After transmigrating into the book, the prime minister always wants to farm with me.

Chapter 461 I'll give it back to you
"I don't want the identity of Xingchen at all! I want to be with you as Pei Yuanjun, your husband!"

The identity of Xingchen represents the chasm between them, indicating that their relationship is fundamentally unequal.

He was merely her companion beast, and also the guardian beast of the spirit realm. She was his master.

But he didn't want to go that way. He felt that going back to that state wouldn't be much better than going crazy.

When she was Pei Yuanjun, she belonged to him alone; when she was Xingchen, he didn't even have a place for her to get close to him.

To her left is Wenluo, and to her right is the Luo River!

With the gentle and refined Qingyun in front of her, how could she possibly see him behind her?

Her surroundings and attention were all taken up by others; there was no room for him at all.
So why did he want to create stars?
He is Pei Yuanjun. When he regained his memories as Pei Yuanjun, he never thought of merging himself with his clone, Xingchen.

Finally, something happened that awakened him, forcing him to merge with the stars.

For her, he would do anything even if he was unwilling!

But he absolutely must not fall in love with her under the guise of Xingchen; it would be too humiliating, so humiliating that he wouldn't even want her gaze to linger on him for a moment.

He wasn't as good at making her happy as Wen Luo, nor as innocent as Luo He, nor as gentle and pure as Qing Yun, making her always pay extra attention to him. She was always afraid he would be kidnapped or deceived.

And him? Cold and aloof, he once heard her say that someone as powerful as Xingchen didn't need anyone to protect or worry about him.

It's the one that makes things easiest for her.

Xingchen's heart sank to the bottom. Worry-free? Was it because she didn't care that much and thought he was immune to everything?

Watching them chat and laugh together, he stood alone to the side, unable to enter her world. His heart was breaking, but he had to pretend not to care and walk away each time. Did he know that his heart was bleeding at that time?

Upon hearing Pei Yuanjun's words, Qi Yunran finally took a serious look at him. She saw a hint of moisture in his eyes, his starry pupils bloodshot, as if some immense grievance was flowing within them.

Looking into her eyes, I saw heartache, resentment, vulnerability, and a hint of complaint.
Qi Yunran was somewhat alarmed, but Pei Yuanjun suddenly stepped forward and asked, "My wife, can't you accept me like this?"

His handsome face was full of hurt. Seeing that Qi Yunran didn't say anything, he said again, "Wife, don't even think about finding any excuse to leave me. You can hate me, scold me, be angry with me. But I will not let you leave me!"

Qi Yunran was startled by the deep affection and destructive intent in Pei Yuanjun's eyes: "If I stop liking you, do you want to destroy me?"

After a long while, Pei Yuanjun suddenly chuckled. Although he was laughing, the light in his starry eyes shattered and suddenly went out, leaving them lifeless and dull.

"My master has never believed me!"

Even if I were torn to pieces, I would never have thought of hurting you!

I was just unwilling to accept that you didn't see me, and I wanted to possess you. I followed your reincarnation, not to control you.

I want you to like me too.

I would rather endure the daily agony of having my skin peeled off than have you come back.

But I never imagined that your heart wasn't with me at all. Whose heart is with you? Is it Qingyun or Luohe?
He chuckled self-deprecatingly. He knew that once he regained his identity, he would have nothing left. He didn't want to deceive her, but he was also tormented by the fear that she would find out his identity and ignore him again.

Finally, that day came, and he lost her, leaving nothing behind!

Having thought this through, his gaze towards Qi Yunran was no longer obsessive, but instead carried the indifference of before: "If this is the freedom that Master desires, I... will give it back to you!"

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