After transmigrating into the book, she became the male god's white moonlight.

Chapter 201 [Monologue] Bo Yeyuan vs. Xing Shu
A year's time.

So much happened this year.

With the ascension of the new king, the customs of Beisheng Kingdom were completely changed, and the lives of the people improved day by day.

Several neighboring countries voluntarily submitted, thus achieving unification.

It is said that all the credit for this comes from the country's regent.

It is said that he fell in love with a courtesan and never married again in his life.

Furthermore, it is said that he has long since disappeared from the world.

……

On a beautiful and ethereal hill.

The spring water gurgled and splashed, and not far from the stream was a wooden house.

The snow fell heavily.

"Youyou, look, I did what I promised you..."

A man in a long, dark robe stood in front of the wooden house, his handsome eyes gazing at the beautiful surroundings.

A hand with distinct knuckles emerged from under the shawl, and snowflakes melted in the warm palm.

I don't know how long I stood there before I slowly turned around and went into the wooden house.

The door was closed, and he took out a wooden hairpin and a jade pendant from a hidden pocket in his sleeve.

What lies hidden in his eyes is a deep tenderness and longing.

Suddenly, she reached out and knocked over the rice bowl containing food next to her, and the bowl fell to the ground.

The porcelain bowl shattered into several pieces. With her well-defined fingers, she picked up a small, sharp shard and slashed it hard against her wrist.

Warm blood spurted out, and he could feel his blood rapidly draining away.

He slumped weakly onto the table, his pale fingers still tightly gripping two things in his hands.

In a daze, he seemed to return to the past, to the vibrant and lively she was when they first met.

A relieved smile gradually appeared on his lips.

Youyou, you said you wanted to retire to the mountains and live a life like that of immortals.

You see, I have now relinquished the power I hold in my hands.

Youyou, you said you liked my appearance.

See, I've protected it very well.

You said you only wished to grow old with one person.

You see, I am only devoted to you.

faint……

I'm so cold, so very cold. Please come back and hug me...

[End of Extra Chapter]

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Bo Yeyuan's monologue:
From that fleeting glimpse at Zuiyue Tower that night, I learned what love at first sight meant.

In the darkest time of my life, you brought me home and pulled me out of the abyss of darkness.

Like a fairy, she captivates hearts, breaking the rules for you time and time again.

When your heart starts beating uncontrollably for you, when you fantasize about your future life together, and when you dream of marrying you one day.

The conversation outside the window shattered this illusion, and the scene inside made me realize how ridiculous I was.

You said you liked powerful men, so I spent a year on it.

He became a powerful and feared regent.

During that time, I tried to stop thinking about you, but I always succumbed to my own feelings.

Knowing full well that I should throw it away, I still guard the jade pendant you gave me day and night.

Even at the height of my success, I couldn't resist visiting Zuiyuelou, the place where you and I first met.

My eyes subconsciously searched for your figure, but I never saw the one I loved so deeply, yet who caused me such heartache.

The moment I saw you again, my dead heart seemed to start beating again.

When I saw you kissing another man, anger rose in my heart, but more than that, I felt wronged.

Every instance of putting you in a difficult position and humiliating you was just to get you to focus your attention on me more.

Yet, she was also afraid that she was just a dispensable plaything in your hands.

The torment in my heart day and night has ultimately pushed the distance between you and me further and further.

I panicked completely when I saw that you didn't respond to me at all.

I was afraid you would abandon me, afraid that I no longer had a place in your heart. Finally, on that day, I gave in.

Whether it's a toy or a pet to pass the time.

All I want is you...

The moment you agreed, I was taken aback, but more than that, I was overjoyed.

I thought it would continue like this forever, and I even made plans for the future.

But something unexpected happened: the king allied with neighboring countries and threatened my safety.

Left with no other choice, that was the first and last time in my life that I kept things from you.

I thought that as long as I could get through that night and things were settled, I could pretend nothing had happened and return to my previous life.

But never imagined...

He often wondered, why couldn't they just wait for him a little longer?

But at the same time, I despise myself even more. Why did I have to hide it?

The moment I learned the truth, the taut string in my mind snapped instantly.

A huge sense of bewilderment and panic swept over my entire brain.

He never expected... never expected that what he had always insisted on was...

What exactly did he do?
Only then can one see only coldness in the eyes of a woman full of love.

Before the south wind rises, my longing for you has become an illness. Time is my pen, and my yearning is my ink; every word is filled with you.

Even if I possess absolute power and control over the land, even if I could easily attain imperial dominance, what use would I have for you if you were no longer there to share it with me?
If there is an afterlife, I will never let you down.

—Bo Yeyuan
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Xing Shu's monologue:

From the moment I met you, I knew you were out of reach.

The world is full of vibrant green mountains and shimmering starlight, gentle autumn rain and soft evening breeze, but none of them can compare to the brilliance in your eyes.

Of all the beauties in the world, you are the one I love most.

I love the stars but can only look up at the sky; I love the breeze but can only reach out and grasp at nothing.

Just like you, I want to get something... but I always end up disappointed.

But I still can't help getting close to you, a thought I've been planning for a lifetime.

Unwilling to give up until we share the same earth, he ultimately lost to the words: "It turns out you weren't meant to be..."

Peach blossoms in full bloom, a gentle breeze blowing, a light veil veiling her face, a fiery red dress, alluring to the bone, a peerless enchantress.

A single glance can last a lifetime.

From initial attraction based on interest to later obsession with you.

That one glance at Zuiyue Tower was unforgettable.

I know I've fallen for you, I'm obsessed, I'm sick with loving you.

I tried to struggle, I tried to avoid it, but I still couldn't resist that heart that wanted to get closer.

You are the hidden ailment I have sought a cure for my entire life. I have never possessed you for a single second, yet I have lost you a thousand times in my heart.

Seeing that you only have eyes for him, I admit, I'm jealous.

The moment the king mentioned the locust plague, he volunteered for the first time.

Keep giving yourself positive self-talk, reminding yourself not to get obsessed and waste time on an actor, and give yourself space for independent thinking.

But the moment the king agreed, he began to regret it.

That night, you were still as beautiful as a fairy in a painting.

Indulge yourself in your own mind and say, "That's the last time."

Little did they know that this parting would be forever.

After struggling for a long time, I am still willing to be bound and become your subject.

If I had to go through this again, even if it meant utter ruin and unbearable longing, I would never give myself a chance to escape.

I want to paint a picture for you, using my heart as the brush, my feelings as the ink, my love for you as the content, and my remaining life as the final stroke.

Perhaps the biggest difference between demons and angels is that an angel can betray you for the sake of the whole world, while a demon can betray the whole world for you.

Youyou, I want to become your demon.

——Xing Shu

[End of monologue]

P.S.: Another chapter of over two thousand words, so tiring, so depressing (-ω`)
Hehe, tell me which monologue you like best?
Next up is the love triangle between Bo Yeyuan and Xing Shu in the main story. Looking forward to it!
A cute, cunning young man vs. a restrained, obsessive older man (￣y▽￣)~* *covers mouth and giggles*
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