Ultra Fighting Legend.

Chapter 607: That’s addiction, not love (read less of that kind of book…)
"Okay, okay, stop crying." Wiping away the tears from her face, Xiaohui comforted the crying Saori.

Although there had been some unpleasantness before, no amount of tears seemed to be enough when listening to the story of this man's life which could be described as magnificent.

"I just... I just didn't expect him to be..." Saori used to lack emotions, and although she has made up for a lot with the passage of time, she is still not as good as ordinary people.

Extreme closeness is just closeness after all, not true achievement.

There are some emotions that Saori cannot understand.

However, some emotions will be subconsciously misunderstood in the consciousness before they are already lacking.

He bickers with her, jokes with her, has a fighting power comparable to the strongest in the universe (in Saori's eyes), is the source of someone who will never look back once he sets his sights on a goal, and in her eyes, he can be called anything.

But she never expected that his past would be like this.

The emotions suppressed deep in his heart would be so strong.

"Yeah, I didn't expect that, compared to me, the me in that world is happy, but also unfortunate."

Fortunately, she had the love and dependence that she longed for but never got.

Unfortunately, she was not able to accompany him to the end.

Monsters don’t care who you love, and they won’t stop just because of who they see.

In the monster's cognition, humans are just active ants.

Why bother about an ant’s feelings when it can be killed with just one step?

Meeting, knowing each other, falling in love, accompanying each other, and finally parting, all these scenes witnessed with her own eyes finally made Xiaohui understand what she was missing.

"I...he really likes you, Sister Hui." Wiping away the tears from her face, Saori didn't dare to argue anymore. Especially when she saw Genquan kneeling on the ground, facing the huge rock that he couldn't even move, crying like a child, it became even more unbearable.

Was he so weak before? He was powerless and couldn't protect the one he loved the most.

But after gaining power, it was already too late.

Has this fact been tormenting him?
So that's it. The frown on his face after he fell asleep on the sofa was the guilt that he couldn't let go of?

Until now, he also...

"No, he doesn't love me, he loves his Xiaohui. Even though we look exactly the same and are similar in all aspects, to me and to him, we are not the most important person to each other." Just as Yuanquan can rationally distinguish the difference between the two, Xiaohui can also distinguish the difference between the two.

Perhaps, it is also possible that Xiaohui knew that she could not replace her position in Yuanquan's heart.

In the following scenes, scenes of his battles after becoming Ultraman flash by one after another.

He gained power, found companions, completed the light, completed evolution, killed the traitor, eliminated the destroyer, gave up his invincible power to awaken the dead planet, became an unpraised savior, and finally, became a warrior who lived for others. The man who longed for redemption lost the meaning of his existence after completing the task he set for himself.

There were so many things to do that he had no time to think about the meaning of his existence.

But the piles of things made him busier, but also more confused.

Because these things can be done by someone else, because these things are not necessary for him.

This is not the meaning of his existence, he should have more... more desires.

"Do you like him?" Xiao Hui suddenly asked after watching all the pictures, focusing on the picture of Nexus standing alone on the cliff, looking at the universe. "Well, I like him. I think I..."

"Do you really like him?" Xiao Hui interrupted Saori and asked, "I saw you in his memory. Do you really like him?"

"Instead of him giving you his light for a long time, making you dependent on him. And this dependence makes you feel that it is love?" Xiaohui saw it clearly. She got the memory of Xiaohui in that world. Although she could tell the difference between the two sources, emotionally, she felt very sorry for Nexus.

It's really not easy for him.

His life up to this point has been filled with joys and sorrows, ups and downs, and even twists and turns are not enough to describe his past.

I am Xiaohui, but I am not Xiaohui. I don’t have any love for him, but under the influence of my memory, I feel pity and worry about him.

"Dependence? But I feel dependence on him, isn't that love?" Saori tilted her head, infinitely close to human emotions, but only infinitely close. The part she lacked was pointed out by Xiaohui.

"It's not the same. You feel dependent on him because you are used to his power. His power makes you feel happy, satisfied, and joyful."

"But that's not love, not at all. It's just an addiction formed from a long-term habit, dependent on material things, not love at all." Xiao Hui seemed to think of herself as she said self-deprecatingly, "Of course, I'm not qualified to say that about you, after all, my own feelings aren't responded to..."

"Xiaohui!" However, just as he finished speaking, an anxious call came from afar.

Suddenly appearing from the dream world, Yuanquan hugged Xiaohui with red eyes, and his eyes, which had already cried bitterly, showed signs of bursting into tears again.

"I understand. I finally understand what he said to me!" Smelling the scent of Xiaohui's hair, Yuanquan sobbed and said, "Let me cherish the person in front of me, and don't regret it after losing him."

"Once the treasure in your hand slips away, you can never catch it again."

"Hold on to small bits of happiness, or they'll slip away if you're not paying attention."

……

"What you said is your own feeling, right?" Yuanquan, who was holding Xiaohui, raised his head and shouted in this dream world: "Nexus! Another me! I finally understand why you dislike me so much."

"Why do you feel upset just looking at me?"

"You must be looking down on me. I am such a coward. Compared to you, I am just a clown!" Yuanquan had completely disregarded his own dignity and devalued himself.

When he finished reading the life of a man named Nexus, who was also the "source", he felt very insignificant.

In front of him, my little things were just a joke.

But his call did not receive a response from Nexus. Instead, a guy who had lowered himself from the higher world was attracted and broke through the boundaries of reality to appear in this dream world.

However, after degrading himself, he was no longer himself, not even a sphere, but a wriggling mollusk-like creature. He suddenly grew larger above the crowd, then swam down.

“That is…” None of the group had seen what this worm-like monster was. Even though it was full of malicious intent, they were unable to escape and could only watch.

In the critical moment, the Spark Armed Forces released a stream of light and constructed a shield to block the opponent's attack.

At the same time, the Spark Armor released a bright light, and Nexus, who had forcibly inserted himself from the outside, used this as a base, and his red body blocked everyone's way.

You came just in time.

(End of this chapter)