

"Regret?"

"No, thank you for acting with me."

The breakfast here is not bad, Xiao Yan, who never eats in the morning, also learned to eat breakfast from here.

He gulped the food into his mouth and joked as he ate, "Thank you? How many times do I have to say thank you?"

"Yes, what can I thank you for?"

……

It has been two weeks since Shen Junyang saw Gu Ling again. He didn't know what to do these days and refused to meet him many times.

He heard a rumor and wanted to determine the truth through him, but he avoided it.

He looked gaunter than ever, unshaven, with dark circles and drooping eyelids, lifeless.

"I heard you plan to step down as general manager?"

Gu Ling lowered his head weakly, nodded and said, "Yes."

"why?"

"I want to go out for a walk."

"What about my sister?"

"She doesn't need me anymore, I will only disturb her."

Shen Junyang didn't know anything, so he didn't understand what he was talking about.

"You can think about it. Then we can talk about cooperation?"

"I will let people follow up."

After that, he stopped talking, and Shen Junyang asked several questions one after another. He was either "um", "ah" or "okay", and he was out of state the whole time.

This meeting can be described as "strange", Shen Junyang had no choice but to leave without interest, Gu Ling was still in place, sitting in the coffee shop for a whole day.

At night, when the coffee shop was about to close, he realized that he was lost in thought and completely forgot where he was.

The matter of his resignation as the general manager was quickly put on the agenda, and Su Xiaoer was puzzled why he chose to escape again.

"What can leaving solve? Why do you want to leave when something happens?"

Gu Ling avoided too many things. His younger sister Gu Xue died, so he fled from the city to Qinghe Town, a remote village; there was a gap in his relationship with Lin Shanyue, so he left the country without saying a word, and only returned after five years.

Now, his relationship suffered setbacks again, and he wanted to escape again...

"At least it won't be so sad if you don't see it."

Su Xiaoer raised her voice, and educated with hatred for iron and steel: "You are an adult, so you are so afraid of facing the truth?"

Sometimes, she didn't understand, how could the man she grew up with herself become like this in an instant?

He was completely different from the one in her heart.

"Just to her."

Gu Ling admitted that he was a coward, and fell in love with someone sincerely, but couldn't be together for various reasons.

At any time, he can't be braver, can't take another step forward.

If it is done, these things will not happen.

He made too many assumptions, but no matter how many assumptions he made, they became facts.

"Gu Ling, what about me? Why don't you dare to face our marriage?"

"I'm sorry for you."

These days, he has been using alcohol to numb himself so as not to think of those painful things.

Su Xiaoer was always by his side, he understood her feelings, but he couldn't respond.

Later he realized that, similarly, Lin Shanyue didn't love him anymore, so no matter what he did, she would not respond to him.

After figuring this out, my heart feels like being cut by a knife bit by bit, and I feel so uncomfortable that I can't extricate myself.

Su Xiaoer backed away step by step in despair, she couldn't believe it and asked, "Is it enough to say I'm sorry? Even without Lin Shanyue, you wouldn't marry me?"

But what she faced was Gu Ling's more cruel answer, "Even if Lin Shanyue never appeared, I never thought of becoming a husband and wife with you. Xiaoer, I have always regarded you as my sister, especially when Xueer is gone." , I am more determined to this idea."

It's no wonder that after Gu Xue left, he would treat her even better, buy her clothes, help her with her homework, no matter how arrogant and domineering she was, he would support her.

She will be the first to think of her when there are delicious ones, and buy them for her when they are fun.

Now, she finally understood that she was regarded as Gu Xue's substitute.

"But I don't want to be your sister."

"But I can only treat you as my sister."

The two expressed their thoughts without hesitation, and there was no room for retention.

The more direct the truth, the more hurtful it is.

Su Xiao'er touched her cheek, tears streaming down her face before she knew it.

"What's wrong with me?"

"You are good everywhere, Xiao'er, you are so good that you shine, and I am proud of you."

She cried and laughed, and regretted it now, regretted going abroad with him at the beginning, regretted using all means to make Gu's mother force Gu Ling to get engaged to him.

She wiped away her tears and left a sentence when she turned around, "I lied to Lin Shanyue that I was pregnant, and let her fulfill you and me."

(End of this chapter)