The CEO is cold during the day and wants to feed the baby at night.

Chapter 551 You have to make up for me

An Yinluo opened the iron box in his hand, took out an old diary from it, and handed it to Han Jin.

"This is the diary left by my mother. Before I read the diary, I thought my mother hated him.

After all, he cheated on Mom and abandoned us.

But, mother doesn't hate him, on the contrary..." An Yinluo choked up, and forced a forced smile from the corner of her mouth.

Han Jin didn't open the diary.From An Yinluo's words, she had guessed something.

Han Jin patted the back of her hand lightly, "Lolo, if you really love someone, you would rather the other party wrongly pay you, enduring the pain of digging your heart to fulfill others.

I would rather stay alone and dark night after another, and only rely on the bits and pieces of each other to fill my empty soul.

Everyone asks what is love?Sister Jin can only say that no matter whether this love can stay together in the end, as long as they have loved each other, this beauty is enough to last a lifetime.

Lolo, you should let go of your misunderstanding of Mr. An and face up to your relationship with him.

No matter what, he is your father, which cannot be changed.

If you don't let go of your hatred, your mother will not be able to rest in peace under the Nine Springs.

Before, you didn't know each other's existence.

Now that you know it, don't run away.

Be open to receive. "

An Yinluo sat on the sofa in a daze for a while.

Miss Jin was right.If Zuo Beiyi hadn't appeared in her sight, she and An Senyu would never have the chance to meet each other in this lifetime.

Now that you know it, you have to face it head-on.

Mom doesn't hate him anymore.Then what are you bothered about.

Even if I still feel uncomfortable.It's still hard for him.

Do you want to escape?
How long will it take to escape?

Could it be that he can be relieved when he dies?
No, she doesn't want this ending.

There are many examples in front of me, and behind every example there is irreparable regret and remorse.

An Yinluo's fingers gripped the diary tightly, and her tender joints slowly began to turn white.

"Miss Jin, he..."

Han Jin patted her on the shoulder and said softly, "It's in the guest room, go in and have a look."

Although Han Jin had a smile on her face, she felt sorry for An Yinluo in her heart.

An Yinluo took her mother's diary, and lightly knocked on the door twice with heavy steps.

An Yinluo pushed open the door of the guest bedroom, and walked to the door of the inner bedroom with hesitant steps step by step.

The bedroom door was not closed, it was open.

She stood at the door for a few seconds, took a breath, and walked in slowly.

An Senyu initially planned to take a nap for a while.Squinting and squinting, a burst of drowsiness hit, just about to fall asleep, when I heard footsteps vaguely.

He thought it was Zuo Nanfeng, so he didn't open his eyes.

Until a touch of cold came from the back of his hand, he frowned.

Is it a daughter?

Is it her?
An Senyu couldn't believe it, let alone open his eyes to see.

He was afraid, and opened his eyes, this person was not his daughter.

Terrified again, he opened his eyes and saw his daughter.When the daughter saw that he was awake, she would turn around and leave.

An Senyu resisted the urge to open his eyes, and felt a deep self-blame in his heart.

An Yinluo didn't know why she suddenly wanted to grab his hand.

This hand is so big, the palm is so wide.

From childhood to adulthood, as long as it was related to her father's composition, she didn't know what language and mood to use to interpret her father's love.

Because, since childhood, she and her younger brother lacked this paternal love, and they yearned for and resisted in their hearts.

Now Dad is lying in bed, within reach.

Shouldn't you be very excited?
However, she was really hurt, very hurt.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said those harsh words.

Didn't you say you want to make up for me?
Then you should make your body stronger, otherwise what will you use to make up for me.Could it be, is it necessary to die?

My brother and I have lost the love of our father for more than years.I said I didn't need to make it up, and I backed off.

I need you to make it up, and from now on, you make it up to me.I want you to make up for all the fatherly love I lost in those 20 years.

I asked you to hug me every day and praise me with a smile, saying that my daughter has grown up and is still very beautiful.

I also want you to take me to the movies and to the amusement park.

I also want you to drive me to work.

You have to make up for what I longed for before, and I will forgive you.

So, you have to take good care of your body and don't get sick every day or so. You are putting a burden on me. "

An Yinluo didn't want to cry, but when he saw the man lying on the bed, his pale face was bloodless.

He was completely different from what he had just seen.

And he was still angry with himself.She was wronged and hurt, and the tears couldn't help falling down.
"You know what? Growing up, I thought we didn't have a dad.

But my brother and I are looking forward to growing up under the protection of our father.

When someone bullies us, you can stand in front of us and protect us from wind and rain.

However, you have not appeared in these years.

My mother said that my father died when we were young.

After my mother passed away, my uncle told us that we had a father.It was Dad who abandoned Mom and us.

Ditch us, we don't hate you.However, you shouldn't abandon your mother.

Only by knowing how many life hardships my mother has endured in these years can I raise us.

I thought that mother hated you if she didn't mention you and said you were dead.

However, when I read my mother's diary, I realized that I was wrong.

Mom didn't say you were dead because she hated you.

Mom loves you, loves you very much.

You say, is mom stupid?I think mom is really stupid.

I was so stupid that I was afraid of affecting your family and wanted to fulfill you and other women, so I chose to let go of your hand.

This kind of love is not worth advocating at all.After all, these three years, our third mother has experienced pain that you can't imagine.

Mom loves you and always has loved you.

What right do I have to hate you.

So, even if I can forgive you, it's not because I'm kind, it's my mother, and I don't want to make my mother sad.

Mama had suffered enough while she was alive.

Now that my mother has passed away, I want her to see that I don't hate the person she loves anymore, and I also want to try to accept, understand, and..."

Love... the word was suddenly stuck in her throat, unable to swallow or spit it out.

Shishi doesn't hate me... Shishi is still the original Shishi.

Shishi, I want you to hate me more than your forgiveness.

In this way, my heart will not be blocked and hurt like it is now.

An Senyu clenched his teeth, not letting himself cry out.

He pretended to be asleep.

However, An Yinluo had long since discovered that he was awake.

Because, no matter how much he hides it, the two lines of tears in the corners of his eyes can't deceive anyone.

An Yinluo endured it for a long time before resisting the thought of wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"So, you have to be good in the future. I
I want you to be by my side every day, and make up for my lost love thousands of times.

This is the diary my mother once left behind.I just saw it today too.

I think you should really want to see the diary written by your mother.

There are bits and pieces about you written here.

Except for the last chapter, everything else is beautiful, very happy memory. "

After saying that, An Yinluo let go of that big hand, stood up, glanced at the face of the man who was still crying silently, then turned and left quickly.

(End of this chapter)