The magician in the city

Chapter 372 The matter of the soul (3)

Chapter 370

Guan Xinyue's eyes were red, but she resisted the shame. "Whatever you think, but as...as your friend, if you don't treat me as a friend, at least we have been through life and death together, so there is something I want to tell you."

Roach looked at her.

"I didn't tell Brother Du, but I wanted to leave this opportunity to you," Guan Xinyue said.

"What?" Luo Qi looked at her, the expression on his face was still half a smile, but in fact he was a little confused. Even if a person's mind can be opened to you, it is still difficult to really understand this person's heart. You still need this person to explain it to you.This is a problem that cannot be solved only by active observation consciousness.

He arrogantly ordered Guan Xinyue, "Explain."

Shame, anger and frustration flooded the little girl's heart. The corridor was dark and suffocating. Among the auspicious patterns painted on the wall, there were countless skeletons. Everything implied bad luck.Guan Xinyue put on a sullen face and calmed down. She walked out of the now haunted ruins she used to call home. She thought she could handle all the future, and she had done the worst for everything. Intend.

"Doctor Ma told me before." She said.

"Oh," Roach pondered, as if looking for something from the bottom of the box, "he has been watching me."

"There is no need to say it so harshly, he has always cared about you, and you know in your heart that he is not a bad person!" Guan Xinyue couldn't help but said angrily.Her words didn't do anything, and she saw the apathetic indifference on Roach's face. "Well, I know it doesn't make sense to say that now."

"What did Mahjong say about me?" Roach asked sharply, "You don't need to make such a long foreshadowing, do you? I always thought that art students were stupid, and it seems that's true."

"Luo Qi, you're schizophrenic!" Guan Xinyue shouted unbearably.

Luo Qi fell silent, looking at Guan Xinyue strangely.

"Dr. Ma said before that you are not ready, you are thrown into the deep water area before you are ready to be a mind mage. He said that you have not received professional training, have not gone through a lot of practice, and the foundation has not yet been laid. You don't know how to protect your consciousness at all. In this unstable situation, the more consciousness you eat, the more dangerous you are. You will get lost in the myriad of consciousnesses, and one day you will not be able to tell which is which. It is your real consciousness. Or it is a bit alarmist to say this. The most likely situation is that you will not know where the boundary of your consciousness is, and you will not know what the clear outline of your own soul is. Even if you are originally a big river, but You rush towards the endless ocean, and sooner or later you will merge with these consciousnesses. Invisibly, you transform yourself beyond recognition, and your consciousness randomly grabs information from various strands of consciousness, and puts the most prominent and most easily affected Your part is kept, filled into your consciousness, and undergoes a random transformation of your own soul. I think this thing has happened now, and you don't even know that you have changed!" Guan Xinyue said in one breath After finishing this, she stopped to take a deep breath, and countless ghosts and gods on the wall watched her condescendingly in the shadow of the lights.She glared at those ghosts and gods, and responded to the anger of humans.

"So that's what it is," Roach said, "So that's what you think."

"I don't want to argue with you. A drunk person won't admit that he is drunk. My grandpa is like that. I've seen enough drunks." Guan Xinyue was suddenly tired and wanted to cry.

Roach took a few steps closer to her and leaned towards her.

She thought it was the signal of the end of their quarrel, but she began to miss the warm Roach so quickly. She liked the warmth of Roach when he approached him, and even liked the smell of Roach.He didn't stink like those nasty boys, he had a dry smell, like dry wood, that reminded her of the small living room where the coffee beans were ground an hour ago.No matter how violently they quarreled, they always made up.Roach is essentially a man who doesn't hold grudges against anyone, and he forgives people too easily.

Roach didn't hug her, he just moved close to her, they were attached to almost everything, but there was an elaborate gap between them.Roach's head was close to hers, his lips were next to her ear, and he whispered into her ear, "You're wrong, stupid girl."

Guan Xinyue's slack heart twitched suddenly, Luo Qi would never use the gender difference to put pressure on her.Her heart was beating wildly, her hair was almost standing on end, a kind of fear was flowing in her body, this kind of fear seemed to come from the original reaction recorded in the genetic fragment.The fear had outweighed the usual damage a silly boy could do to her.

"I know exactly who I am," Roach whispered in her ear.

"Luo Qi, you..." Guan Xinyue tremblingly spoke, but Luo Qi stopped her.

Roach smiled lowly in her ear, "You're wrong, girl, it's not that Roach has changed. I'm not Roach."

"Are you crazy?" Guan Xinyue asked him in a low voice, she was still calm.

"Roach no longer exists." He whispered, his voice was low and steady, telling her a fact that seemed far away.

Guan Xinyue should have reacted to this absurd statement, but two lines of tears rolled down her cheeks, and she realized that she already knew that this was the truth.Her heart knew this before her head, and her anger was gone, and she just felt sad.

"Are you sad?" he asked her. "Do you know that he...was never as simple as he seemed?"

Guan Xinyue was speechless, tears choked her throat.

"You want to find your sister, don't you?" he asked.

"If you want...you want me to help you...help you hide, help you..., then you underestimate me. I won't help you for anything, anything..." She said no Going down, raised his hand to wipe the tears on his cheeks.She wasn't really scared, her past life had made her strong, but she was really sad.

"No, no, no, I don't have to work so hard, I can use the power of this body to control your mind," he said.

"You can't do it!" Guan Xinyue said, "Ma Jiang shares a pair of tangles with me, and he will find something wrong with me."

"You? You're not a mage at all." He said in surprise.

"Ma Jiang said that I am almost a mage, and I am closer to a mage than ordinary humans." She said.

He stood still for a while, as if he was detecting something, Guan Xinyue widened her eyes in vigilance, but she didn't feel anything.He continued to speak again, "You're not lying, your genes are indeed... close to that of a mage, but it's still far from it."

"I'm very satisfied with myself," Guan Xinyue said. "Do you know where my sister is?"

"To be precise, Roach knows where your sister is," he said.

Guan Xinyue turned her head and looked at him suspiciously.

Using Roach's face, he made a smile that belonged to someone else entirely, and it looked like Roach was smirking. "And he didn't tell anyone, not even Du Zhengyi. Surprised? I found out that Roach has many, many little secrets."

(End of this chapter)